Title: Mistakes
Summary: How does everyone feel? Hayner's clueless-ness got him to say something wrong and now everything's been changing with his own gang. It's the disciplinary gang leader's fault, is what he wants to believe but then he finally starts getting to know Seifer. Hayner/Seifer
Couples: Main Hayner/Seifer, Side Axel/ Roxas, Temporary one sided RoxasHayner
A/N: --yup, randomly did this on an urge?Impulse?
I completely forgot about this since it just came to mind and then left so yah... - It's amazing
Chapter 1 is the main story, but I will probably add more since they are so cute...+ other couples :heart: REVIEWWWWWWW please
--
Seifer glared at him, really pissed off, but at the same time...
Fuijin stared him straight in the eye "Rage!!"
Raijin just said "She means if you ever hurt Seifer again she'll kick your butts, y'know"
Hayner had said something insulting again, it didn't even matter what it was. It hurt.
--Later
"I need to talk to you" The disciplinary gang leader went to Hayner indicating that it was to be private.
"Anything you can say to me you can say to my friends" He crossed his arms in a stuck-up attitude.
"Fine… I like you" He wasn't denying anything. He didn't want to hear any more of Hayner's thought-less comments.
"You like me?" Hayner had laughed at it. Seifer, liking him "You're gay?" God, why did it make him so happy to hear that? His parents said it was horrible. Why did it feel so special to be told something like that? "Ha, that's so pathetic. I'm sure everyone can agree to that. What makes you think I'd even consider going out with a guy. Especially one like you" Although he said that and it was really mean, his tone wasn't mocking. It sounded defensive.
Seifer gave a cold, angry look "You know, I'd be a lot more insulted like you wanted me to if I knew you weren't just being an insensitive jackass"
Hayner automatically got really, really defensive "What are you talking about? I mean everything I say!" Could he tell he was lying about it? Or was it...? What did he mean?
"You may mean what you say but don't assume everyone else means it too"
"Wha...what are you trying to say?" Now he was just confused but if it had something to do with his friends he needed to know.
"I'm saying that you should actually think about what your friends really think before you say things for them" He was looking at Roxas specifically. He still hadn't told his friends what had happened. Seifer just knew by coincidence.
"When did I say something like that?"
"It's not in my place to tell you someone else's secret"
"Just say what it is" Right now, what he felt was less important.
Seifer turned away "Bye. I hope I won't see you around" Hayner was being a jack-ass and didn't deserve to know anyways.
--Later
"Tell me what you meant before" Hayner was right next to Seifer and had caught him off-guard. He had made a big mistake and he couldn't fix it since he didn't know what was wrong.
"If your not even paying attention to your friends I have no reason to tell you"
"Seifer, would you just tell me? I'm the only one that doesn't know what's going on" Olette, Pense and Roxas were avoiding him and always seemed as though they were hurt by something he'd said. He was really frustrated.
"It's none of my business"
He really desperately wanted to know "I'll kiss you if you tell me"
Seifer looked pissed "What the fuck are you saying! Don't screw with me like that" That was crossing the line. He had no right to mess with his feelings like that.
Hayner moved forward toward him while Seifer moved back. Hayner slipped one arm around him and then his other hand went around went through his hair after pulling the beanie off. He pulled Seifer close enough so they could kiss but didn't advance any further.
"Ha...Hayner" He moved slightly toward him, about to kiss him. Their bodies so close, those soft lips just within his reach and the feeling of his warmth. How could he resist?
Right before their lips touched "Will you tell me?"
Seifer pushed him away. His cheeks were red and his heart was beating especially fast "Fuck you! How can you use my feelings for something like that?!" He ran away not even remembering to take his beanie that had slipped off. Tempting him like that and then saying he could only think about his friends. How could he hurt him like that.
"God, I can't believe myself" He got really scared before when Seifer said that he liked him. He only said such horrible things about him being into guys because he was scared to admit he was too, and he didn't think a relationship would ever work out between them because of his parents but he was reconsidering. Right then he said something stupid and brought the question up when they were so close, but he was really worried about his friends. Still he was really hurt when Seifer pushed him away and he was even more hurt by how much that obviously hurt Seifer. He held on to the beanie.
--Even Later
It was after a long struggle match and he was exhausted. They both were. "I don't think I've ever had such a vicious battle before"
Seifer smiled "Only someone that's really good could ever tie me"
Hayner laughed. It had been a while since before and the mood between them was more relaxed and less stressed. Since most people were ignoring Hayner he had been hanging out with Seifer, which eventually forgave him, and got his hat back. "Don't flatter yourself so much"
"Admit it, you think I deserve to be the Struggle champion too. We'll see what they do about the tie tomorrow"
He took a deep breath "I think I'll lose if we have a rematch. I'm covered in sweat. I'm going to go home and take a quick shower. Do you want to meet up again later?"
Seifer stared at him for a second, slowly imagining ...things he shouldn't be. His face went red and he looked down, trying to hide it. He knew Hayner would ask if he saw his face THAT red, and he wasn't ready to give an answer.
"Seifer?" He was curious as to why he hadn't said anything. Did he not want to hang out?
"No. No! It's nothing of course not" He didn't even hear the second part of what he said before. What was he suppose to say now
"I asked if you want to hang out later tonight?" He gave a slightly worried glance.
His heart slowed down. Thank god. "Oh, uh...that would be nice...but Fuijin, Raijin, and Vivi would probably come along too?"
"That's fine. See you later"
--
"Hey! You're alone. No one else wanted to come?"
Seifer smirked "Nah, I'm the only one smart enough to actually get the project done on time, except for Vivi, but you know Vivi. You never know what he's doing"
"So we're alone for now, right?" Hayner smiled. Seifer was still followed around all over by those three so it was rare for them to be alone. Fuijin had completely accepted him and knew that Seifer liked him while Raijin was stubborn and didn't understand anything that was going on and for what reasons.
"Yah, what do you want to do?"
"No idea... You want to go bowling?"
He stared at him with a funny look "Bowling? That's pretty specific for someone who has no idea"
"Okay fine, but I was thinking I wanted to go earlier and just thought now would be fun"
He smiled to that "Okay, but we both know who'd win" He searched through his pockets "I don't have enough munny on me to pay for myself though, sorry"
"That's fine. I have more than enough to pay for both of us right now...So what's the stakes?"
"What?"
"As in what do I get if I win?" Cause of course he was going to be competitive about it.
"What do you want?" He had several things that he wanted from Hayner but didn't think he was getting any of them anytime soon. Mentioning them would probably cause problems.
"hmmm...What about you?" It depended on how much Seifer wanted. If it was something simple then he'd also do something simple...like 'Run around in 3 circles while howling like a wolf' or something silly like that.
He obviously couldn't say what he wanted so "Treat me to pizza afterwards"
Hayner smiled. So he would make it that kind of thing "But you don't have enough money on you? You'll owe me. Same if I win,"
"Deal" He smiled and they reached the bowling alley.
--Several Bowling Rounds Later
"Last round. We're about tied. We'll see what happens" Hayner stared at him annoyed. His last shot put him only 1 in front of Seifer and Seifer had never gotten less than 2 in a round.
Seifer gave a stuck-up look "I'm winning and you know it" He took the bowling ball, not really looking at it and aimed for the middle. He swung and
"Don't miss"
Last second he got distracted by what Hayner said and veered completely the wrong way. "You did that on purpose!! That's cheap"
"I don't know what your talking about and you would never get distracted that easily" His tone was mocking but not in a mean way.
He crossed his arms stubbornly "Doesn't matter since I'm getting it this round anyways" His ball came back and he aimed perfectly, perfect force, perfect everything. He let it go and it went straight for the middle pin, hitting it and making all the other pins fall down. STRIKE! "What do you think of that?" He turned to see Hayner.
He burst into laughter.
"Wha..?...What are you laughing at?" He turned around again and saw the beam going red. "You have got to be kidding me"
"Nope, you passed the line. That gives you a ZERO" He started laughing again.
"I would've won" He gave a stubborn sulky look.
"That still means I win"
"Fine. I'll get you pizza later"
"What? Why later?" Later? What the hell? If it was because he was short on munny he could own him munny. That's what he meant earlier.
"Hmph. I'm tired. I'm going home"
"That's cheat" But he wanted to go with Seifer to eat Pizza. Did Seifer not want to go? Was he that angry at what he did?
"I'll make it up to you. I promise" He smiled slightly
--Tomorrow
"Rematch for Hayner against Seifer. Shake the opponents hand and get ready for battle. Ready, set, GO!"
Seifer dashed at Hayner instantly starting off the battle.
Although Hayner said he expected to lose it didn't mean he was just going to lay down his sword and let it happen, or club...thing. He struck Seifer as he was hit and jumped to collect the orbs around them. Seifer instead of collecting them focused on attacking. He attacked rapidly and Hayner did a good job of avoiding his attacks/
In one of his attacks later on in the game Seifer jumped in the air and attacked but he messed it up and ended up on top of Hayner, pressing him on the floor. He wasn't flat on him though. They stared at each other, lost in the moment and awkward position although it was oddly comfortable. The announcers voice was barely heard.
"It seems Seifer is hoping to stop Hayner from retrieving any more orbs by keeping him down."
Hayner stared into his eyes, face slightly red. Their bodies so close and the way Seifer was looking at him.
Seifer swallowed a clump in his throat. God, the position they were in, Hayner's reaction. He liked it so much and they were lost in their own little world. He let himself lean down a bit mouthing the words 'I love you'
There was no sort of flinch or disgusted look. He didn't even look away. There was no sign of rejection. He simply kept looking into Seifer's eyes. He felt his heart beating rapidly.
BBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
They both came into suddenly realization of everything around them at the exact same time. They both pulled back...well Seifer pulled back and Hayner was still on the ground.
"The winner is SEIFER!! Congratulations"
Hayner got up, refusing to look Seifer in the eye, not that it mattered because Seifer wasn't either. "go..Good Battle"
"Yah, you too"
Some guy with red hair and a face tatoo came up to Hayner "Can I talk to you?"
"What? ...uhh...sure" The guys expression wasn't mean. It was really, really worried. He didn't trust him obviously but whatever the guy wanted with him it couldn't be too bad.
He pulled him to the side "I need to know what you think about Roxas"
"Excuse me, what" What the hell was this guy asking about.
"Do you like him?"
"Well, yah. We are friends. Why?" That was obvious.
"No, I mean do you like him more then just friends?"
"Why are asking me this?" Who the hell was this? Why was this important to him?
"I'm really worried about him. I really like him and I don't want to see him hurt by it. You know, because he likes you and all"
Now that explained a lot. Although it was taking a while for him to piece it all together. It happened when he mocked people that were gay, even though it was just out of denial, and if Roxas liked him and the others knew they wouldn't know how to respond to anything he said so they would avoid him "He likes me?"
The red haired guy just stared at him confused "Yo...you didn't know?"
"Axel! What the fuck did you say to him?!"
"Wait Roxas" Axel, that was his name, ran to him, leaving Hayner.
Roxas turned and ran the other way "Leave me alone!!"
Hayner had to do, or say something, anything. He ran after him, taking the shortcut and caught his wrist. "Roxas..."
Roxas stopped, needing to hear what he would say, and also, was prevented from leaving.
Hayner wanted to comfort him but he knew it was wrong. Roxas needed to know "I'm sorry. I can't like you that way" What about that guy earlier. Obviously Roxas knew him and he seemed really worried about him, finding out what Hayner thought even if Roxas was angry. "You should find somebody else that will care for you"
Roxas broke Hayner's grip and stayed in place, not knowing how to respond more than that.
Hayner really didn't want to hurt him "I'm sorry" He walked away seeing Axel go to comfort him. He shouldn't be there. He was happy that Roxas was leaning on Axel, whomever it was. If Roxas trusted Axel that much he had to be someone really good, and that's what Roxas needed. Plus he said that he was worried, so he did have good intentions.
He needed to clear things up with his friends. And what was going to do about Seifer. He liked him but it felt kind of awkward and he knew Seifer liked him back.
He found Seifer really quickly and dragged him away by the arm "You are treating me to pizza now, just he two of us. Got it?"
Seifer was definitely surprised "Uhh, okay..."
He dragged him along to the pizza place.
"So why are in such a hurry. Are you just really hungry?"
"Yah, and I wanted to go with you" He smiled at him.
Seifer stared at him and thought about it. It hurt more being around him as a 'friend'
They went in and Hayner got the Pizza, which Seifer paid for right away.
"Hayner I need to talk to you...about earlier...and now"
"What is it?"
"Hayner" He looked away "I don't feel comfortable, just the two of us like this. It makes me feel awkward when we're together like this because I know you just want to be friends and I'm not okay with that yet, so can you please not. At least with everyone else around I can get used to it"
"Seifer...Then it wouldn't be a problem if the two of us were official" He bit his lip, blushing.
"What do you mean?" He was still looking down.
Hayner leaned over the table and kissed him. There was very little chance they were going to be friends and there was no way they were going back to being enemies. Especially the way they had been acting together. A bit of him felt guilty for not caring for Roxas the way Roxas would have wanted him to, but he didn't want to hurt Seifer either. By not returning Seifer's feelings it would be an even worse mistake. He couldn't let that happen. He was going to fix it, right away.
Seifer stayed there for a bit and then pulled back, looking at him. Trying to understand everything. He leaned back in, kissing him several times.
Their pizza number was called and Hayner went to get it, this time seating himself next to Seifer instead of across from him.
"Hayner" He was rather reluctant to say it but "The reason that your friends were ignoring you.. Its...because Roxas likes you" What would Hayner think of it? He wasn't supposed to know himself.
"I know"
"You what?! Since when!?" Did that have anything to do with him saying yes and getting together with him?
"After the struggle match"
So when they were looking at each other during the match, his reaction wasn't influenced by Roxas "...What did you say?"
"I turned him down because I already like you"
Seifer felt really flattered but a bit confused "But you've known him forever and...and we were enemies up till now. How could you pick me over him?"
"We've been friends forever so we could go back to being that, and he has some Axel guy that Roxas seemed to like, at least a bit"
"The one with the red hair?...and the green tatoo? Are you sure your okay with your friend being with a guy like that?"
"He came to me because he didn't want Roxas to be hurt anymore. Right now that's what really matters, how much he cares for him" ... "What are your friends going to think...about us?"
"You know Fuijin is used to you. She already knew. Raijin on the other hand will hate you. I don't think he'll ever accept you"
"...I'll deal with it" He pulled him back into a kiss.
A/N: Kyahhh! It's adorible. RREVIEW!! Tell me if you want a second chapter….I have something that might work for Roxas and Axel I can type up