Dear Spencer,
I am gone and do not mourn my loss,not that you will anyway because I am just a simple co-worker but just for safety do not morn.I used to watch you everyday thinking of what my life would be like if a man like you or even yourself would love me but I am dirty from my step father and his children.I have two girls,twins named Caitlin Avaline Jareau and Angel Jane Jareau,they are from the sperm of my step father who raped me almost every night as a child and I used to think of you and know that you are so much better than I am.I love you Doctor Spencer Reid and I wish you felt the same way for song reminds me of you.
I'm wandering
I'm crawling
I'm two steps away from falling
I just can't seem to get around
I'm heavy
I'm weary
I'm not thinking clearly
I just can't seem to find solid ground
Since you've been around
I'm running
I'm hiding
I'm afraid you'll never find me
because I've always felt lost in the crowd
I'm sinking
I'm drowning
I'm so afraid of losing
my head's been spinning round and round
since you've been around.
I'm foolish and crazy
I just think that maybe
I've got a lot of things to figure out
I'm winning
I'm losing
I'm afraid of never choosing
this heart of mine was so beaten down
before you came around
Song Information:::: Since you've been around by Rosie Thomas
Author's notes: Please note that we don't own the song we used at rights go to the singer and makers of the might be adding the team to this letter by chapter for each character but we don't know names of Caitlin Avaline Jareau and Angel Jane Jareau are from one of Jennifer's stories and role play use know what you think.
By the way this is a letter they found after JJ killed herself or was killed by an unsub,we are not sure yet which one.
Please story will be marked as complete but we may add to this with letters of the team and maybe family.
Sincerely,
Marissa and Jennifer