Title - Just an illusion
Author - Fullmetal-Alchemist1uk
Disclaimer - I only wish that I can own FMA. Luckily for the world I don't
Theme/Challenge -40baisers 01: one night stand
Fandom - FMA
Pairing - Roy/Ed Ed?
Rating - M
Edward Elric had too much pride to admit it, but he was severely homesick. He missed alchemy, and his automail, he missed being able to travel places with Al, he missed Winry, and Granny Pinako, hell he even missed Teacher and even those few he called friend in the military. And he missed Roy even more.
He missed them all, and it hurtso much that he knew he had to get home, if only for a few minutes, just to see Al as he once was, not as a suit of armour, just to get beaten over the head by Winry after she saw that he no longer had his automail, but most importantly, he had to get home so he could finally tell Roy three little words that he'd wanted to say for a long time now.
But with each passing day, Ed's hope and determination dwindled a little bit more. True, he had Alfons to help, but Ed was sure that the younger man was only humouring him, not believing in his tales of his life on his own side of the Gate. Alfons had his own worries too, the cough that was steadily growing worse over time, the lack of any real interest of sponsors in his projects...
So that was the reason why the former alchemist was sitting in the German pub nursing a pint of beer all alone. He frowned slightly as he felt someone standing behind him, and turned to tell this stranger -
No.
It wasn't him.
Merely this world's version of him, like Alfons was Al's alter, like the Edward who's death let him live was his own alter.
Not him. NOT HIM.
Later though, the knowledge that it wasn't who he wanted it to be hadn't stopped him when the man slammed him against the wall and kissed him roughly, claiming him, dominating him
Roy's kisses were always slow and gentle to start with, as though he was slightly afraid that Ed would break or run away
hadn't stopped him from thrusting upwards into the man's work-roughened hand as it wrapped around his cock
Roy's hands were smooth, which hadn't surprised Ed, seeing as how that lazy bastard didn't do anything all day
hadn't stopped him from moaning as he felt the man push deeper into him, not seeming to care if he bruised skin or not
the first time Roy had made love to him, Ed had been amused by how gentle he had been with him. Really, Ed wasn't going to break that easily
hadn't stopped him from coming all over his stomach and the man's hand, and the man merely sneered at him and continued to thrust harder until he came too. But the aftermath was a definite reminder that Edward Elric was just so naive and stupid for believing - even for a split second - that this man was anything like his real lover. He roughly pulled himself out of Ed, staggered across the room, threw Ed's clothes at him and told him to get the hell out and not come back. After all, the man had been bored, and it was easy to believe that the pretty blond thing was a girl, but even so, the pretty blond had been lousy, hadn't even offered to suck him off first before they fucked.
Edward had fled back to the room he shared with Alfons, ignoring his friend's concerned pleas, and curled up in his bed and cried. He didn't want this half-life anymore.