Forever True

As she strum her guitar for the last chord, she thought it was perfect and that's all she thought of. It has been weeks since she made this song from scraps. The same day as she thought 'after this I will forget everything about you'. Yes, she did after all she knew she wouldn't live that long. Since she was a child she was weak. She did try hard on her physical education but yeah, she always fail and if not it's almost failing. Music, oh yeah, music is her subject.

Now speaking about music, she is a famous singer. But actually she was first heard in a famous #1 hit anime series dubber. They actually made her try to sing their opening and ending song. Then the producers found out that she loves writing songs too. It seems like it was just yesterday when they found out.

FLASHBACK (A/N: i hate flashbacks but its fun!)

It was their break. The directors made a mistake in the timing of the voices. Then Aya found a guitar laying around the corner. She had this little song in her mind. Yep, she made it by herself and she got every chord correct from her last vacation. She tried to make the guitar in tune. Then one of her best friends saw her.

"Aya, you know how to play?" Tsubaki (best friend) asked

"yea, I just want to have some fun" the guitar always makes Aya at ease, especially that time, that very time she got heart broken.

"come'on what are you waiting for? play a song"

"uhh... okay"

She started to pluck the guitar slowly then a little faster. Suddenly she shifted her hands and started to strum the stings of the guitar.

"I know you are scared
and feel all alone
but you don't really have to fear

cuz I am here
I am here
and I am here ready
to save you from your darkness

you are not alone no,
you are not alone
and you just have to look

cuz I am here
I am here
and I am here ready
to save you from your fears"

All of a sudden she feared of something, something to happen again. She closed her eyes as she continued playing with strong strums. She didn't want to cry no more.

"And if you're only noticed
I am here
I am here to help

Ohhhh...

Cuz I am here
I am here
to be with you
forever

cuz I am here
I am here
and I am here ready
to save you

And I'll love you
just you

ohhh..."

She opened her eyes to her suprise all of her co-workers were clapping.

"Aya-chan you're really good! I mean you got everybody's attention" Tsubaki said

"eh?"

"Aya! you should have said so! My cousin, the president of the Fujiwara records, would really want you in!" one of the directors, Mr. Liao said

"huh? I don't know..."

"come'on Aya! You're great!" Tsubaki said

"o-okay I sure want to try"

"good! Tomorrow after work I'll introduce you to my cousin" Mr. Liao said

"but I have my work at this cafe tomorrow night!"

"you sing in a cafe?" Mr. Liao asked

"part time, I sing there when they need an opening"

"then I'll bring my cousin!"

"but! Sir! It's-"

"no-no, Aya-san do you want to be stuck dubbing? while you can earn more and make the series you dub famous! make us famous too!"

"uh... since you brought it up like that, then... why... not?"

"that's great!"

Next night after Aya's gig (song)

"Ru this is one of my workers Aya Hoshino" Mr. Liao introduce

"it's nice to meet you Fujiwara-san" Aya bowed her head.

"no, it's nice to meet you Aya-chan!" she paused and gave a smirk "I heard that you would want to work for me! And I think that's a wonderful idea! I would gladly take you in!"

"what? Oh my! that's great!"

End of Flashback

And these past years Aya got alot of awards for her singles and for her first album release she requested to sing at that old cafe that she sang in.

She invited her friends over.

/knock, knock/

"Aya-chan everyone is waiting!" it was Fujiwara Ru her boss.

"coming!" Aya came out of the room thinking it over and over. 'he would never know cause he never cares'

Well, wrong for Aya. If the cold and heartless Otohata Rei is in the crowd I would really think of 'what the hell? Otohata-san would even bother coming, he's only gonna break Aya's heart! or is it because of Kotobuki-san?'. Hell! Every body would think of that! But I think Rei at least cares for Aya even just for a tiny part of his 'heart'.

Aya sat on the chair in the middle of the stage. She looked around and saw the crowd. The cafe was full! some haven't even got any seats left.

"well, heh, I can't believe many knew about this I thought only my friends did. But I thank you all for coming anyways" She gave out a sweet but fake smile as she saw Rei with the gang sitting beside Ran.

It went really well. And this will be her last song for tonight.

"hey, guys, this will be my last song for tonight and I'm so sorry that I can't sign your albums because I don't feel very well." Aya said.

She got ready with her guitar and fixed the mic. "this song is for all of you here, especially my friends and my family who couldn't come 'Forever True'" She closed her eyes as if she was praying intently to God. 'I will forget about you, Rei Otohata, for every suffering you gave me, I promise myself to control my limits, I promise myself never to hurt myself, I promise after this I'll forever forget my feelings for you, this promise I'll do'. She sighed and opened her eyes. Once again she put on her honey sweet smile that was like true to all, except for one person, Rei, he indeed knew behind her dear smile was a face full of sadness and pain.

She started to strum her guitar, now a little harder.

"at first i wasn't sure
but then i knew
my love for you
was forever true

and now i wonder
if you do too
love me oh so true

all for you
i would do
i just want you
to love me too
ohhh forever true
yeah

as i stare to meet your gaze hopeful to see your eyes
see though
you wouldn't let me through

and
all for you
i would do
i just want you
to love me too
ohhh forever true
yeah

and i feel so dumb
to feel so down in the dumps
i wish you would be beside me
in my aid
and i could tell
these words for you
only for you

all for you
i would do
i just want you
to love me too
ohhh forever true

just to feel your touch
and if you won't
i'll never say that
i'll give up
forever my love
forever i'm yours
forever true
that i love you

forever
and ever
my love for you
is forever true

ohh...
yeah..."

She opened her sad eyes and saw Rei's eyes gazing at her sad ones. Aya frown, she looked up and ones again used her plastic smile.

"Hey, that was my last song, and thank for coming, I'm soo sorry I can't stay longer" with that Aya left with her guitar in her hands. As she walked at the hallway of the back, she sighed in relief that, that was that (A/N: huh?). As she promised herself she would get that burden in her heart away, for good. She went in her dressing rrom and stated to gather her lyrics into an envelope.

Someone opened the door. Aya quickly looked and it was just Rei.

"Aya, are going because of-" Rei was cutted

"no, I'm not going home early because you're there, I don't really feel good today"

"Aya, the reason I'm here is because I want to ask you something"

"go ahead and ask me anything" she didn't even looked at him. She just continued fixing her mess.

"is the last song for me?"

"it was for you but not anymore..." She has to get something beside Rei. She gentle push Rei "Excuse me" she said gently but in a slightly rough tone.

"listen are you mad at me" he too her wrist with a grip oh so tight

She bowed her head. "no I'm not" she whispered

"you are," He took her chin in his other hand and made her look at him, look at him straight in the eyes "tell me, are you angry at me because I'm inlove with your best friend and not you?"

Aya got scared and tears started to fall. " Yes, Otohata-san, I am but if you just tell her I wouldn't have a hard time"

"I wish you could love someone else"

"stop it Otohata-san!" She took her wrist out of his grip and slapped his hand of her chin. "don't make me feel like I'm the bad guy! It's not my fault for having feeling for you, but I promise that I'll forget my feelings for you"

"what?"

"I'm not promising it to you, I'm promising to myself" Then she left. He never knew she left him forever. Aya was driving over the speed limit. Her eyes were blurred by her tears. She didn't see that the truck infront of her stopped, she tried to control her drivin but she hit the post.

Hospital

It's been a week Aya haven't woken up. But today's the day. Aya found herself on a bed and it smelled like medicine. She opened her eyes and saw all of her friends and her mom talking to Rei.

"mom?" She said

Everyone gathered. "Aya!" her mom looked at Miyu and said "Miyu call the doctor!"

Miyu went out. The doctor quickly went in the room "oh! Ms. Hoshino I'm so glad you're fine, but I have bad news for you" he change his voice into a more serious tone "Ms. Hoshino has amnesia"

"what?" Aya's mom and Ran said in unison

"yes only a part of her memory, now Ms. Hoshino do you know everybody in this room except me?"

Aya nodded "yes, but I'm just wondering why is Otohata-san doing here with his very busy schedule"

"hm... that maybe a problem, lets leave the two to talk" the doctor said making everybody except Rei to leave the room.

Rei helped Aya to sit up on the bed. She smiled the real one, the one that when you look at it you would realize that her smiles before was plastic and cold.

"you really don't remember?" Rei started

"huh? I'm sorry Otohata-san, were we close before this happened?"

"..." Rei just stared at her wide eyed.

Yes, before in her heart he was most dear of all. But I guess her love for him was never forever true. It's better for Aya not to know her past with Rei. She would just get hurt again. She fullfilled her promise to herself 'I will forget about you, Rei Otohata'.

Rei grabbed her hand with both of his and kissed it and rested his head on their hands as he cried for the very first time. He left Aya confused in her own world.

A/N: aha! I'm soo happy to make a long One-shot! wee!!! It's my first time to make a long one!!! please review!!!

Ki-chan this was for you!!! hahahaha!!!

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