Enjoy. =) AN at the end

I don't know what he sees in me. I'm the worst person to be around. I'm poison.

You know how Midas asked for the power to turn whatever he touches to gold? Well, I'm quite the opposite but, equally as bad. Everyone that I care for seems to either die or betray me, and when it is not for those two, it's me who fucks up. I fuck up and disappoint them.

I've stopped caring along the way. Well, that's what I tell myself, at least. I've built up my walls so no one can come in. Those who were within my walls I've pushed out and kept at a safe distance.

I'm poison. Why can't he just see that? I'll just ruin this. I've got to run or push him away so he won't get hurt in the long run. I can't do this. I...just...can't do this. I can't breathe. Everything is piling on top of me. I don't know what to do.

"Leah?" Oh no. He can't be here. I'm a mess. Please don't come in. "Leah, are you crying?"

"N-no. I'm not." It's futile attempt, really. Of course I'm crying. And of course I still can't breathe properly, so it comes out all choked and weird.

"Yes, you are. I'm coming in..." Everything is closing in on me. I can't breath.

"NO! Don't come in!" I can't breathe. "Please." I'm giving up. Don't know if I said that out loud. I hear the door crash, but it doesn't process in my head. I can't fight anymore. It'll be better this way for him, for everyone. He won't get fucked up because of me. I won't disappoint anyone anymore. I gasp out, no air is coming in. I can't fight this.

"Leah! Look at me! Breathe with me, please!" I can't do what he's asking. Everything is turning black, I still can't breathe.

"LEAH!"

'Kay few things

1. This is a spin-off of KitsuShel's story. She knows this is going up. She reads first draft...or edited first draft =) This story will have little crossover with Parachute. In Parachute Kitsu barely mentions Leah and after chapter a certain chapter she doesn't mention Leah at all. I'm not going to make a random moment with Bella and Leah when it doesn't fit in Parachute or this timeline.

2. If you like this story please put it in alert or favourites. You DON'T HAVE to comment but it would be nice to know what you think.

3. I do not have a set schedule for posting.

4. I will have to change one or two things editing wise on this chapter tomorrow night. But overall it won't affect you. I just stated this so if it's in your alerts and you get an email for a chapter one its not necessary to re-read it.