Log: It is 12:21 AM, and I, Megami Dani, am wide-awake. What to do? WRITE YAOI!! Forgive me kiddies, this is my first attempt at Yaoi of any kind. It's a Taito, and I'd like it very much if the flamers would take it easy until my next one. Yes, there will more than likely be a next one. And for those people who like threesomes between Takeru, Daisuke and Hikari I wrote a nice short blurb very early in the morning about a revealing shirt that Hikari is wearing at a café. It's funny. Woot! Go read that too if you will. It's no lemon or anything either, in case you were wondering. Now if you'll all excuse me, I must go get a caffeine beverage of some sort and I will be right back. Please enjoy! Oh, and for all you technical people, I don't own Digimon, yadda, yadda, yadda, and all that crap. Merph.





Taichi tiptoed out of his bedroom and picked the TV remote up off the table. He pushed the ON button and plopped onto the couch. "Damn him," he grumbled. "Insomnia on account of a guy I like is not how I pictured myself spending my teenage years."

Taichi was, of course, talking about the young lead singer of The Teenage Wolves, Yamato Ishida. Just the thought of him was keeping poor Taichi awake, tossing and turning in his bed. Thinking of his blue eyes made him stare at the ceiling. Thinking of his blond hair made him scratch his head. And thinking of his sexy body made him- well, you know. Tai looked down and scowled as he saw it sticking out of his pajama pants. "Not again!" he growled aloud. He decided to ignore it and covered it with one of him mom's throw pillows as he flicked through the channels.

Nothing was on TV except some old 30's movie and late night porn. "And now I know how all the scumbags in the city stay sane - they stay up late and watch TV," Tai sighed. But he wasn't a scumbag. He just couldn't sleep.

Tai had met Yamato 3 years ago at summer camp, the year that they had all learned about digimon, how they worked, and were told about being digidestined. Everything had still seemed like yesterday when a new batch of digidestined was pulled into it all, but even though they were novices, they all still emerged from the battle victorious. Everything was finally peaceful again, and it seemed that Tai could actually find the peace inside that he longed for, because chasing after Yamato in those times was near impossible.

But peace was far from what Taichi felt. Insomnia wracked him almost every night since the end of the battle just thinking about Yamato himself, let alone his reaction if Tai ever did tell him how he felt. He was so sure Yamato was in love with Sora. They had been dating for some time now. What if Yamato decided he wanted to settle down with her? What if they got married?? What if they had kids???

Frustrated with thinking about it all, Tai shoved off the couch and went to the fridge to get a Coke. It was going to be a long night, why not get comfortable?

Maneuvering back over to the couch, Tai set his Coke on the table and popped a tape into the VCR. It was dark, so he couldn't tell what it was exactly. 'Anything to get my mind off Yamato for a while,' he thought as he settled into the cushions, remote in hand.

But to Taichi's dismay, it was a tape of Hikari's last birthday party, and each of the digidestined were present, including Yamato. Despite Daisuke's attempt to hog all camera time to himself, being the ultimate ham that he was (Author's note: Yes, I dislike Daisuke. Not to the point of him being raped or killed, I just plain don't like him most of the time. He can be ok sometimes, but I find that he's mostly annoying. Moving on.), there were some pretty good shots of Yamato. Tai just couldn't take anymore and angrily switched it off.

Staring out the window, which sent a sliver of silver moonlight across the floor of the Yagami's living room, Taichi sighed heavily. "Am I ever going to be able to forget him?"

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"Tai! Tai, wake up! What are you doing sleeping on the couch?" Mrs. Yagami cried as she shook her son.

Taichi blinked groggily as he tried to bat his mother away. "Wha-? Oh, yeah, sorry mom, I couldn't sleep last night and I guess I kinda blacked out after a while."

"Well, you'd better hurry up and get ready, we're going to grandma's house today, remember?" she replied. (Author's note: Yes, I know, predictable excuse and opportunity to make a nasty little orgasmic casserole, but what else am I supposed to do??? Send them to the National Bug Museum???? *shivers* Ew, bugs.)

Tai nodded and propped himself upright, rubbing his eyes to get the sleep out of them. "Good morning Taichi!" came a familiar voice from behind him, as two pinkly clad arms embraced him.

"Good morning Hikari," Taichi mumbled back.

"Wow, you look like you got hit by a bus or something, Tai," Hikari replied, coming around to sit on the couch next to him. "Are you alright?"

"I couldn't sleep again," he said, finally turning to look at her. He had told Hikari about his dreadful insomnia, but not to the full extent.

"And you still don't know what's causing it??" she asked, sounding quite concerned. "I think you should see a doctor Tai, this has to stop."

"I know, I know," he said, only wanting Hikari off his back. God forbid if she ever did find out the truth. "I have to go get a shower if we're going to grandma's soon." Taichi stood up and trudged sleepily into the bathroom, Hikari staring after him.

'You're lovesick Taichi, I can tell,' she thought. 'But over whom?'





Meanwhile, Yamato was already on his way to band practice. It was early in the morning, but The Teenage Wolves needed about as much practice as they could get. They had a concert in a week and needed to drill everything to the point of insanity.

But Yamato's mind was elsewhere. As he walked and stared off into the distance, he kicked a rock down the street. He had broken up with Sora yesterday, and he felt terrible about it. Not about breaking up with her, but about leading her on for so long. He had tried and tried to get Taichi out of his head, and he thought that dating Sora would do it. He kind of liked her, or so he thought, but he just could not deny the fact that he was truly in love with someone else. He just couldn't keep living a lie.

Yamato stopped walking. He was in front of Odaiba Park. Against his better judgment, he turned and went in. 'I'll just tell them I took the scenic route,' he thought to himself, readjusting the guitar slung across his back. Indeed, there was a way to get there through the park. It just took longer.

Yamato took his time strolling through the lush green trees. The air was crisp and refreshing. He took in a deep breath and closed his eyes. It was time to forget about Sora. And Taichi, for that matter. Yamato was sure that Taichi would jump at the chance to date her. He sighed heavily. How would he be able to bear that?

"Yamato," he heard a soft voice behind him say. He turned around abruptly, and saw Sora standing there.

"Oh, Sora," he said, not so much as a reply but as a realization. "What are you doing here?"

"I thought you'd come through here," she replied, approaching him. "I know you too well. Please, I need to know Yamato. Why did we break up?"

"Because." Yamato replied, struggling to think up a lie, ".because I have to give my cat the full-time care it needs. Mind you, he's really sick."

"That's a lie, Yamato," Sora said sadly, lowering her eyes. "I know. It's someone else, isn't it?"

"I." he started, but couldn't find anything to back it up. "Look, Sora, it has nothing to do with you."

She sighed. "I thought we had something," she went on. "I thought I was the girlfriend of the wonderful Yamato Ishida, the lead singer of The Teenage Wolves, the guy that every other girl could only dream of." She sobbed. "I thought I was special to you."

But before Yamato could try and console her, Sora ran off in the opposite direction, towards the park entrance. He growled, both at himself for being an idiot, and at her because she was more than likely going to seek comfort in Taichi's arms.

He turned angrily and kept walking. He needed to get to practice, anything to get his mind off this. But he stopped near the pond, and stared out across the water.

"Am I ever going to be able to forget him?" he asked himself, and then kept walking. It was going to be a long day.



Taichi walked out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist, trying to towel-dry his hair. "Mom!" he called, head down as he frictioned the fabric against his head. "What time are we going to grandma's??"

But there was no reply. Taichi dropped the towel on the couch and called some more. "Mom? Where are you?"

But again, no one answered. It was then that he spotted a note on the living room table. He picked it up and scanned it over. It was from Hikari. It read:

Taichi:

I was able to convince mom that you were just too tired to come with us. I'm sure grandma wouldn't want you falling asleep on her brand new laminated couch anyway. She probably windexed it especially for our visit. Get some sleep, and try to stop thinking about whomever it is you're stuck on. It'd probably do you some good to just tell them how you feel and get it off your chest. At least you'd start sleeping again. See you later. Love Hikari.[pic]



Taichi smiled to himself. He was so used to looking out for his little sister. Now she was looking out for him. He placed the note back on the table, slumped onto the couch and let himself drift in and out of consciousness, still wearing only a towel. As his eyes slowly closed, Taichi thought about Yamato. 'Maybe I should tell him,' he thought, getting drowsier by the second. 'There's just so much to say.and I do need.sleep."



Yamato waved goodbye to the rest of the band as he headed out of the garage. "Don't forget guys, 2 hour lunch break and then back to work!" he called, smiling. The practice had made him feel much better.

He started walking through the park again, taking in all the scenery once more. There were people around now, children playing in the afternoon sunlight, couples walking by the pond. Yamato sighed and blocked them out of his mind.

Coming out of the park, he couldn't help but gaze towards the apartment building where Taichi and his family lived. Why not? Mrs. Yagami surely wouldn't mind if he wanted to fix lunch for all of them. Besides, he wasn't in the mood to spend his break alone.

As he took the elevator to his destination, Yamato felt a lump forming in his throat. What if Sora had been there? What if Taichi had questions for him about the breakup? He shook his head. Who cares? His cat was just more important, that's all. 'I am such an idiot,' Yamato thought to himself, hanging his head as he rang the Yagami's doorbell.

But no one answered. "Hello?" he called. "Mrs. Yagami? Hikari? Taichi? Is anyone home?" He listening intently for something stirring inside but heard nothing.

Yamato opened the door a crack and peered in. He'd been encouraged to just walk in before, and the door was open.

He could swear that he heard a faint snoring coming from the couch. Laying his guitar against the wall, Yamato ventured over to the living room to see who it was.

He couldn't believe his eyes. Taichi, wearing only a towel, was lying asleep on his living room couch. Yamato bit his bottom lip. Where was everyone else?

He spied the note on the table, and picked it up. His eyes widened as he read it over once, twice, three times, just to be sure. ".try to stop thinking about whomever it is you're stuck on." Yamato crumpled the note and pitched it at the floor. So he was losing sleep over Sora, was he? He grabbed his guitar and walked out.

"Fine, lose sleep over that bitch if you want to," he told himself angrily. He didn't even know why he was so pissed off. It wasn't Taichi's fault that he was heterosexual.

Yamato took the elevator to the ground floor and stalked off towards the park again. Any thought he could have had about food right now had flown right out the window. He needed to be alone for a little while.





Megami Dani: Mwa!! You thought they were going to get it on, didn't you? I meant for this to be at least a little funny, and trust me, once the rest of the digidestined come in, it will be. Once we get past all of the gushy love stuff, the fun stuff can begin! And by the way, Miyako here will be taking bets from the other digidestined on when they're finally going to get together, right Miyako? Miyako: Not now, I've got my hands full!! Ok Daisuke, you wanted $10 on the third chapter. Yamato: Hey, wait a second.! Taichi: We're not a horse race! Megami Dani: Well.uhm.er.^-^; you're going to have to sort that one out with Miyako! Bye!! *takes off in opposite direction* Yamato and Taichi: *running after her* We never agreed to this!! Miyako: *calling after them* Does that mean you guys aren't making any bids?!