Disclaimer: I don't own Quatre or GW…everyone knows that by now…
I Have Nothing
My sister, Maria, asked me the other day when I was going to finally settle down and get married. I wanted to laugh, but it is a very serious question. I know I shouldn't let my sisters pressure me, but being 26 and single is not easy. Especially when you're the head of a patriarchal company and the only male heir.
Duo once told me I shouldn't let it weigh me down so much. Then again we were 'dating' at the time and things looked pretty serious. Not easy to produce an heir when you're gay…or think you are. Like everything else in my life, it didn't go as planned. I hear he and Wu Fei are quite happy together. I even got an invite to their commitment ceremony next month. I don't think I'll be going.
This isn't really like me. Sitting around musing about my life. Normally I'm too busy keeping WCI afloat. The board still treats me like some child that had to be coddles and pandered to. If they didn't do such good work, I'd fire every last ass kissing one of them. But business is business and taking any of it too personally isn't healthy.
My doctor constantly warns me about my stress levels. "You work yourself too hard Mr. Winner. You need to get away. Take a vacation somewhere tropic. Or find a nice girl and settle down." It's the same thing every time!
Do they think I like staying up late at night doing paperwork? That I like sitting in meetings for hours on end? Well guess what! I may not like it, but it's all I have.
You want to know why I'm not going to celebrate with my friends next month? Because I still LOVE Duo! There…I said it. Without him all I have is this job. Without him…I have nothing.