Okay please be nice, this is the first time I wrote some thing about them XD I'm sorry about not finishing my other stories but I will soon. I finished the Gift, it on deviantart.com I just have to get it up on here sometime :)

I don't know if this will be a one shot or not just depends on reviews, please enjoy :'D

I sigh, just working with Near was stressful,especially when he makes you feel inferior, I think he enjoys it. "I think it is most likely he'll go to Lidner." Near said. "Because to simply put it she is a female" He continued. He was talking about Mello wasn't he? He already came to me, but I can't tell him that, now can I? "I'll do it" Gevanni said. "I will as well" I speak up for once, I'm always so quiet.

I leave the room and head to my car, once I'm there I take out my second phone that Near can't track or listen to and I speed dial a number. After the next few rings I hear "Hello?"

"Hi, I need you to come to a café Not far from where you are at" I say quickly "Why?" He asks "We need to talk I say quickly shutting my phone not bothering to wait for his response. I start my car and head for the café as fast as the japan traffic will allow. When I get there he is already there waiting for me in a booth. I sit down brushing the hair hanging in my eyes."So what is it?" He asks. "You can't stay with me anymore" I say. "Why not?" I can tell he's confused. "Because Near wants me to put camera's in my house." I answer. Now he's cross, great just what I needed. I wait for him to answer. "What about the bathroom?"

"He said not to put any in there and that he would turn them off when I take a shower until I'm done" I explain. He sighs, yeah definatly cross. "So do you have someone to live with" I ask a little timid. "Yeah, but the place is a peice of shit" He grunts. "oh" I answer. I just hope he won't leave, well not yet. I like having him there it's like having someone watching over you at night, and I like that feeling, of security. I don't know what to do, Near has me and him in a corner, I don't like it. I having crisscrossed emotions about all of this just because I want to help him but I want to help Near about Kira, but I'm confused on what I want the most.

I just wonder.

Could I love him?

Maybe, or maybe not

I don't know...

As the silence strecthes, I continue to argue with myself, until I finally choose no side but my own, But I won't disregard the others I'm just not picking sides. "Halle" I somehow hear through my own thoughts. "Yes" I say before I even hesitate. "I wonder,if your on my side or Near's" He replies after some time. "I'm on no ones side" I say. He looks at me like he didn't expect that. "I can't choose one because, I want to help both of you, so I can't choose one but I will help both." I elaborate. "as long as you help me, I'm fine with it" He says. I smile weakly, not being able to help it. I know he is using me, but I don't mind, at all just because I like being near him, even at my own expense.

"Are you using me" I ask just to hear his answer. He looks down for a moment but then looks back up. "No" I didn't expect that, not that I wasn't happy,but I didn't think maybe he wasn't using me. I saw him smirk, it must have been clear I was surprised. "I just thought..." I begin but I don't know what to say.

I begin again but silenced when he gently kisses me, I surprises me but it soon goes away and I kiss back. I'm not sure whether or not I made a mistake but I know I can enjoy this for the little time I can.