A/N: If anyone reviews then I'll but the second chapter up but if not then I'll take a hint. Please no flames.
This is just Olivia talking to Elliot at his grave.
Disclaimer: I do not own SVU or anything else for that matter because I'm a minor… oh well so please don't sue me or anything because you won't get anything
You promised me you would never leave. You said we would be together forever. But now you are gone, and I don't know what to do. I went to the doctor's today. They confirmed my worst fear and my only hope. El, I'm pregnant. I have a little Stabler growing inside me. One last thread connecting us. 3 months, Elliot. 3 months yesterday. Do you know what day it was, three months yesterday? It was our wedding day and the day little El got life. I'm naming it El, boy or girl. Ellen for a girl and Elliot for a boy. And three months tomorrow marks a horrid anniversary. The day you were shot and killed. Saving me and saving little El. 3 days we were married, many years we knew each other. Three months yesterday. Please Elliot, help me be strong. Cragen, Munch and Fin are great but they're not you. They don't know yet. Only Casey knows. They all tell me I'm not ready to be back but I am. At least for now. I need them. I can't tell the truth from fiction any more. But I need you. But you're not here. El, I need you more than ever. I love you.