I Did Nothing

by Radio Gaga

I made his life Hell. I hated him because he was better then me. I killed his family. I watched him walk to his empty home. I died because he never took revenge. I died when I could have done something. I died, and I did nothing. Courtney centric.

Vain.

This is what Courtney was when she was younger.

Foolish.

This is what Courtney was when she begrudged a redheaded nerd for being better than her.

Pride.

This is what Courtney felt when she won her lawsuit against the young man.

Powerful.

This is what Courtney felt when she attacked Harold both physically and mentally.

Regretful.

This is what Courtney felt when she realized Harold never sought revenge on her for the cruelty.

Jealous.

This is what Courtney felt when Harold reunited with LeShawna.

Hatred.

This is what Courtney felt when LeShawna gave birth to Howie.

Responsible.

This is what Courtney felt the day LeShawna and Howie were unintentionally hit by her car.

Guilty.

This is what Courtney felt when she watched Harold walk down the street to his empty home.

Dirty.

This is what Courtney felt as she slid into the bubble-filled bathtub.

Peaceful.

This is what Courtney felt when her fingers touched the smooth surface of the pill bottle next to the tub.

Sleepy.

This is what Courtney felt after dozens of the white pills fell over her face, some landing in the water but most in her mouth.

Selfish.

This is what Courtney felt when her eyes closed.

Unaccomplished.

This is what Courtney felt when she thought of Harold weeping over the empty highchair in his kitchen.

Cold.

This is what Courtney felt as the pill bottle fell from her slackened hand.