I don't own like anything…
Just so you know
Italics is Kuki's Poem (sorry if the poems bad!)
I drove up to the highest place I knew and the place I know he'll go and he'll find her last note…I sat down on the gavel and started writing…
I am done
You could've came after me
You could've stopped me
You could've told the truth
And everything would be fine right now
I sniffled as I wrote my poem for him the so called 'love' of my life…
You could've held me and told me what happened
You could've kissed my cheek and asked to explain
You could've pled to me saying that I was wrong
You could've told me she meant nothing to you
But you didn't
! was crying now just wishing why couldn't one of these things have happened?
You told me you loved me despite my kids
You said I was beautiful with no make up
You said I was smart not some dumb girl
You said you cared about my past
You lied
Kuki gulped and took a deep breath as she continued writing.
Every single thing you said was a lie
Every single hour was time I'll never get back
Every single kiss was a betrayal
Every single thought was a waste
Every single wish I hoped would happen…didn't
How could he do this to me?! I thought loved Wa- I can't even say think his name…I gulped down the pain.
Everything you told me you would never do
You did it…
You hurt me
You scared me
You put me through pain
You killed my children
You lied
And you cheated on me…
I couldn't believe I was writing this!
She was one of my best friends
She was the one who cared about me
She took it back
She said you kissed her first and started it all
She apologized…
I sighed and remembered the day I forgave Michelle…Numbuh 10.
I forgave her
I cared about you
I adored you
I treated you right
I just never got around to loving you
I looked down from the cliff that could kill me if the wind decides to sigh and pull me over the edge.
Now I don't have anyone
Now I don't have anything
Now I don't want to live
Now…it's all over
Now I die
I nailed the poem to the tree that he goes to whenever he feels confused.
I won't miss you anymore
I won't regret it anymore
I won't be hurt anymore
I'll be in a better place and find someone worthy
Of me
xoxo Kuki
Then I looked down and sighed. "KUKI!!" I heard him shout to me I turned for him to see the grave expression on my face. I felt slightly more satisfied when he cringed.
"I…I loved you!" And that was the worst thing he could say that he loved me. I felt my heart crumple up and felt it break. "I don't even wish that loved you too…" And I jumped.
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"Wha? Where am I? Where's Walter?(a/n =D sorry to disappoint you! Wally isn't bad guys!)" I asked some guy who was wearing an all white tux, I squinted because it was really bright and his tux reflected off the sun then blinked amazed… "WALLY?!" I screamed running into his arms.
"Where are we?" I asked him widening my eyes despite the bright light. Wally laughed and I heard his voice crystal clear for the first time in a year but it felt like 10 years! "Why don ya geuss?" he asked me his accent dripping on every word.
"You died…a year ago in a…" I broke out into a smile, and I realized this was the first time in half a year I smiled! "I'm in…h-hea-heaven?" I stuttered grinning then I frowned.
"This is a…dream isn't it?!" I started crying and plopped to the floor and it was really soft! I felt the floor again and felt the softness…I looked down and saw what looked like a…a cloud?
"That means…" I gaped at Wally who was smirking… then our kids came out from behind him. "Willy? Sally?" I gasped and kissed their heads.
"How does it work here? I…" I looked down and saw I was in a pure white dress. I looked up at Wally for an answer and he sighed.
"It's really comp-leh-cahted…" Wally looked at me and sighed. "You can age to whateva as high as 150 and as low as 1 years old…regard less on how old you were! Somethin about if you never lived life to its fullest..." Wally grinned at me.
I gulped "Is everyone else here?" I asked Wally. He nodded happily "They died at such a young age well ages" Wally shrugged "But onlay people who are good come here…the others go to eh…" Wally's voice trailed off he was never happy with the word…
"Yeah…so…do I get to see them?!"
Usually I don't do anything with angst.. but a little wasn't be too bad right? Eh...it was nice writing...
KIT KAT!