This is my first fanfiction so yeah... I hope you guys enjoy it. This story is about Levi mourning over the death of his squad. Sorry if Levi gets a little out of character. Leave a review if you want more like this. I also do not own Attack on Titan or the characters. Any way lets get to the story!
It was the night after the expedition. Many have died, many have been injured, many have lost someone. It's always hard for everyone. This was the night to mourn over them. The next day you would have to be a soldier, a cadet, a leader. You have to fight for humanity. You have to show what the Scouting Legion is, you represent it, you fight for it.
"Captain Levi, I'm Petra's dad. She sent me a letter not to long ago. She's so happy you picked her for your team. She's highly devoted to you. Of course her mother and I feel she's to young for marriage." Levi had heard every word and it broke him. Seeing Petra for the last time, seeing Petra for the first time it was all too soon. Levi continued walking his face blank as always. Inside no one could see him in pain. No one could see it hurts. No one could see he is trying so hard not to lose control. Finally the rest of the Scouting Legion had made it back to the HQ. Levi took his horse to the stable's. Not looking or speaking to anyone. He went straight to his room, shutting his door. It hurt him, it hurt him, it hurts him so fucking much. Levi held his jacket, sliding down the wall. Thinking of all the moments him and Petra shared. Seeing her smile and laugh. All the moments his team and him shared. Tears slowly slid down his face. Why? Why must he cry? He was suppose to be Humanity's Strongest. He couldn't do it anymore. To many people have died. He couldn't do anything about it. He couldn't do this anymore, how? "Captain, We'll miss you too" Levi heard. "Petra...Please help me. I cant do it. Please stop it." He said tears falling onto his jacket. "Captain, If you cant do it. Then end it." the voice said. Levi got up walking to the middle of the room, then over to the desk. Pulling out a blade he had first brought from the Underground. He walked back to the middle of the room. He cut his wrist with the blade, blood falling to the floor. "Captain you can now be happy with us." the voices said "You can now be with us forever, with your team, and friends" Levi's eyes widened. He was about to end his life there. He couldn't do it, he dropped the knife and started screaming. He fell to his knee's still screaming while tears fell down his face. He shook his head, trying to stop the voices. It wasn't long until Erwin, Eren and more cadets bust through the door. They all looked at the shaking figure still screaming. Erwin bent down to the man's height putting his hand on his shoulder. The smaller man flinched and moved away, eyes widen. Everyone looked at him in shock. His wrist were bleeding, he was shaking, tears falling from his face. "Levi...what happened. Why did you do that to yourself!?" Levi only looked away from Erwin. "Someone get a doctor or someone quick!" Erwin yelled. Eren ran out of the room to get the doctor. Levi grabbed Erwin's shirt trying to gain breathe. Everyone who saw looked at the captain horrified by what was happening. Was this the captain they all knew? The commander looked at the figure before him, his eye's never leaving him. Levi started gasping for air, it looked like he was going to pass out. Levi's eyes started blurring, he looked at Erwin in the eyes this time. "Erwin...please. End the pain" Levi said. That was the last thing he said before blacking out. "Levi!" the commander yelled. Everyone was either horrified or crying.
Levi awoke in a different room than before. He stared at the ceiling blankly. He noticed that his arms were bandaged. His skin was paler than before. "Your awake I see, How do you feel?" the doctor said. Levi didn't reply still having his eyes on the ceiling. "Well, the Commander told me when you awoken to get him." with that the doctor left. Only a couple minutes later Erwin came in, running over to Levi. "Levi, I'm glad your okay. Why did you do that to yourself? Why did you tell me to end the pain?" Erwin said. "I'm done living in pain, I don't want to live." Levi said faintly. Erwin looked at him surprised and worried. "Levi, Humanity needs you. I need you." Levi looked at him. Erwin bent down and kissed Levi on the lip's. Pulling away Erwin smiled at Levi. Erwin then got up and went over to the closet, pulling out Levi's uniform. "It's been cleaned along with your cravat. When your ready you can get dressed. I'll help you if you want." Erwin said with a smile. Levi sat up surprised at not feeling any pain. He just noticed he was shirtless, well at least he had pants on. Erwin gave him the clothes and stepped out of the room. Levi got up and pulled his shirt on, the changed his pants. He of course put his harness and straps on next. After that he put his boots on and then his jacket and his cravat. When he was done he stepped out of the room where Erwin was waiting. "Ready" Erwin said as him and Levi started walking down the hallway. Levi couldn't stop thinking about the kiss. He liked it, he still remembered Erwin holding him the past night. The warmth Erwin gave him was everything. Levi loved it, he loved Erwin, everything about him. They walked to the training field and sat down. "Erwin?" Levi said the commander. "Yeah, what is it Levi" He said looking at the smaller man. "I want to know if you love anyone?" Erwin was surprised by the question since it came out of nowhere. "Of course I do Levi, And that person is you" Erwin looked at Levi smiling. "That's great, cause I... I like you too." Levi said blushing looking at Erwin. Erwin smiled at Levi, happy to hear that.
Hey everyone, that was the 1st chapter. Leave some reviews on what the next should be about. I'm thinking about making part of it a lemon. It just depends, well until then see you guys!