AN: Hello there it's the dead chick yet again. Lol I have not written a story in a couple years and this one just came to me out of random and it sucks a little bit lol but I had to write it down. If you have ever read the story Sybil then you would understand the story. So this is basically what it is like but with my own twist. I am HUGE Sesshomaru and Kagome fan. It will not be a long story I assure you because I can never complete one XD, five chapters at the most. Read on my lovely people Peace Love and Rastafarian baby! (Sorry the island girl in me tee hee XD)

Italics are for flash backs

Regular font is for the narration

Bold for thoughts.

Oh and I own neither Sybil nor Inuyasha, Flora Rheta Schreiber and Rumiko Takahashi do…..depression

Loving Her for Her and….Her?

"Kagome what do you remember?" the mellow voice in the room asked.

"Who the hell is this Kagome you speak of? My name is surely not Kagome who ever. I am Shinji Aii. I swear you people are crazy" The other voice scoffed.

Sesshomaru sighed. This was going to be his hardest patient yet. Looking up, the person known as Kagome looked confused. Her blue eyes stared at him, "Is there something the matter Mr. Taisho?"

'Jumping from person to person now. Very interesting' Sesshomaru thought.

He knew this was Kagome. From her five minutes of being there he could tell. Kagome had better posture and never laid down on the sofa. She usually held her legs underneath her and kept them crossed. Shinji on the other hand, she was very tom-boyish, lazy and had a foul mouth.

"Kagome this is my first day meeting you. Tell me about yourself." Sesshomaru stared at her, his doctor attitude never wavering.

"Your room is very calming Mr. Taisho" Kagome looked around. The room was very calming indeed. The walls were a very earthy brown, and the mahogany wooden floor shined, as if they always kept it buffed. A few landscaping pictures by John Cogan accompanied the walls. There were wooden drawers placed in the corners and a little Japanese-styled table was in between Sesshomaru and Kagome. And on each piece wooden furniture a little bonsai tree sat.

He smirked at her attention span, "Why yes indeed it is but Kagome I asked you a question."

Kagome sent him a genuine smile, "Well what do you want me to start?"

"What brings you here?" he clicked his pen and began to write, and set his voice recorder on the hollow table.

"Well my name is Kagome Higurashi. I am 22 and I have a personality disorder. I'm trying to get it under wraps because I truly do not know who I am." Kagome spoke softly.

"Do you remember when this all started?"

Kagome nodded, "It all began when I was 13 years old. I was always a nice girl up until that day. I never lashed out on anybody."

"I was sitting on the play ground under a tree with my friend Sango…."

"Sango I hate ants get that thing away from me!" Kagome screamed.

"Okay, Okay I quit. Forgive me?"Sango pouted.

"Okay I forgive you. Now let's eat I'm starving!" Kagome reached for her brown paper bag, dumped out the goods and began eating.

We were enjoying our nice lunch until Kikyo came over.

"Higurashi I want this spot!" Kikyo sneered at the pair.

I ignored her and bit into my apple. It was really sweet.

Do you hear me Higurashi? I want this spot!" Kikyo beckoned again.

"Kikyo can you just go somewhere else? We always sit here." Sango said.

"No one was talking to you Tajiya," she pushed pass Sango to me and smacked the back of my head. My apple dropped and my eyes got wide…

"….and that was all I could remember"

Sesshomaru lifted his eyebrows and stared at Kagome through his black rimmed glasses, "And you do not remember anything from that point?"

"Nope. Sango said I pushed Kikyo down and kicked her repeatedly. Only thing I remember was looking down at Kikyo. I had her hair in my little hands. She was crying and I was snatched up by a teacher and they called home." Kagome said.

Sesshomaru jotted down notes, "and then?"

"From then on for the past 12 years I have been dealing with it. I would find myself in places I never seen and people I did not know knew me. And this other person has made a few enemies. Not good." Kagome's voice faultered.

"Not good indeed. Did your mom think of it to be a behavioral problem?" Sesshomaru asked.

"At first, yes. But when I started to become violent with her, she took me to the hospital. I would never hurt my mom. Ever.

Kagome sat on the hospital bed with a scowl on her face, crossed arms, and stared at the doctor in front of her with heated eyes.

"Now Kagome we are going to poke some needles in your skin and…"

"For the last time I am not this Kagome person I am Shinji!" Kagome thrashed and threw objects at the doctor

My mom said I kept resisting.

"Tie her down!" and nurses scurried to Kagome with restrictions.

Then I remembered my tears…

"Mama, What's going on?" I panicked at not being able to move. I looked over to see my mom staring at me with wide eyes and tears falling down her face.

"Mama please help me!" I pleaded.

And she turned away, "I'm sorry honey it's for the best."

"Now this will only hurt a bit…" and an ear piercing scream echoed through the room.

"That must have been horrible. What made them determine the disorder?" Sesshomaru continued the questionnaire.

"An EEG and something my mom told them. They said that might be the reason for my other person" Kagome stared at the landscaping picture.

Sesshomaru stared at her, his golden eyes dancing with curiosity.

Kagome smiled brightly, "Of course not you're here to help me, why not give you the info you need," she sighed and looked down, feeling her eyes begin to sting, "I had a friend named Inuyasha."

Sesshomaru's eyes widen slightly. 'Brother.' "Whathappened to him?" he asked fully aware of what happened.

"He died. Hit by a car," only a whisper left her lips.

'So this was the girl he spent so much time with'. Sesshomaru's eyes softened at the thought of his brother. The room became silent. A few minutes later he heard the shuffling of feet and yet again, another heavy sigh.

Sesshomaru looked over, How nice of you to join us again…..Shinji."

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I promise this will get better. Review tell me what you think. I will update soon. Ja ne!