As I Burn Another Page, a harry potter fanfic

A/N I don't own Snape or Lily. If I did, I would be really, really, rich….

I also don't own "The Diary of Jane Lyrics" They are Breaking Benjamin's…

A small box had appeared on the doorstep of Spinner's end. It was a beat up wooden box with a rose carved into the top of it. Severus had found it and had taken it inside. He didn't bother to open it, he just sat it on the coffee table, where it would sit unopened, for a short period of time.

Inside, it held many secrets, secrets that only he, Severus Snape, was supposed to know. That's why she sent it to him.

Severus had finally opened it. He didn't know what to expect. But what he saw inside, was defiantly not one of his expectations. It was a small, worn leather book. He opened it up. Written on the first page was This is the Diary of Lily Evans.

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

Severus cautiously flipped through the book. "Was this a joke?" He thought to himself. He wasn't sure until he saw the words "I'm sorry…really sorry." Scrawled across the top of the page. He looked closer and read. It was about when she and him got into their first fight. It was over nothing really, just about something he had done to get himself in trouble. This was truly Lily's Diary.

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
No!

He flipped through more pages. He just couldn't put it down…this was Lily…it was almost like being with her again.

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

But then he got to the page that he had been dreading….it was the that day. The day that had plagued him in his dreams for all these years.

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

It forced him to close the book and throw it back onto the table. Head in his hands, he began to think…why did he do the things that he did…why didn't he just listen to her?

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

He screwed up…he wished he could go back and change everything. But it was too late. Lily Potter was dead, and there is no turning back in death….