This is a tribute to Alex Whitman and how his death was entirely unfair and how it impacted. It is told from Isabel, Maria, Liz, Tess, and Alex him self's point of view with a poem I wrote. Well here goes. Takes place between "Cry your Name" and "It's too late and It's too bad." Also if you read Alex and Tess's point of view they contain spoilers for "The Departure." The poem is told from the perspective of either Liz or Isabel or Maria.
Disclaimer: I don't own Alex or any of the others because if I did then Alex wouldn't have died and Tess wouldn't have been evil.
11100100100111011001 and if it weren't for me
'Are there days where you wonder?
Moments when you ponder?
When you fall
Will it hurt us all?
When you sleep
How many promises did you keep?
'Are the people in that group in that group you're in
Really real or just snakes shedding their skin?'
Loves one stand around and cry
People think you meant to die
It can't be true
Cause I loved you.
P.O.V. Liz
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It just isn't right. There are some people who just shouldn't die. They are to good to be true. Alex was one of those people. He would smile and always make jokes to cheer me up when I wasn't feeling good. Sometimes I think back on all those times and wonder. If it weren't for the aliens…. No…. if it weren't for me telling him about the aliens he would still be here and he could be alive and playing music and going to the Beth Orton concert. Sometimes I think if it weren't for me…..
P.O.V. Isabel
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Liz said it meant something. So what if it did! Alex is dead and nothing can change that. It's too late to play detective. I just want to know if I'll ever get over him. He just made me feel like a normal human girl instead of some weird alien freak! Also on top of that if I hadn't put that stupid idea in his head about meeting me at the crash down then he might be alive. Or it could be my fault what if it was because someone wants me to return home. Oh god if it weren't for me….
P.O.V. Maria
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How could they?! Alex wouldn't kill himself. So some people say he acted weird. He just got back from Sweden. He just needed to adjust to everything. The sheriff was told he killed himself over what…A bad grade? Not a chance. He wouldn't have. I pressured him. I told him be strong and let Isabel come to him. Oh god, I should have noticed. Everyone says he acted weird. If I had noticed… If it weren't for me….
P.O.V. Tess
No one knows why but I feel gulty because it was MY fault. I over warped him. If I had realized it was lethal, I could've… no, I would have stopped! Nascedo should've told me. Damn, if it weren't for me…
Everyone : He'd still be here.
P.O.V. Alex (or his ghost)
People actually thought I, Alex Whitman would commit Suicide. I am personally offended. At least Liz is trying to work stuff out. I knew she wouldn't let me down. I can't believe Tess, of all the six billion people in the world it was Tess Harding, one of the people (up until she killed me of course) I trusted, and considered a friend. I only have one thing to say:
…
…
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"I had promises to keep…
And miles to go before I slept."
Not as poetic, but hey, that's me right I always get the short end of the stick in the end don't I. Yeah, I do well at least I can move on…
I hope they can too.
Okay peoples this story a CandyGirl original. I hope you enjoyed.
-CandyGirl97
