WARNING:This chapter has self harm and suicide in it, please be advised.
Note: So this is my first Voltron Fanfiction so I hope you like it. This story does have alot of fucked up shit in it especially this first chapter. The next chapter will be more about Voltron but this is just the introduction to it.
Grace and Cass and Jack are my Oc's so please do not bash them. Thank you, please leave a comment so I know if I should keep posting and also I know I have some bad spelling but that's what you get when you can't get a proof reader.
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Grace Hillcrest stared out of the bus window as it moved faster out of the busy city. Normal plain and boring was all the day was for her, she sighed as she looked at the passing scenery outside the bus. The twenty-two year old women could not get over how much she hated her life and job. Ever moment felt like a living hell in her eyes, the way the world moved in front of her eyes how her mind melded all of the sound of the world outside in her head.
She wished that she could have just had a normal life like other kids had, that her mother hadn't died and that her father abandoned her and blamed her for everything. A tear slid down her cheek as she closed her eyes. She had to stop thinking about it, she was so close to breaking, she had to stay strong for her and Cass. She had to be the strong one for the two of them. Grace jumped at the sound of the bus doors opening with a loud gush of air, quickly getting up she grabbed her purse off the seat next to her and walked off the bus.
After stepping off the bus she looked around for a moment searching for the small motorbike that Cass drove, she had promised to pick her up after work for ones. Grace was sure as hell not walking 10 miles back to her house on the one day she didn't drive her motorcycle to the bus stop. Out of nowhere a bust pile hit her right in the face making the taller girl step back and let out a small set of coughs.
A set of high pitched giggles filled the air as she wiped the dust out of her hazel colored eyes. Her eyes focused on the dark blue helmet of the girl in front of her on a small pink moped who was pointing and laughing at her making Grace roll her eyes at the Blonde haired girl.
After a few moments and a eye roll she jumped on the back of the tiny moped. Cass cranked the engine of the small motorbike and sped off onto the small street of the country like town. Grace rested her head on the girls sholder as she closed her eyes ones again. No one would ever find her here, the town was to small to quite for anyone to find her. This is what she wanted yet she still felt hopeless, she couldn't get away from her past or her mind at this point.
Her tears caught in the wind as the two women speed down the small street of the town. As quickly as she got on the bike the quicker she got off. Throwing her bag over her shoulder as the bike came to a stop in front of the small two bedroom house. She shifted off the bike and looked at Cass with a small smile, Cass smiled back even wider saying "So you ready for tomorrow? Jack said he was going to take us to some fancy smanscy restaurant in the city for date night. I can't wait! Grace you aren't going to believe how much fun it is!!" She smiled even bigger if it was even possible at the other girl.
Grace put on a fake smile as she said " I can't wait! It's going to be so much fun Cass. I'll make sure to ware something extra nice. Jack does have a thing for the nice things in life. See you tomorrow girl." Cass just laughed and speed out of the driveway and back onto the road. Grace just shock her head and turned back turned back to her house and headed in.
She unlocked the door and walked into the house slamming the door behind her and throwing her purse on the counter next to the door. She sat down in front of her t.v set and flicked on her Netflix to the last episode of the show she was watching the night before. She gave a small genuine smile as she looked at the screen, Voltron:Legendary defender's. The show had sparked her interest the month it came out, after watching the original for giggles when she was younger, she still couldn't get over the bad voice acting from back then.
The show had popped up in her recommend section and she could help but watch one episode for fun. In a matter of episodes she had fell for the show all over again, it gave her time not to over think everything like she did all the time every time she got home. Her smile turned into a frown as she looked at the screen, why couldn't she get over this? The depression and anxiety had taken over in the past few years even more then when she was a child. After her mom died her anxiety had spiked, after a year of more abuse from her father he was sick of her and abandoned her by putting her on a bus and letting it take her. She was fifteent when she left, she didn't have anyone for a long time and turned to the street for money. Dark years where all she could remember until she meet Cass, A working girl just like her.
The two girls meet and made a deep friendship and planed a escape from there pimp together, it worked at the two made it out. Everyday after that was even harder but the two stuck together and made it, Cass found work in a small dinner in the small town they had excepted to and Grace was able to get a job in a clothing factory in the city. Cass meet a sweet but rich young man named Jack who had just been passing by for work and the two fell in love, but with this came Grace being left out.
Grace didn't mind, Cass was happy and she was happy for her, but she was still lonely. The two love birds tryed to include her by taking her out on there dates but she just felt like the third wheel. She was happy for them but not with herself.
Grace jumped out of the chair with a deep breath, she can't think like that. She had to keep going. Tears streamed down her face as she closed her eyes and let out a loud sob. Tears wouldn't stop coming down her face as she got out of the chair with the remote still in her hand. She flipped the last episode of season two on and walked into the bathroom that was just a few feet away from the living room where the t.v was.
She set the remote down on the corner of the sink and put the lid down of the toilet before sitting down on it. Putting her face in her hands she wiped some of the tears out of her eyes before she reached into her Pocket and pulling out her phone and dialing Class's number. When ever she was in a mood like this she would call her just to let her know what was going on. After a few moments of dial up noises the phone went straight to voice-mail making her groan. Cass's voice came from the other end of the phone "High you reached Cass and Jack where not in right now, where probably setting up are wedding plans!Please leave your name and number and we will get right back to you!" With a shaking voice she said " Cass, it's me... uh Grace, I just... I just really need to talk to you, but if you can't get me... just know I love you man, and I don't mean the shit that I've been doing. Just just call me ok. Bye".
Grace hung up and let out a deep breath before getting up and throwing the phone into the wall letting it shatter and fall to the floor. She paced around the room for a few minutes, wedding?Cass never said anything! That where best friends, she said the small ring was just a promise ring not a marry-me-right-now ring!
It was fine. She made the call and it was fine. She stepped in front of the sink mirror and looked at the person in front of her, or what was left of her. As a child she had light rich Brown hair with a tint of red to it but now was short and sickening pale. Her eyes still held wisdom far from her short years but where now sunk into her sockets making her look sick and sad. Her ones slightly chubby body with milky white skin was now skinny and white with red splotches from hard labor and sickness.
She wished her father had just killed her years ago. Tears flowed heavier as she looked though sink mirror trying to find her box of glass shards that she used to cut. Cutting was stupid as it was but using razor blades made her feel even worse about what she was doing to her body. Shakily she found the box and pulled it down from the shelf and set it on the counter and flipped the lid open. After years of not cutting about a year ago she fell back into the habit, she had gotten so upset she punched the mirror in her room, shattering allover her bedroom floor. She had picked up all the fragments and put them in the tiny box to use.
She picked up on of shards and set it on the counter as she pulled her Long sleeves up of her shirt, showing all of the years of self harm scars she had tried so hard to hide over the past few weeks. Some still bleed soking the sleeves of her shirt.
She grabbed the shard from the counter and sat on the cold tile floor of the bathroom. Finding a new spot she dug the sharp glass into her arm, letting out a small his after the first few cuts. It was nice, the feeling. It made her feel warm, she couldn't explain the full effect it made her feel every time she put a intention into her skin. Before she could realis how deep she was going she dug into her wrist with the shard. Her eyes shot open and the ones good feeling was gone and filled with a burning searing pain met her wrist and flowed into her veins. Looking down she could believe how much blood was seeping out of her skin just a few seconds and there was a small pool of blood forming under her arm on the floor.
Her eyes quickly shot around the room looking for something to stop the bleeding, nothing and her phone was shattered just inches away from her. Her breaths started to get shorted and deeper as minuets went on. Her head shifted to the side staring out into the living room. The bright lights of the t.v made her focus for a few moments, her mind becoming hazy and her hearing going. She chuckled, at least she could say she finished something in her life. Maybe she could still watch the show in hell. The last thing she could make out before she passed out was the slight of voltron being formed on the t.v screen.