Chapter 1
Just Kill me already!
3rd person P.O.V.
It was February 4th. Jayde who lived in a family of eight. two sisters and three brothers, plus her mother and step father. But that particular day seemed to be the worst in her life. Now Jayde who has had suicidal thoughts sence she was about six years of age but now is almost 15.
( FLASH BACK)
About four months of a semester in Moriarty high school. Jayde was pulled out because a teacher over heard her talking about comiting suicide. Her mother was a very controlling person and she thought that it was Jaydes friends that made Jayde suicidal. So now Jayde thinks that there is nothing left in life she thinks it's hopeless and thinks that every one will be ten-times happier if she just disappeared. At time while she was thirteen years old she almost killed her self either with a drug overdose or hang her self with a jump rope (note: she knows hoe to tie a bunch of different knots) But never did manage to kill her self yet.
( END OF FLASH BACK )
Now back to the present she thought that February 4th of 2013 was the worst day of her life because first her mother left to take two of her siblings to the doctor. But left her to babysit her 6 month old brother Jagyr, 8 year old sister Jyara, and 4 year old brother Jerycho. (note: all of her siblings were half relatyed to her because she had a different dad. She actually has six siblings 3 sisters and 3 brothers. Jayde is second oldest she has an older sister who also has a diffrent dad. Then you have Jayde's 5 younger siblings who all have the same dad.
Jayde who was already having a bad day because her baby brother wouldn't stop crying. Finaly her mother came back. But she was pissed off and acting like a bitch.
JAYDE's P.O.V.
"Oh GOD! I wish Jagyr would stop crying" I thought to myself. Around 1:30 p.m. my mom came home with my two siblings one was 11 and had a root-canal. The other was 9 and had to get medicine for his infected toe. As soon as my mom got home she told us to clean up the kitchen. " Ok " i thought "it's not that messy" After I was done washing the dishes she started to YELL at us to get some trash bags and pick up the fuzz from the pillow that the dogs ripped up. After about an hour of picking up there was still a lot of fuzz left so I sat on the porch and pick up by where i was sitting. My stupid idiot little brother who had put a rock in his bag to keep it from blowing away was too close to our sliding glass door and he was swinging it around and it hit the door which shattered into a million pieces. I ws already pissed at this point. So while my little brother was picking up the fuzz cause i yelled at him to stay away from his glassy mess he made. Justyce my 11 year old sister and I was picking up the glass when my mother yelled at Jaxyon, Jyara, and I that we have 20 minutes to pick up all the fuzz. Or she'll spank us with a stick. Because I was already in a black pissed off mood. So i turned up my music so i couldn't hear anything else and I started to think " Ok i'm gonna kill myself tonight in my sleep but i'll have a note saying 'I'm sorry to my dearest friend' and under that it'll say "MOM FUCK YOU". it's now about 8:30 p.m. i was putting my stuff in my blue draw string bag like an extrea pair of clothes and my note books. i switch my muddy shoes for my tenis shoes. i had just turned out my light and was about to jump out my window. But because i turned out my light i never saw it coming. A black mass engulfed me into even more darkness i tried to scream but my voice was lost but shcok and fear. I fell and hit the ground.!