I dont own the books. I know people have done this story loads, but i wanted to mkae mine a little different, so give it a try...
Once again, i felt myself gazing at the face of the most gorgeous but heartbreakin evil that existed in forks, the rainest place in america. His eyes skimming over his prey, like an animal. The thought made an unpleasurable shiver run down my spine.
His eyes set on the group of wanna-be pretty girls, a few lockers down from me. Anger boiled through my vains, sweat began to drip lighly down my neck to my spine, as the heat grew ever hotter underneath my pale skin. My face grew redder and redder, so i hid it with my brown waved hair. The smell of honey, wiffed past, as she heard foot steps commin past her. The smell was sikely sick, like hard candy dipped in sugary sweetness.
Like him, his outta apearance was like gods-gift, but underneath he was hard and emotionless to love and caring for people. Underneath he was the devil himself. He attracted the girls, took thier souls and then left, leaving them feeling vulnerable and alone. But in high school terms, that meant taking thier virginity, then leaving them to deal with the emotions. Never calling them back, until they finally break and beg. So he can continue using them, with no payment in return, they think hes doing them a favour. Twisted. He may have sexy toussled unique bronze hair, and perfect angular features, but is it really worth it, to sell your soul for a day or two with his lies and false charm.
I put the rest of my earlier books into my already stuffed locker, and began reaching for my trig homework. But as i reached, i got slammed into my locker, harder than i thought possible. My face hit the corner of my earlier books, while my body got knocked directly into the bricks in the wall below my locker. All i could think of was 'owww'. As i pulled my sekf outta my locker, i faced the verdicts, Jessica and the devil himself, edward lip-locked. Urghh.
I nudged them with all my strength, they moved about two inches. That really made a difference. I pulled out my homeword and shut my silver locker door, just about, without harming myself or the two laying a locker aside to mine. Ever since his balls dropped, the same routine happened again and again, but with may other girls.
As i reached my next class, trig, i realised only a few people actually are here. Mike, my puppy-like follower/stalker, Erik, the smartest techno guy ive ever met in my life, and angela, the sweetest friend ive ever had. She was shy, but underneath she really was the most caring friend you need.
"Bells" They all chorused, smiling friendly at me. I loved my friends deeply, even though there all very different, we still got along. Even if i didnt have that many, with these i didnt need that many. Not even the cullens i once thought of like family.
" Hey guys, and girl" I smiled back, winking angela. She giggled, sending warm friendly waves to me. I sat next to ang, hoping to get away from mikes woundering hands. Hes always had a crush on me since, well, for aslong as i can remember. It bothers me, but theres nothing i can do, i dont feel that way. Hes too baby-ish. His chubby cheeks and baby blue eyes, they dont do it for me. I like man faces, like well ... noone, noone here is my taste. My mother always said i was born at thirty, and every year i grew more middle-aged. So i'm hoping to find another teen-middleaged guy.
When i looked around the classroom now, i noticed most had taken thier seats, talkin amongst thier friends. Jess was the nest person to come through the classroom with all the other slutts/ aka. Edwards play dolls.
" OH OMG, Edward cullen, oh Eddie, his messy hair and his oh so lucious lips. I like always knew he'd come back to me, he like missed me too much." her voice droned on. Her face remained dazzled as she took a seat at the back of the classroom, with every guy checking out her arse, clearly visable through her short short skirt. Come on we are living in Forks, its freezing. I always thought her and Mike would get to together, with them both being the needy people they are, no offence to Mike personally, but the'd go well together.
I noticed angelas face, on my left. Her face looked pained, like someone had stabbed her through her torso. One year ago she told me about her love for the beast, Edward. She said, 'He's smart, into music. That person everyone sees is a mask. I know underneath hes a gentleman, who loves romance and.. i think i love him', i always thought it was ridiculous, but seeing the pain she goes through, maybe she has slight feelings for that animal.
" Blah, like im such a slut, like blah, blah" i whispered in angela's ear, trying to sound like jessica. She smiled, but the smile didnt reach her eyes. She turned her head up to the front taking a deep breath in. I shrugged my shoulders, in confusion. How could she feel for him, shes too good for him. She was truly the nicest self-less person, and here she grieves for lost love. Sorry but Edward is unable to love, thats who he is. Ang is 5 foot 3, where as im 5 foot 5, so i always felt like shes my new younger sister, who i had to look out for. She wore the same type of clothes that i did, both 1 size bigger, covering our bodys comfortable, instead of showing it to the puplic eye. I wouldnt call my self an eye sore, but i wasnt acactly beautifiul either, i was average. Plain Jane.
The bell rang, loud and clear, awakinin me from my thoughts. I stood up slowly, smiling at my friends. Lunch time. My stomache growled quietly in agreement. Before anyone had left thier table, of course, Jessica and the slutts left first, swaying thier hips with extra force, in what they thought was sexy, and what we, i mean my friends, call desperate. Mike was the first one to break the silence in the classroom.
" God i'd so bang that chick, what bout you, bang jess?" He shouted freely and exitedly towards Eric. I raised my eyebrows in disgust. Guys eh?.
" na, not my type, her outfit screams slut" I answered, before Eric could get out one word. I winked. I pushed them, including Ang out of the classroom before the subject could come up again. Ang seemed, still hurt, so i decided to distract her
" Hey, ang, why dont we do something tonight. I got sweet and toffee popcorn at my house and charlie actually bought a new dvd the other day, so i was thinking of having a girls night. So whatcha think?"
She smiled, nodding along with my idea. Her smile reached her eyes this time. She loosened up, and repied.
" sounds good to me, as long as we get some choclate chip icecream too." I laughed at her enthusuim. We talked more about the night, as we walked into the cafateria.
Lunch ended, so Mike decided to tag along with my to the next lesson, boilogy. I hated it. I was good at the subject, being the second smartest class mate, second to Edward. Thats why mr banner put us tohgether, but as usual Edward got what he wanted, which was to be sat next to Lauren at the back. So now i sat with Mike, which wasnt that bad. Atleast i was a good tutur for him, if he got stuck through his work. And meant that i was as far as possible from the beast, Edward Cullen. I sat at my desk, which was placed at the front right corner. I turned my head to face the rest of the class to see, everyone was already seated, including mike right next to me.
The lesson carried on, like normal. Lauren had her claws down Edwards pants fidling round, and his around her torso, raising her top, to reach into her bra. Lovely. The girls sat thier in envy, while the guys sat thier watching highfiving eachother, when Edward showed them under Lauren mallorys top. Anger seeped through into my system. How could he be smarter than me, if he never pays attention. But as usual, i looked away, and proceeded in thinkin about something more important, like Mr banners little speach about Blood typing.
" So, remember, to ask your parents or your doctor, your blood type. We are doing blood typing in 2 weeks, so please dont forget." He carried on..
I started to doodle on my front cover of my book, i didnt release till id finished, it was an eye, an eye that seemed all so famililar, but who... The lesson soon ended, so me and Mike walked into the p.e changing rooms. I picked a pot that was my space. The furthest away from the stuckup cullen girls, and their followers, such as lauren, jess and bree.
As i walked into the gym, i noticed Mike immediatly. I walked over to where he stood. But someone stuck out thier foot, before i could reach where he sat on the bench. I looked up from where i sat, and noticed it was Bree.
Shes really pale with black hair and Blue-ish green eyes. I felt tears wanting to escape, but i kept them in, and glared at her, with the best anger, i could manage. She just looked back down at me like i was a bug ready to be squished. She was silent in school, always following Alice Cullen and Rosalie Hale round. She moved down to forks a year ago. She actualy came and made friends with me, before anyone else, but on the second day, she ignored me. I didnt know why, but i found out after i saw her with Alice and the lot.
Alice cullen was my best friend for years, but since high school, she complety ignored me, sniggered everytime i came past. She finally agreed with what id said about us before. How im not good anough for her or for our friends, Emmett, the guy i always saw as my nig brother. He would've knocked down any guy for me, or Jasper, the guy who always knew what was up with me, even if i tried my hardest to hide it. or even Edward cullen, who loved to share his music with me, talked about secrets with me, told me everything. He was the one guy i thought that was different. They were my family.
Im o an only child so i felt they were the only ones who i loved, apart from charlie and renee, but being away from Renne, my mother i only had Charlie, my dad. I trusted them, but i guess I was just a birden on them before. Almost 2 years ago had they noticed. I was over it, they were over it. We never kept eye contact, or even achnolodged each other.
I got up from the floor seconds later, muttering words under my breath.
" Stupid stuckup, slutts, thinking they own the place."
I looked up to find, everyone staring at me, even all the guys. The Slutts, came marching over, including Alice and Rosalie. The sound of thier steps, made my heart pump faster. Okay, maybe i thought i said that under my breath. I felt a slap come across my face. The pain made me extutaiting. But even the after pain made me feel like i was being slapped over and over. I looked up to see, Alice there, pure hatred and evil was in her eyes. This wasnt the Alice i grew up with, she was happy, and the most amazing person in the world. Jasper came running up, dragging Alice back with him, turing her around, calming her. My heart broke as i watched them all laugh and walk off. My family, gone.
" Wow Alice, that really made you the bigger person, wait you too small to be an actaul person" I Said mockingly. She means nothing to me now. Nothing. I smirked.
She turned around, with the deadliest glare, her face complete from any emotion apart from anger and hatred. If she could, shed have steam comming from her ears.
" HA HA, you dont count as a person swan, only now, i bet that people are noticing you. like always, for people to notice you, you need me." She smirked. I laughed, then smiled.
" And... i dont need attention to feel loved, i feel sorry for you." Okay im digging myself a bigger hole. Maybe i should give up now. or maybe i should share my opinions. Okay im giving in...
" who loves you Swan, you mum, well wheres she?, wheres the guy you were goner save yourself for, cause i dont see anyone, but you on your own.!" She replied. That hurt. my mum, how could she? well thats it..
" Wheres your REAL parents, wait they ditched you, oops." I replied, with tears threatning to come out. What have i done? why did i even say anything? why my? I walked out of the gym and ran to my car park, carefully, trying not to trip on my way to my red cherry truck.
I pressed my foot down on the peddle, at the fasted speed, 55mph. Not much, but fast anough for me. I arrived home 15 minutes later, with new fresh salt water pouring down my face. i pulled my hair back from my face, as i unlocked the door. Luckily Charlie wasnt home. I wasnt in the mood to explain. I looked into the mirror, and noticed my eyes were turing reddish, so i desided, to go have a shower. Life changes eh? Even if you dont want it to. People change, they grow up, and forget things.
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