2.3.10

Secrets, lies we all tell them so why are we so surprised when they come out?

Chapter One- Secrets

Blair kept tossing and turning in her sleep. The same thought turning around and around in her head ' I have to tell them, I have to tell them'. She woke up to see light seeping under her blinds. 'Ugh how fitting the one day where my mind is as dark as the clouds on a stormy day, its sunny'.

' Hey B, have you told him yet?' Serena's bright bubbly voice echoed across the room.'

'Hi S, what are you my personal calendar?' Blair's voice snapped in a reply

'No just a concern best friend, wondering if the bitchy tone of your voice is because of your condition or because you still don't know who the father is?' replied Serena with a hint of exasperation.

''S '' I told you not to mention that!!! How could you ! 'Blair yelled down the phone

' Calm down B I'll pick you up in an hour don't do anything stupid ok?

'Don't bother I don't want to see you , goodbye S'

'Bye B '

She's so annoying I can't believe she said that to me fumed Blair to herself stomping around her room. 'DOROTA'

' Yes Miss Blair are you alright can I get you anything miss Blair.'

' Yes my black cashmere coat by Marc Jacobs and my Christian Louboutin black strappy heels the ones that Chuck brought me'. 'Oh and my black and white stripped Chanel handbag, I'm going out'.

'But miss Blair ,Serena just called and said that I wasn't to let you leave this building and to call her if you did.'

'Dorota who do work for!! I said I'm going out so I'm going out. Now hurry up and get my coat'.

'Yes miss Blair'.

With that Blair whipped past Dorota and walked into her bathroom to apply her makeup. Once she was satisfied that she looked her best she walked over to her dressing table and picked an ivory satin coloured headband to go with the outfit she had chosen for the day. Blair sat on the edge of her big mahogany bed and slowly reached into her bottom bedside table for the little plastic stick that she had hidden in the drawer. ' I command myself not to be pregnant, I command myself to not be pregnant and even though she knew the answer Blair glanced down at the positive pink plus sign on the stick and slide down her bed to the white plush carpet.