What's up everybody. Hope you like this one. I wrote this one back in 2010 and honestly I'm so happy this file went out alive as of the rest of my composition where gone along with the USB where I keep all my compositions and porn.

I'll be updating this one soon. hope you enjoy.

And There Stood; caught blurry by my own eyes, the stadium I've always wanted to go; the place where my obsession began to grow. On the arena, stood the hero; my hero; rugged as if he had fought a devastating match and won. I slowly went near; my eyes caught glimpse of his knockout opponent lying lifeless on the ground. The moment I felt he moved; I stopped, suddenly felt fear.

My mind snapped; his face darkened while I took a step back, Afraid actually. Many possibilities that I had wanted to do held shut; everything I knew that would happened if I had finally met him disappeared. He was taking gaps and had finally stood in front of me; emotionless. I froze and said nothing.

"..Always remember that there is nothing more constant than change; you'll grow old, find a job, meet a girl and eventually forget everything you were obsessed of.."

It was fearsome; he was beginning to breathe heavily but still continued.

"…There will come a day that you will lose everything that you've dreamed of having and end up, killing yourself. Your mind won't be able to hold many problems and so can your smile can hide much tears. And here, I will tell you the secret of happiness even if this were to be my last words…"

I was emotionally touched and started to burst out tears.

"…Never lose sight of what's important; you may be one person to the world; but to one person, you are the world. Always cherish them and in the end; you'll find what you need not what you want and it still feels like you have everything…"

I sat collapsing while he fainted; my legs numbed and eyes blurry with tears.

"Take care and may you find what you've been looking all throughout these years; if it's not the shoulder of yesterday, the trust of tomorrow or the happiness for today; then may it be just a friend for forever.."

My Emotion drifted to reality and found myself crying; it was just a dream; but everything felt real. I sat hours in one corner of the room thinking and all out my mind; a voice called out. As easy it was to be distinguished; it was clearly my mom.

I held my head and saw what he meant; I smiled.

"Cherish…"

P.S:

Never had I had experience

A doubt of my Conscience

Till the day of thy obsession

Sunk into thy gates of depression

Under the tales of my realization

-SDRBM-

Chapter 1:

"What do you intend to do with your life after you graduate?"

The question caught me short but the answer on my head was clearly enough to fit the whole blank page. The survey I took was like a piece of shit; I had no real options but come to think of it there were only two major answers; for better or for worst. I kept myself distracted tapping the pen on my desk in rhythm; I don't know what kept me troubled on answering; as if it was like it was never enough but there was really something that my mind keeps on blocking.

"To explore the world" in blocky cursive handwriting was something I hastily thought of. I past the paper across to the room and laid put in one chair; sat and thought deeply.

Literally, I was bored but I was good at hiding it; school wasn't fun as you'd miss it when it's gone but my best friends really torn the odds up. I was born with a horrible way of making friends; yet these guys lasted long than I expected and what I hope was to be with them forever; pretty gay, right?

"..Psst!.." Someone blared. "Oiu. Mr. Daydreamer..