Being in love with a person who hates you sucks. I was sitting under a tree in the park thinking back to right after the guardian meeting. I overheard Amu talking to Rima about me and what Rima said hurt me so much she just bashed me so much, said that she hated me, this was normal for her but it really got to me this time because she wasn't saying it to my face but to another person.
I ran away as fast as I could and now I'm here feeling sorry for myself and cursing the fact that I fell in love with her, The Ice Queen herself. Somehow I thought I had a shot but apparently not at all, there were times when she seemed like she cared but I guess not, I must have been blinded by hope.
I felt a hot tear slide down my cheek at the thought but made no motion to wipe it. I had kept trying to be her friend, which would have been enough for me just that I was a part of her life. I felt like she had taken my heart and stomped on it and broken it into little pieces that were to tiny to put back together.
Suddenly I felt someone's hands sneak around my torso, hugging me, the person had long light brown hair with golden locks in it was Rima. She looked up and straight into my eyes I looked back into hers and thought I saw love and angst in them, I was so confused I thought she hated me, why was she here hugging me.
Nagi, she whispers, I was even more surprised she used my nickname, she never used that ever. I don't hate you she whispers, I feel like this is a dream, did I fall asleep and am now dreaming this, because this is so unreal. I've never hated you, she continues, I hate to see you so hurt I'm sorry; she looked at my face and wiped the tears that I had forgotten away. Please say something Nagi; she continued in her low whispering tone. I was in so much shock all I could say was "Rima-chan doesn't hate me?" She laughed softly and said; No, Nagi I don't hate you I never have, quite the opposite really. I was stunned I tried to wrap my head around the possibility that she actually cared about me and didn't hate me.
I subconsciously pulled her to me and placed her in my lap and I held her really close, I had to feel this was real, that she was really here and this was really happening. I'm not dreaming I realized as she placed her head on my shoulder and breathed on my neck. " I'm not dreaming am I" I didn't realize I had said it out loud until I heard her soft spoken answer, Nagi you are not dreaming I'm really here and I love you silly.
I was stunned she loved me I acted on impulse and pulled her head up and kissed her, it was heaven her soft lips on mine crushing together, our tongues battling for dominance, and a soft moan escaped Rima, this is heaven.