"How to have an Affair"
Leah's POV
Wow I really need to paint the ceiling; I should get started on that right now. Oh wait, I can't I have a two hundred and fifty pound man sweating on top of me. We have been married for almost a year and our sex life is horrible. That's what I get for marrying a virgin. It's not like I wanted to marry him anyway. You see I'm the first female shape shifter ever to walk on La Push land. No one knew why I phased. I was an anomaly; an enigma if you will. That was until my nosy little brother, whom I love so much, decided to go on the internet and research wolves and their behavior. Come to find out only Alpha Males can mate with Alpha Females. Who knew? Unfortunately we have two alphas; one that is already married to my cousin, Emily and one who spends his time chasing after a "Bloodsucker Lover". Guess which one I got saddled with as a husband?
"Bella," he grunted.
Ding, ding, ding, you've guessed it! None other than Jacob Black, "Bloodsucker Lover" loving douche. Now try saying that twenty times really fast. "Bloodsucker Lover" loving douche, "Bloodsucker Lover" loving douche, "Bloodsucker Lover" loving douche… Umm sorry, I digress. Where was I? Oh yea, telling you how I ended up in this travesty. So after my brothers' brilliant discovery, sarcasm intended, the omnipotent counsel decided in order to have strong bloodlines Jacob and I have to be together. So we've been married for a year with a mediocre sex life and still no baby, I might add, my life now totally sucks
"Belllllllllllaaaaaaaa." He screams and finally collapses on top of me. I can't lie and say it doesn't hurt when he calls her name out when we are having sex. I don't think he even notices. After he finishes he normally rolls over to his side of the bed and falls asleep; but frankly after a year of this shit, I've grown weary with being invisible to my own husband.
I'm a woman who has needs too. I want to be with someone who actually wants to be with me and not imagine they are with someone else. Even if that person turns out not to be my husband. And let's face it, Jacob's not the brightest crayon in the box. So no need for subterfuge, just me Leah Clearwater-Black taking care of business. Plus Jacobs' so wrapped up in Bella Swan drama, he won't have time to notice me getting mine. Right? What he doesn't know won't kill him.
Hey guys the story is in the middle of a re-write . I want to thank my wonderful beta Mistress0fCeremony for helping me improve my story.