Because i love you Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Please let me know what you guys all think. I don't know if i'm gonna make this a two shot but if you want me to make it an actual story let me know. The story line was kinda based on something that happened so i hope you guys enjoy. Please review.

Disclaimer: I don't own none of the characters!

Bella POV:

How can i ruin the best thing that ever happened to me? Well me being me i guess i screw everything up. I gave my heart to someone so special and guess what. He broke my heart. I was never good enough for him. He deserves so much better then me and I now i know that i have to move on if i really loved him.

"Bella, come on are you ready"? Lyla called.

Lyla had been my best friend since i started working in this cafe just under six months ago. I guess she helped me through the heartache that the Cullens had left behind. The Cullens were the reason for where i am well i guess mainly their son 'Edward Cullen' my ex best friend who was also the love of my life. He walked away from me when the cheerleader hooked up with him at his 17th birthday. She was everything i wasn't. Smart, popular and a beautiful natural blonde that you don't see anymore. This girl took my friends and my one true love. This girl was Tanya Denali.

"Bella, hurry up the crowd is huge tonight. What song are you performing"? Lyla cried.

Ever since Edward walked out of my life i found my true passion in music. I found that i was quite talented at guitar and soon wrote my own music. These summer the Cullen's all packed up their bags and went travelling and unfortunately took Tanya. I haven't spoken to them since Edward dumped and picked Tanya over me... i guess they also picked Tanya over me.

"I was thinking i might perform Because" i replied sadly.

"Oh i love that one Bella. It's so powerful and meaningful" she smiled. She knew the pain that Edward left behind and she helped pick up the pieces. "Alright well lets go" she screamed while i giggled with excitement.

She really wasn't lying when she said the crowd was huge. This was the most popular cafe on weekends. I've never performed infront of anyone except Lyla and now i guess it was time for me to show everyone who i really am.

"Hey everyone" i said shyly while i heard people whistling and whispering probably about me considering there was half of Forks High School here. "Well this song is called Because which i wrote over the summer and i hope you enjoy it". I heard the first notes of the piano while i closed my eyes and left it all take me to a complete new level.(AN: Listen to the song while its playing. Its an amazing song that i fell in love with. Because – jessica maulboy)

I waited for so long, you showed me you were the one,
I gave you my heart, right from the very start so,
Every time you lied, I knew inside
Get another chance, I was hurting, I was broken
I stayed to long and so that's why, you didn't think that I knew wrong

I looked out towards the crowd for the first time and saw the people i least excepted and the beautiful green eyes of my ex best friend. He gave me a small smile as i peeled my eyes away from the people who tore my heart out.

(Chorus)
It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without ya, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because, because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya

In the corner of my eye i saw Tanya walk over to Edward and kiss him on the cheek before whispering something into his ear. I wish that was me with all my heart but i guess theres no point in holding onto to something that i will never have again.

(Verse2)
You gave me, just one thing, for taking from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I still gave you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed to long, that's why, you didn't think that I knew wrong,

I felt a single tear roll down my face as i sang every word with all the emotions i had surrounding me. I was a lost child and I didn't know where i was going now that i had lost the most important thing in the world to me.

I looked over at Edward and sang directly at him. Everything i sang mirrored my feelings for him but i still love him always will. I just hope he realizes before its too late and he's lost me forever.

(Verse3)
I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you,

I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you,

He was shocked and i could tell. His eyes were wide and held sadness. He would never leave here... why would he? I'm just loner and plain Isabella Marie Swan.

Once I finished everyone screamed and cheered while the Cullens watched me walk of the stage in shock. The minute i walked backstage i sanked against the wall and cried my eyes out.

"Bella you were amaz... Oh my gosh what happened? Whats wrong?" Lyla cried as she pulled me into a tight hug while i sobbed into her shoulder.

"I still love him Lyla. Why did he have to leave me for that slut?" i sobbed.

"Bella"? came a sweet voice that sounded like velvet.

No it can't be. Can it? Why would he be here?