So yeah I don t own Criminal Minds or any of the characters but if I did =O I would defoo be a happy woman!
"I can take it" But she knew herself she least it stopped them from coming in at least it saved lives.
Emily just couldnt understand why she let him overpower her why she didnt fight back but a tiny voice in her head told her she couldn't, it would get people she was safe back with the team heading home on the jet but still the days events couldn't stop replaying in her sat at the back part of the jet where there was only 2 seats and a small table she lay wrapped in a warm blanket and when any member of the team came through to see was she okay she simply closed her eyes and pretended she was asleep she couldn't deal with people now she didnt want their pity she just wanted to be by herself in her own world one slight thing was bothering Emily the only person who didnt check on her was Derek she wondered what she had done, he barely looked at her when Reid and him walked out of the ranch coughing from the smoke but when she was inside he whipped her out of there.
Derek was difficult to understand he was a complete ladies man but a sweet and sensitive guy at the same time Emily just never understood what went through his head Emily heard noise so she closed her eyes and started a calm but heavy breathing."Emily I know your not asleep so don't even try it".It was Derek he had finally come to check on her "You got me" Emily knew somebody was bound to catch her in her sleep act so it might as well have been Derek."I came to check on you I guess we haven't had a chance to talk about it yet"God Emily thought to herself here comes the pity train.
"Look Derek it's genuinly nothing a few cuts and bruises never hurt anybody especially not me so please stop talking to me like I'm some kind of victim".Wow now that she played it back in her mind it sounded a bit harsh "I'm not but it's not like you just took a walk in the park". "Yeah and it's not like I was just shot or held captive for years"Emily raised her voice slighty."Emily did you know who's spot you filled in for when you joined the B.A.U". Why was he asking me this she thought"No why". "She was a good friend of mine she was like you in so many ways and then she was shot in her home by an extremley phsycotic UnSub of coarse we were worried but everybody thought she would pull through she was strong and after all it wasnt like she had been held captive for years".Emily had never asked about Elle she heard of her but never wanted to ask anyone "Continue?". "Elle was never the same again she was always jumpy and secretive and wouldn't let anybody help her.
"She had severe emotional trauma and trust me nobody would have believed that it could happen to someone as strong as Elle and thats why I'm worried about you".Poor girl Emily had never given much time to thinking about who she replaced "Why did Elle leave?"."Really she didnt have a choice, she went undercover and blew it, ended up killing the unsub said it was self-defense but I know Elle she wouldnt let any bastard go no matter what the concequences, so she was cleared but Hotch gave her the I'm dissapointed card and then she gave in her gun and badge"."Derek you know nothing like that will happen to me you have completely blown this out of porportion I'm ok!" Emily was fine but she didn't feel right something felt strange she felt like she was about to blurt all of her emotions out but she knew she couldnt she had to keep it bottled up nobody could see her so vunerable.
"I know but after seeing what happened to Elle it just showed me that no matter how strong we are we're still human and it opened my eyes to the things that go on around me".Oh no Emily could feel that hard lump in her throat emerging soon her eyes would flow like a river."Derek I'm glad you care so much but can you leave me be I'm kind of tired and I have one bitch of a headache"."Sure, rest you probably need it".Just as Derek stood up and left everything that was hidden inside Emily Prentiss came out the anger about what her Mother put her through when she was young, the compassion for the victims that she sees everyday,the pain from Cyrus's beating but most of all the feelings that Emily had for Derek cried her to sleep.
I'm gonna post this in the incomplete for now but I think this is just a once off but if it gets good reviews I'll add another chapter or 2