Chapter 1: A fairy on Earth
Daddy why aren't you here? Daddy why I am afraid of my dreams? Daddy why didn't Mom to tell me about you? Daddy why wasn't I allowed to meet you, but other children did meet their Daddies? Daddy is it because of me?
Daddy do you hate me?
The beautiful dream changed into a nightmare. It was my entire fault, I knew that. Of course, mom would never say this. She lied to me. When I asked her about my Daddy, she lied. When I asked her about my powers, she lied. When I asked her if I have killed my father, she lied. I was a little monster. I pushed my own mother nearly to death before I was even born. Because of me my Dad disappeared for 14 years now. I was a monster, a fault…
I buried my nails into my blanket, screaming under tears. I slammed my head against the pillow. Mom wouldn't run in to calm me. After years of bad dreams, she got tired of standing up in the night. I understood that. My eyes went open. I coughed, fighting for air. My hair covered my wet face. It was full of sweat and tears. I tried to calm myself. I had a lot of practice in it. When I was afraid, and that was very often, I let my thoughts flew to him. To my best friend, my keeper… I reminded myself of what he would say if he was with me. "Damy, dreams can't kill you, but I can if you won't stop screaming right now!" I smiled into my pillow. Yeah, that was Brandon. Without him, that was for sure, I would already have gone crazy. Sometimes it seemed that all hard, depressing things went off of him. He was like a wall of happiness in my dark world. I loved him for this. Not in THAT way. Brandon was just my Brandon. My heart beat for someone else. It was a guy from my singing lessons. I discovered my passion for music when Musa sung the first time to me. Her voice just impressed me. From this moment, she taught me how to read notes and this stuff.
When my body lay weak in the bed again, I decided it was time to stand up. I wasn't able to sleep anymore, even if it was only six o' clock in the morning. My mother surely woke up about seven, so I had enough time for myself.
The first thing I did was to walk out on the balcony. The air was clean and cool. Soon the heat would come over the town. I enjoyed the nice situation. Silence, a cool morning and myself, that was the way how I liked it. I'm sure some people called me strange, maybe they were right, but what would they do if they nearly killed their mother before they were born. Only to mention one part of my incredible past. The good thing was that I wasn't the only fairy on Earth anymore. Since my Mom and Aunts recovered the magic on this planet, a few more magical beings were born. One of them was my other best friend Blizz. Her real name was Angelique. She got the nickname because she wasn't able to talk until her 5th birthday. She just said "Blizz!" all the time. I still wonder how we became friends without talking. Well, like I said Blizz was special, maybe as special as me. Her father, a wizard, fell in love with a human woman. They married, had unprotected sex and Blizz, half witch- half human, was the product. Other people often made fun of her. It was up to us, to protect her. Okay, it doesn't matter to Blizz at all. She kept herself in her "Cool- dark-way". It always showed in her clothes and make-up. I often argued with her about that she's a Goth. Blizz answers were mostly like this, "I'm a witch and witches have to be dark!" I'm sure she is a Goth.
After all my life was pretty normal for a fairy. I have just attended the Gardenia High, a dangerous place full of Bi***es and Quarterbacks, had some great friends, had a crazy family and so on. It was good this way, until know.
I rushed downstairs into our small kitchen. Kiko and Belle were already there, waiting for food. I patted their heads while I put out some cookies. "Don't tell Mom." I whispered and winked. The pets squeaked happily and nearly fell over their breakfast. In a few seconds my mother will storm in the kitchen, with two different shoes on, saying that she's late again. She took over the Flower Shop of my Granny. Grandma was way too old to keep the shop, but sometimes she can't resist helping. Mom also worked in the Fruity Music Bar. Money wasn't in our pockets. Of course I was a princess, Mommy was a queen and Dad….Dad was supposed to be King. Because of the war all portals were closed. Nobody was able to leave their own planet. So my mother wasn't able to rule her kingdom. No kingdom means no royalty and no royalty means no money.
"Oh Damy, you are already awake! That's good! I've lost my lipst…" Bloom stormed in, twisting her hair into a loose bun. Without looking up, I pointed on a desk in the living room. "Thank you, Sweetie! And what about…" I held out a cup of coffee. She sighed smiling. My mother stroked my cheek and asked, "What would I do without you?" I shrugged my shoulders. "You would wear different shoes, like now."
Nervous than ever Mom rushed up, one second later she was next to me and the other second she was out of the door. Over her shoulder she shouted a "Good bye!" Crazy!
Slowly I grabbed my bag and went out as well. Like my shadow Brandon appeared next to me. He said nothing. That was one of his best qualities. He loved the silence as well as me. We only changed one look and grinned. "How was your morning?" my best friend finally asked. "Usual." I answered. "Same here." Our conversation was ended. We didn't need many words in our friendship. Of course we had endless talks about everything, but sometimes we only needed us.
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