Hi everyone!!! It's back to school for me (unfortunately) so that means I'll be updating on a weekly basis until December from now on. Anyways this fic was really inspired by 'Save Me From Another Day' by Meemei.

NOTE: it's like an alternate universe where men can get pregnant. I put it like that because the fic is not made in the Naruto world with the whole ninja scene and everything it's like our world normal everyday scene.

Naruto it 26 in the fic, so are all his friends including Sasuke and Sai, if there are any characters whose age I decide to change I'll mention it when I'm introducing them in the fic, cuz I'm just making this up as I go along.

Kawamaru – 4 years old

"speaking"

'thinking'

(author's notes)

Flashback (when the time comes)

Chapter 1

There was once a time in his life where Naruto Uzumaki considered himself to be the happiest man alive. He had the perfect husband who loved and cared for him dearly, the perfect son that any parent would ask for and the perfect life. But that was a long time ago, this is now. Now he would never consider himself to be happy, every day before the day is done he wonders to himself what went wrong? What was it that changed everything?

His so call perfect husband now was never home, and when he was he would insult him, make rude remarks about him and to top it all, abuse him, verbally, physically and sexually.

At first they'd be having sex and Naruto would be enjoying it, he loved to pleasure his husband and make him feel good like any wife would and he loved being pleasured as well, but after one or two rounds the uke would have reached his limit, he would feel be feeling sore and exhausted. The only option he would have and desire at that time was to stop. The only problem was that whenever he asked to stop, Sai would ignore his pleads and as we all know, it is common knowledge that during sex, when one partner is unwilling to go on and the other continues, therefore forcing the partner it is no longer sex. It's rape.

Naruto sometimes felt like killing himself, just to get away from this hell hole called his life, he thought about it several times, but the only thing stopping him was his son.

Kawamaru, his angel, the light in his life, the only thing stopping him from jabbing a knife deep within his chest, his son. The blond would refer to him as his little angel because really that's what he was, and that's what people saw him as. An angel. He was kind, polite and gentle towards others unlike most four year old boys and hated fighting. Although he was kind and gentle, he did get some of his mother's traits, he was loud. Thank God that was the only thing he got from the man apart from his love for ramen. He did have some of Naruto's physical attributes in terms of appearance, he looked like almost an exact chibi replica of him, the only difference was that Kawamaru had onyx eyes as opposed to Naruto's sapphire ones and instead on a tanned skin colour, he had a mixture of both his parents.

After he was born Naruto stopped working and became somewhat of a house wife, he didn't mind really, he loved it because he got to spend more time with his angel and he didn't mind the mess, because he was usually the cause of it.

(Now back to his life if abuse)

It's been happening for three years now and Naruto did a hell of a good job of hiding it from his friends and his son.

Right now he was lying motionless on the bed, unable to move or speak because he had screamed too much, his whole body ached in pain, he was bleeding, not only from his ass, he had deep scratch marks tainted all over his body and blood was seeping out of every cut. It hurt so much. He cried, he sobbed, he wanted to scream, he wanted to die.

Sai was now leaving their bedroom, already bathed and fully dressed to go God knows where, as he was about to step out the door, he stopped and turned back to take one last look at his battered husband and said in a cold emotionless tone, "Get this place cleaned up before you leave, you don't want your son to know how much a whore you are now do you?"

Not waiting for a reply, he left the room. Naruto felt like crying his eyes out, he just wanted to stay there and wallow in his own self pity but he was too weak to do either. He was too weak to cry. Even if he could, he couldn't do it though, at least not for a long while, he had to go pick up his son. Kawamaru was still at school.

Yes Sai is Naruto's husband not Sasuke. I don't have anything against him though, I just couldn't really think of any other character to make the abusive husband.

Anyways……….should I continue????

Please review and tell me

Au revoir for now X3