Note: I was challenged to do 100 one-shots in a month. I hope you enjoy, also if you are a fan of Teen Wolf, you may cry or you may scream and throw your computer.
Thank you Mordraugsereg for being my Beta.
It had been three weeks since Allison was killed, since I started drinking. The pain is unbearable, my only escape at the bottom of a bottle. I looked down at my phone as it started to ring. Scott was calling me. Again. Since I had left, the pack kept calling and texting to check in on me. I wanted to text back, but what could I say?
I had nothing else to live for, the love of my life gone…I could have saved her…
God, why is this so hard? I didn't have any family left, the pack was there but they didn't understand, how could they? Maybe Scott did, Allison even admitted that he was her one true love.
"Just hold on, ignore the pain and remember the happy moments that you had with her." Chris' words rang in my head. I tried to do what he said, but even he had ran away.
Tears raced down my face, I had become a disgrace. I had become my father. I looked around at my table, beer bottles were scattered everywhere. "WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?!" I shouted at no one in particular, "I HATE YOU, FATHER, I HATE YOU, GOD!" I fell to my knees, sobbing. "I can't do this, I can't take the pain." I grabbed a small hand gun that was sitting on my table, "I'm sorry, Scott." I put the gun to my head and pulled the trigger. My heart stopped beating as my lifeless body hit the ground.