I hate my life.
Scratch that, I hate the current life I live.
This is not me, I'm not religious, I'm not fully innocent and I'm not always nice.
I'm emotional stunned and I'm the worst when it comes to communicating especially if it involves feelings.
I don't want to be like this, I want to be free!
All I ever wanted is my freedom. My parents control me.
I know, I know, doesn't sound like anything you haven't heard before but that's just it. This isn't such an extreme situation, in fact my parents treat me well, they feed me, pay for my school and drive me where I want to go. At the cost of going to these religious gatherings, praying, having little to no contact with any of my friends.
And so I read and watch shows. I pull myself into the world of fantasy where nothing on the outside matters. Reality doesn't matter. Not when I'm in the world of doctor who, or Sherlock Holmes or teen wolf etc.
Right now I am in my bed watching teen wolf, one of my favourite shows. The next season isn't coming out for a while so I decided to watch it from the beginning again.
I briefly wonder what it would be like to be in the world of teen wolf. It would be without a doubt a lot more interesting than my own life.
Stiles has a car that can drive me around anywhere, Scott can protect me with his kind heart and sharp claws, Derek can watch out for me, be the big brother I never had, Alison can be the friend that I confined in and tell all my problems too and Lydia would help me with my fashion sense and teach me how to be respected.
Sadly, I know that can be a reality, I wish it could. Things would be so much better if I was in the world of Teen Wolf.
I started to feel this weird pull, and my computer screen where stiles and Scott's faces were starting to blur until I got so drowsy that I closed my eyes and fell asleep.