He did not understand. He did not need to understand. He did not want to understand.

All he heard were gossiping voices, growing restless day after day, talking behind his back.

It was so unfair- it is so unfair. Never did he do anything to go against the rules, hell; he gave his life for this. No, his life never was his to begin with. It always was someone else's.

Mistrust was given back as repayment.

It is pitiful, laughable. The same people he gave his life to; he was a distant memory to them. He is but a small stepping-stone in their path.

Leave…it…leave my arm…. alone…n-no…don't touch it! Don't touch my arm! LEAVE MY ARM ALONE!

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Bells always had a soothing effect on him. They marked important steps of the life he was given –takenawaytakenawaytakenaway-.

DONG

"This is our code *****, keep it in your heart."

DONG

"Do not…forget…keep on walking *****, never turn back…"

DONG

"Shounen"

DONG

"You'll have to kill someone you love…"

DONG

"Noah…sama…"

DONG

"…Therefore….traitor….of the…B…ck…er."

takenawaytakenawaytaken away taken away…AGAIN!

It hurts. It hurts. IT. Hurts. Fa…ther…IT HURTS

DONG

Then the boy fell asleep
and one or two embers in the fading ashes of the fire
flared up in the shape of a beloved face

Limp to his side, resides the limb offered to the word –In…nnmh…nno…cen…ce…-

An empty pocket oozing blood…his sacrifice for the tortured souls.

Dreaming many thousands of dreams
spreading across the land
Your silver gray eyes shine their light
like stars falling down from the night sky

Molten silver no longer dynamic, alive.

Holy water purifying sins -stop, please…don't…pleaaaaaaaaaahhhngh- birthed by desires –mel…ting…it's meltinnngh… .aagnngh-

Even though countless of years
turn so many prayers back to earth

Heretic thoughts (repentrepentrepent) no longer pronounceable –ack…mha…rry…bllargh…blllgggh…mh…bllagghh…owrry…-

Ruby and crystal mixing together

I will keep praying
somehow, love for this child please
kissing the joined hands

-Ma….nngh…na…-