If I were not a Christian/Please become a Christian

If I were not a Christian

I would do as I please

my life would be a ease

sometimes

I'd only do what I want

I'd mainly think about me

I'd still be writing fanfiction for my fav anime shows

such as Avatar: The Last Airbender and now Naruto

I wouldn't watch my thoughts

be an extreme dark goth

I'd take in my full fill of blood and guts from Hellsing

I would dream of death

I'd buy any manga

wouldn't care what's in it

I'd pervert my mind and soul

I would cuss in school

I would be a fool

I would be depressed

I would cut my arms

my life would be a mess

If I were not a Christian

I don't understand life

don't understand how life works for people

like how they can be so happy with no true direction

I know it doesn't work that way for me

if I wasn't so scared I would have committed suicide

and I might have if it wasn't for God

reminding me why I'm alive

if it wasn't for God in my life

I would have died or might have tired (and failed) and been living a messed up life

please don't live like that

live your life in a true direction

ask God to be your friend

you'll never be lonely again

he is all you need

wonder why you keep searching?

you were made for him

he calls you home

you need him

don't try this on your own

give up your post

let Him help you with your tasks

get you back up on your feet

help you breathe again

you life will be so sweet

you will feel complete

if you become a Christian

if you become a Christian

please just fall down on your knees

cause you're in need

ask him to come into your life

you need to feel alive

get a smile on your face

feel warm in this place

get prepared for a fun exciting life

a journey that is full of surprise

you will feel free

never be tied down

like those other things in your life

you will feel alright

you will be alright

if you become a Christian

if you become a Christian

please become a Christian

it's a choice you'll never regret

live life to the fullest

understand lots more

please become a Christian

oh please become a Christian