This is what I think Kris would do and say if Junior went through with his wedding to Laura.

I wanted to write this because a similar happened to me, I wasn't in the wedding, but I was there.

It's my first time writing sorry if it's bad. But please be nice. lol.

Kris Furillo stood in front of the mirror looking at herself in the pink bridesmaid dress she had to wear while she watched Junior marry Laura. She doesn't know what made her say yes to being in the wedding, but she did and she couldn't back out now. She looked at the clock on the wall and knew in an hour she would lose Junior Davis forever. She wiped the tears that were on her face and fixed her make-up, picked up her keys and walked out the door to go watch the love of her life marry someone else.

Now she stood outside the entrance of the Davis Home trying to get herself to go in, she kept thinking about her and Junior's last conversation. He told her they had to go their separate ways and couldn't be part of each other lives, but then he kissed her and as much as Kris wanted to believe it was because he loved her and wanted to be with her, she knew deep down it was a good-bye kiss.

Kris heard footsteps behind her but didn't turn around she figured it was Dani or Matt coming to try and make her feel better, they both knew how hard this was going to be for her. The footsteps stopped and she knew the person was standing right behind her, waiting for her to turn around.

Kris: "Look I really don't want to talk about it ok?"

Kris said as she spun around stopping short when she realized who it was standing there looking at her.

Kris: "Junior what are you doing out here? Shouldn't you be getting ready? The wedding starts soon"

Kris knew her voice shook but she couldn't help it. She was shocked to see Junior standing there, and looking so handsome in his tuxedo.

Junior: "I just needed a little air. Kris about our last time we talked. I know I shouldn't have I kissed you but I wanted to kiss and hold you one last time"

Junior's voice and eyes were so sad. Knowing he still cared for her brought tears to her eyes. She looked down because she couldn't look at his face without completely breaking down and start crying, because this isn't how it was supposed to be. It should have been them getting married today and spending their lives together. She felt Junior put a finger under her chin and make her look at him. He had tears in his eyes too.

Junior: "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Kris"

Junior's voice broke and so did Kris's heart.

Kris: "So am I. We better get inside"

Kris said in a whisper.

Junior: "Wait...I know I said we couldn't be in each others lives, but I only said that because I couldn't picture myself being just your friend. But I realized that I would rather be just your friend then not in your life at all"

A tear slipped down Kris's cheek as she spoke.

Kris: "I'm sorry Junior I can't be just your friend. I'm sorry. Because every time I see you with her, holding her hand, kissing her, hugging her, it would break my heart because I would want that to be me and you so badly"

They both just stood there looking at each other. Then Kris hugged Junior and she felt his arms slid around her. And Kris whispered in Junior's ear.

Kris: "I'm going to miss you so much. Be happy"

Kris pulled back a little from the hug and kissed Junior's cheek and whispered.

Kris: "Good-bye Junior Davis"

She pulled out of the hug and looked at him for a couple of seconds. Remembering his handsome face. And then looked down and walked away into the house. Leaving Junior standing outside alone trying to pull himself together before he faced everybody.

Inside the house Kris went right to the bathroom to pull herself together and to make sure it didn't look like she was crying. When she came out Dani was standing by the bathroom door. She looked at Kris knowing something was wrong.

Dani: "The wedding is about to start, are you ready?"

Kris: "Yes, let's get this over with these shoes are killing me"

Kris was trying to act like everything was ok, but Dani new better, she could tell Kris was trying really hard not to cry. Dani's heart was breaking because she knew her friend and her brother were both in pain. Dani put her hand on Kris's arm.

Dani: "It's ok. You'll be ok, I promise"

Kris looked at Dani and tried to smile.

Kris: "I hope so"

Kris and Dani walk into the foyer where everyone is waiting for the wedding to start. Kris sees Junior who was standing by Matt, Junior looks up and their eyes lock and hold. Kris is the first to look away. "I can't do this, I have to get out of here she thinks to herself. I can't watch Junior marry Laura"

As Kris was about to run away when Junior's dad yelled for everybody to get ready and take their places. Matt walks up and holds his arm out for Kris to take, she has no choice anymore but to take his arm, it was to late to run away now.

Kris hears the orchestra start to play and then watches as Junior and his father walk down the aisle. And memories flash through Kris's mind. The first time she saw Junior, their first kiss, the first time they made love, and the first Junior told her he loved her. That's all she will ever have of him, just memories.

Kris feels Matt touching her arm and realizes it was their turn to walk down the aisle. She can feel Junior staring at her, she is trying to look anywhere but at Junior. They finally got to the end of the aisle Matt went to stand my Junior and I took my place by Dani. Kris finally looked at Junior to find him still staring at her. She watched his mouth move and didn't have to hear his words to know he said "I'll miss you" Kris was about to tell him I love you back when the bridal march started. Everyone turned and watched Laura and her father walk down the aisle.

Kris felt numb, she couldn't believe this was really going to happen. Kris watched as Laura's father put her hand into Junior's. Kris wished so much that is was her up there with Junior, but it's not and it will never be. She saw Junior look her way one last time before the preacher stepped up and started talking.

Preacher: "We are gathered here today for the wedding of Kenneth Walter Davis Jr to Laura Hayes Nichols. And for the first reading is the groom's lifelong friend Matt Ritter"

Kris's ears were ringing and she started shaking and she knew she was crying but she couldn't help herself. She felt someone take her hand and squeeze, she looked down and then realized it was Dani holding her hand, and squeezing it as if telling her she was there for her, and it would all be ok. She looked at Dani's face and she also was crying. Not because she was happy for her brother, but because she was heartbroken for her friend, who had to stand there and watch the love of her life marry someone else.

Matt: "Love is always patient and kind"

That was the last thing Kris heard, and before she knew it, the preacher was pronouncing Junior and Laura as husband wife, and telling Junior he could kiss his bride. Kris watched as Junior lifted Laura's veil and kiss her.

All Kris could think was it's over. Junior's married, he'll never be mine again, we'll never have a life together, never grow old together, I will never feel his touch or taste his kiss again, it's really over. Kris thought as she watched Junior and Laura walk down the aisle.

Kris had to get out of here. But before she knew it Matt was standing there waiting for to walk back down the aisle with him. So she took his arm and plastered a fake smile on her face and walked down the aisle.

Once the reception started Kris needed to be alone, she went outside and stood by the pool to think. She Was so lost in thought that she didn't even hear Dani calling her. Then Dani was there standing beside her, not saying anything, knowing there are no words to stop the pain Kris was feeling. Kris broke the silence.

Kris: "He's married Dani, he really did it, how am I going to live my life without him?"

Kris said her voice cracking, as she started crying.

Dani: "You just live, you'll wake up tomorrow and the first thing you will think about is Junior, you might cry, and you'll want to stay in bed and pull the covers over your head, but take my advice, I've been there, what you have to do is get out of bed and go on with your life, and day by day it will get a little easier.That's what I had to do when RJ died, I survived my and lived my life without him and you will do the same with Junior. I know Junior isn't dead, but you lost him just the same.

Kris thought about this and came to a decision.

Kris: "I can't stay here, I have to get away, If I'm going to get over him, I have to do it somewhere were I won't see him and her together all the time.

Dani: "I figured you were going to leave, I guess I would leave if I was in the same situation, just promise me you won't lose touch again, it's funny since you came back you've became my best friend and I don't want to lose your friendship.

Kris: "I won't I promise. Will you tell everyone I wasn't feeling good and I had to leave early?"

Dani: "Sure, take care of yourself Kris and don't forget to call me and let me know how your doing"

Dani said tears running down her face, truly sad that Kris was leaving again.

Kris and Dani hug, both crying. Kris pulls back and starts to walk away and then stop and looks at Dani.

Kris: "Wait until after the wedding to tell everyone I left, I don't want to ruin their fun. Tell them good-bye and I'll miss them all and I'm sorry for leaving without telling them again. Take care of yourself. Good-bye Dani"

Dani watches Kris walk away, after she was gone Dani stood there for while thinking how she was going to tell every one that Kris left again, especially her brother. Dani turns to back inside and runs into Matt.

Matt: "Have you seen Kris?"

Dani: "Yeah, she went home early she wasn't feeling to well"

Dani didn't want to ruin Matt's night be telling him Kris didn't just leave the wedding but probably the state.

Matt: "Oh well, I was going to ask her to dance, but since she left, Dani may I have this dance?"

Dani: "Absolutely"

Dani said as Matt lead her to the dance floor.

Kris stopped at Raintree to say goodbye to the other loves of her life, Wildfire and Flame, she was going to miss them so much, she knew one day when her heart isn't so broken she would be back. She stayed with them for a while talking. And promising to come back. After a while she said her good-byes and left and went back to the clinic to pack her things.

Back at the wedding Junior asked Dani to dance.

Dani: "I can't believe your married"

Junior: "I know it's weird, who would have thought I would ever get married"

They both laugh at that.

Then Junior gets a sad look on his face.

Junior: "I haven't seen Kris, have you?"

Dani: "Yeah, she left a while ago, she wasn't feeling well"

Junior: "Why did she really leave Dani?"

Junior knew it wasn't because she wasn't feeling well.

Dani sighed and knew she would have to tell him the truth so he could on with his life too.

Dani: "She couldn't stay here and watch you and Laura have the life together, she wanted with you, and she went back to the clinic to pack her things"

Junior: "Pack her things? You mean she's leaving?"

Dani: "I think she's already gone, she couldn't stay Junior. And we couldn't ask her too. I know it hurts but you have to try and move on with your life.

Junior: "It's easier said then done"

Dani: "Look Kris is gone. And you have to get used to it, Kris isn't a part of your life anymore. And your made sure of that. I love you Junior so don't get mad when I say this. You made a big mistake by marrying Laura. And now you have to live with that and without Kris"

Kris is gone, Kris is gone, those words kept echoing through Juniors head. He knew he told her they couldn't be a part of each others lives, but he didn't think he would never see her again. How is he going to go through life without the occasional glimpse of Kris. He had to be alone for a minute.

Junior found himself locked in his bedroom and found a picture of Kris he kept in his sock drawer. Looking at the picture make his heart ache and his eyes blur.

Junior rubbed a hand over his face and realized he was crying, and he didn't even care. She was gone, he hurt her so bad, she couldn't stay in the place she loved the most.

Junior: "I'm sorry Kris, I'm so sorry. I Love you, I wish I could've told you that while you were here, now I will never get that chance to show you or tell you."

He said to her picture

After he got himself together, he put Kris's picture back into the drawer. He cared for Laura, but he was in love with Kris. Junior knew he would never love Laura like he loved Kris. He mad his decision and he had to live with it.

Junior left his room and headed back to the wedding, and knew as long as he lived he would never forget or stop loving Kris Furillo.

Kris finished packing her things, she couldn't seem to stop crying, she was leaving the people she loved most again. But she couldn't stay here and see Junior and Laura together. She got in her car and sat there until she stopped crying. She started her car and found herself in front of Davis farms, and knew that everyone she loved and cared for was there.

Kris: "Good-bye everyone"

Kris said knowing no one could hear her.

She started her car wiped on last tear away, and drove away to start a new life without Junior Davis.

Please comment, this is my first time ever writing anything.

Please let me know what you think, and if I should write more.

And some idea's about what to write about would be nice too.

Thank you for reading.