Jump. Fly. Die
I'm sorry.
It seems such a small word, so very small and yet it means so much. You can decide whether to forgive me or not, I don't suppose it matters. Not anymore.
Who'd ever have thought that the Golden Boy would jump off a tower? No, Harry is brave, Harry is strong, he'd never commit suicide. That's what everyone would think. You're all wrong.
I am going to jump, and I am going to love every second. The feeling of absolute freedom, like nobody could ever contain me and all that I am. The wind rushing over me, robes billowing around me, and if anyone were to see, it would be absolute perfection.
I can't go on anymore, it hurts too much. Living every day, wondering if it would be my last. That's not a way to live. Besides, I was only your saviour when it suited you. Whenever something wrong happened, something bad, you all turned your backs and let me die slowly inside.
If any of you were to miss me, which isn't likely, just think, that I will be with Sirius, with Cedric, with my parents. All of their deaths my fault, and now I'm joining them, in that paradise that has been denied me so long.
So, I'm sorry. Not for jumping, that will always be my greatest moment, but for not being good enough. When really, that was all I ever wanted. To be good enough.
Now, I'm nothing. And I'm everything. In every breath of air, in every drop of water.
I'm going to die.
But my soul is alive.
For the first time in my life.
Harry J.
He put the quill down and looked once more to the expanse of blue above him. He had always said he would count every star, but now he didn't need to. He was going to touch the stars, he was going to fly.
Freefall.
All his life spent trying to be in that endless blue sky.
Jump.
A smile of absolute bliss spread across his angelic face, his eyelashes fluttered as his eyes closed, and his arms lifted high into the air. He was flying.
Jump. Fly. Die.
Everyone was shocked to see his body, not because he was dead, because of the look of pure ecstasy.
It made everyone want to fly.
AN: I was feeling rather depressed when I wrote this, and let me tell you, it's not supposed to be sad… xD. Review if you can…