Our Messed Up Lives
Clary's P.O.V
"We'll we are very thankful for your generous donation." Said Ryan.
"Thank you Ryan. But for me I just want to help the kids." I said.
Sure that wasn't a real answer I only lied half of it. Sure it is for me secretly but only Maia knows. I'm only donating money to this orphanage because my daughter is there. What daughter you may ask. Well my almost four year old daughter. I only gave her up because u could not raise a kid by myself. Sure I had my mom and Luke but after everything I've been through those nine months I couldn't take it anymore. So I gave up my baby. I visit Sofia every week. So when I got famous that's when I got an idea.
Flash back
"Hello how are you today?" asked my assistance Jen.
"I am fine today Jen. Thanks for asking. How about you?" I asked.
"I'm fine thank you. Is there anything you need or something?" She asked.
I froze. I thought and than an idea came in my mind. I want someone to watch my daughter in the orphanage.
"Actually can you please call Mia." I said.
"Of course." She said.
She than called Mia asking to meet me at Starbucks. When I arrived and saw her I ran to her quickly.
"Mia I know you are looking for a job and I have one for you." I said.
"Really Clary what is it?" She asked getting all excited.
"I want you to work apply for the orphanage 'Kids Need A Home' and look after a girl name Sofia Grace L. F." I told her.
"I would. But why a specific girl named Sofia?" She asked.
I have to tell her. No one knows but my mom, Luke and Izzy. But I have to just so she knows that if anything happens I am to be altered a.s.a.p.
"This girl name Sofia is my daughter. My biological daughter. As in flesh and blood. I gave birth to her. If you want the story here goes." I said.
"It started in high school I was a freshmen. My brother Jonathan my brother was a sophomore and his friend Jace Lightwood was too. Jace was my brother's best friend
next to Alec lightwood Jace's adoptive the famous singer/ actor Jace Lightwood. When someone had a party my brother made me go. I got drunk and dance with Jace the whole time. He told me he was leaving cause he got accepted to a music contract thing. And he accepted. I didn't want him to go without him knowing my feeling's for him. So I told him. He was shocked but kissed me. That kissed turned out more heated. And yeah we did it, we didn't use protection. So I ended up getting pregnant." I said.
"That month after we had it I found out I was pregnant and I was about to tell Jace. But I didn't want to ruin his life. So I went through the pregnancy and when I was about seven months pregnant my brother Jonathon my brother died by a car accident. I was so devastated. I didn't go to school anymore. When I gave birth I saw my daughter and I broke down crying. She reminded me so much of Jace. Than everything hit me. My brother and Jace was gone. My mother didn't care at all. So I gave the baby for adoption. And now that I got famous I want to see how she is doing. And I want you to just watch her. I will pay you so much. If anything happens to her call me right away." I told her.
"Okay Clary cause you're my friend I will." She said.
I got up and hugged her. I cried not caring that people were staring.