A/N: So I know I started a story with this title already but I didn't want to do that anymore… ;) After you read this Review please? *bats eyes* Pretty pleaseeee?

Disclaimer: Not my characters. All belongs to Stephanie Meyer

This is an Edward/Bella story!

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"And this class is…" I drowned out Mr. Banner's speech on chromosomes and popped in my head phones. I flipped through my playlists until I found my Biology playlist. It held all the songs I needed to feel good during that class.

Get High by Lil Wyte started to play.

I started thinking about last Saturday and was soon grabbing up my books and sneaking out the side door.

I walked down the hallway and found my locker. I dumped my books in my locker and grabbed up my bag.

I walked out of the school ignoring my books for homework and got into my truck.

Slamming the door I started my car. I drove past my house and went to the corner store. I walked into the alley next to the small store and saw Mike.

"Hey Mike," I said pulling out my wad of cash.

"You got any?" I asked.

He nodded and I said, "How much you running this week?"

"$250.00," He said.

Ouch…

I stepped close to him and nuzzled his neck with my nose. "Really Mikey? $250.00?" I asked slowly tracing my finger down his chest.

"I could…maybe knock a few dollars down," He said.

I kissed his neck and said, "That would be nice."

"What about $100.00?" He asked.

I kissed his neck again and pulled away. I pulled a $100 bill out of my pocket and handed it to him. He handed me the bag and I kissed his cheek.

"Thank you Mikey," I whispered seductively before walking back out of the alley.

I got back in my truck and drove home.

I got out of my truck and slipped the bag of cocaine I had gotten from Mike into my bra.

I walked inside and shouted out, "Charlie! Renee!"

There was no response. I grabbed a knife from the kitchen and went upstairs to my room.

I pulled out the cocaine and sat it along with the knife on my desk.

I grabbed a tampon out of my bathroom and pulled it apart until I was only holding the tube. I went back to my room and closed the door.

I sat the tube on the desk and pulled out a rock. I cut it up with my knife and then grabbed a razor out of one of my drawers. I cut it finer and then lined up 3 lines.

I grabbed the tampon tube and stuck it in my nose. I pushed my left nostril closed and sniffed hard with my right. I got the line up and was about to start the second when there was a knock at my window.

"Fuck," I mumbled wiping the cocaine into the bag. I pushed the bag into my back pocket, pushed the knife and razor behind a stuffed duck on my desk, and went to my window.

Sitting on a tree branch was my boyfriend, Eric Yorkie. I ushered him in and he sat down on my bed. I pulled the bag out from my back pocket and grabbed my duck. I ripped open the opening I had made a long time ago and stuffed the bag into the duck. I sat the duck back on top of my razor and knife.

I turned back to Eric and smiled. Eric didn't know I did cocaine. Hell he didn't know I was cheating on him with 3 different guys and every Friday I saw his brother. I was also using him like none other…

"I skipped last period. I tried to find you but I couldn't," I pouted while sitting down on his lap and wrapping my hands around his neck.

I started kissing his neck and Eric said, "I was uh in Language still. Mrs. Ogle wouldn't let me out of her sight."

I kissed up his neck, over his jaw, and planted a big kiss on his lips.

I kissed him deeper and I pulled away, "But I missed you."

I was lying through my teeth and he was so lust crazy he didn't notice.

I am manipulative but I have to be…

"I'm sorry," He mumbled.

I pulled away and I said, "I don't think you are."

He frowned and I pouted.

I pushed him down on the bed and before I could go anywhere he rolled us over.

"I'm sorry I couldn't get out of Language," He said kissing down my collarbone.

I moaned lightly and he nibbled on my ear. "Forgive me?" He asked.

I shook my head.

He kissed down my V-neck shirt and started to slip my shirt off when there was a knock at the door.

I jumped. In waltzed Emmett, my brother.

"Fuck," I mumbled.

Instantly Emmett's expression went from happy go lucky to angry as fuck.

He pulled Eric off of me by the collar of his shirt.

I burst into tears and let me tell you now, they were definitely fake.

I heard Emmett cussing out Eric downstairs and laughed quietly but kept up the tears. The door slammed shut and Emmett stomped back upstairs.

"What the fuck was that, Bella?" Emmett shouted.

I flinched; I mean he was ten times bigger than me.

"He – He the window," I said pointing to the now open window.

Realization dawned on Emmett's face and he just about turned to go back downstairs when I sobbed harder.

Damn this was getting too easy.

Emmett came over to me and wrapped me in a huge hug. He soothed me, which I didn't need, until I stopped crying.

Charlie came home soon after and I begged Emmett not to tell Charlie.

Eric didn't need to see the inside of a jail cell because of me.

Emmett agreed reluctantly and we all ate in silence. After Charlie was finished I cleaned the dishes, Renee walked in and mumbled something about waiting for her and I went to my room. I locked the door and sat down at my desk. I fished the bag of cocaine out of my stuffed duck and grabbed the knife and razor.

I dumped it all on my desk and the powder stayed in the bag. I scooted the rocks over and poured the powder on to the desk. I lined it up into two lines.

I grabbed my new tampon, I couldn't find the other, and pulled it apart. I sniffed the first line and then the second. I pushed the rocks into the bag and shoved it all underneath my duck. I walked over to my bed and lay down with a smile on my face.

I love coke.

***

When I woke up there was a rock pounding against my window.

I looked at my clock and it said 12:00 P.M. Friday.

I got out of bed and walked to the window. A boy was throwing a rock at my window. I hadn't seen this boy around. I stuck my head out the window and whisper shouted, "Who the fuck are you?"

He seemed shell shocked for a second then he whispered back, "Where's Emmett?"

I rolled my eyes. Of course he was looking for Emmett.

I held up a hand and went to knock on Emmett's door. He answered wide eyed.

"What are you doing up?" He asked.

Why is he so awake?

"What are you doing in there?" I asked.

"Nothing," he said pulling the door closer to him.

"There's a boy at my window. He wants to talk to you," I said.

He brushed past me and while walking to my room asked, "Who is it?"

"How the fuck would I know?" I asked him angrily.

Emmett walked into my room and threw open my window. He waved his hand up and before I knew it a wet boy was climbing up my tree and into my bedroom.

I glanced at my desk and sure enough my coke and knife and razor were hidden.

"Edward, my man," Emmett said patting the boy on the shoulder. Well he wasn't really a boy. He was older than me.

This…Edward….he was kind of hot. He had bronze hair, a tight wet shirt on, due to the rain, and dark blue jeans on. He was holding a case of beer and was just barely under Emmett's height. He seemed to have a nice body. Probably played a sport.

I huffed.

Grass fairy.

I stared at the two boys and folded my arms across my chest. Right under my boobs.

"Well?" I asked expectantly.

We paid each other to keep quiet about late night sneak –in-s.

Emmett reached into the package of beer and threw it at me. I caught it and tapped the top. I popped the top and chugged it down. I crushed it and handed it to the….Edward. He grabbed it and I smiled.

"Now. Get the fuck out of my room," I said.

Emmett laughed and the boy eyed me for a second.

Shouldn't he be shivering? My room is freezing and he just got out of the rain.

Weird.

….Edward….walked out of the room behind Emmett. Right before the door shut….Edward….paused for a second.

Apparently he thought better of it and closed the door.

I sighed and climbed back into bed after closing the window and locking it.

Enough intrusions.

I fell asleep thinking of how great it was that tomorrow was Friday. No school. And I was going to see my best fuck. Eric's brother.

***

When I woke up Emmett was in my room and pushing a now dry…Edward….out my window.

I sat up and then lay back down realizing I was only in my bra and panties.

"What. The. Fuck?" I asked Emmett. Slowly sounding out each word.

"Shh, Charlie and Renee are scanning the house today," Emmett whispered.

I sat upright and grabbed my duck from my desk. I pulled the knife and razor into my pocket and then I realized I was in my panties and bra in front of a 19 year old boy.

Fuck.

"Get the hell out of here," I hissed at both…Edward…and Emmett.

Emmett walked out of his room and…Edward…jumped out the window. I was shocked to see him run easily across the lawn. Did he use the tree?

Maybe he's in track.

There was no time for thinking about that. I shoved the cocaine into the slit I had on the duck.

Renee tapped on my door and then entered.

Standard procedure since I was adopted to this family. Emmett and I were adopted. When he was 15 and I was 13. Now he was 19 and I was 17. Renee and Charlie apparently adopted unruly kids. I was into drinking around 12 so I snuck drinks into the orphanage all the time. Emmett snuck cigarettes and beer into the orphanage. We were practically brother and sister at the orphanage so Charlie and Renee adopted both of us. When I asked Renee, that's what she had always been to me, Renee, why she didn't just have a baby of her own. Why she would want a bunch of unruly kids like us. She said that she had had a baby once on her own. He had died in the womb. She wanted to adopt because she couldn't stand maybe losing a baby again.

Anyways when I started living here the first week on Friday Renee had tapped on my door and entered without permission. She didn't usually do that. Then I heard Emmett yelling at Charlie to 'get the fuck out of his room.' Renee searched my room and found my cocaine. I had started that week and she was livid. She yelled, took away all my allowance, yelled some more, and eventually left after grounding me. Emmett got busted for a pack of beer in the back of his closet.

We both learned that by Friday every week we had best have our shit hidden very well or else we were going to be in huge trouble.

After I had zonked out I had forgotten until Emmett had told me this morning what else Friday meant.

Renee searched through everything. When she asked for my duck I cocked an eyebrow. She grabbed it from me and she didn't find my very well hidden cut. The cut was under his beak, which was really small so when I pulled most of the stuffing out the bag fit perfectly. She handed me the duck back and handed me my allowance.

I know it sounds dumb to be getting an allowance at 17 but they gave me $150.00 every week. Who was I to say no to $150.00?

"Thank you Renee," I said.

I heard Emmett shout, "God damn it!"

I snickered and shut my door when Renee left.

I slipped on a blue button up top and pulled on dark blue jeans. I pulled on my brown buckle up boots with a 2 inch heel and pulled on my brown coat with the fur lining.

I texted Peter, Eric's brother, and said, 'Can I come over?'

He texted back and said, 'Sure.'

I headed out the door and down the stairs when Charlie asked, "Where are you going?"

"Library, I have to get a new book. Be back in a few hours," I said.

"Few hours? It will take you a few hours to get a new book?" He asked.

"Charlie, give me time. I do things on my own. I can spend a lot of time at a library, much more than a few hours. Just text me when you want me home, okay?" I asked.

He nodded and I nodded back.

I went outside and started Emmett's jeep. He wouldn't need it for a few days…Weeks…depending on what he got busted for.

I drove over to Eric's and parked. I slipped into Peter's window and sat on his bed. 'Here, in your bedroom.' I texted him.

'Okay. Be up in a minute.' He texted back.

I smiled and pulled off my coat. I threw it on his desk chair and lay down on his bed.

Peter walked in and I smiled.

Peter had a really nice body. Flat abs and he wasn't half bad looking.

Not as good looking as…Edward…but eh…

Whoa… Where did that come from?

Peter walked over to me and kissed me deeply. He pulled my shirt over my head and unclasped my bra.

Slow but getting to the point. It's how I liked it with Peter. He didn't spend time whispering sweet nothings to me because we didn't like each other like that. We were fuck buddies…that's it.

He kissed down my neck to my taut nipples. He pulled one into his mouth and sucked on it. I moaned quietly and gasped out, "Where are your parents?"

He pulled off of my nipple and whispered against it with his cold breath, "Out of town."

He pulled the other nipple into his mouth and sucked on it, biting gently. I moaned a little louder and whispered, "Siblings?"

"Went with," He mumbled pulling away from my nipples.

I smiled. I kissed him again and rolled us over. I pulled his shirt off and kissed his neck. I went down his neck, over his collarbone and up to his ear. I licked around the rim and whispered, "I want you to fuck me so hard, I scream your name when I cum."

He smiled and I licked down his chest. I got to his 'happy trail' and twirled the fine hairs. I pulled on his yoga pants and they came down easily. I stared down at his member.

"Commando. I like it," I whispered, blowing my hot breath on to him. He shuddered and I slowly licked up his shaft.

I took the head into my mouth and swirled my tongue around it.

He groaned and I saw through my eye lashes that he had his head back and was gripping the sheets.

I hummed around his shaft taking him all the way in.

I didn't even flinch when he hit the back of my throat. It came natural.

I bobbed on him for a few more minutes and then he let out a loud moan and gasped out, "Bella!" when he came.

I swallowed it down and then he was on top of me in a few seconds. He pulled down my underwear and threw them to the side. He entered me swiftly and I gasped as he slid all the way into me. He let me adjust and then pumped slowly at first. He picked up pace and was soon fucking me.

"Uh, uh, uh, Peter. Oh fuck. Right there, right there! Yes! Yes! Oh fuck yes! Peter!!" I shouted as he hit my G-spot and rode on it. I came screaming his name. He followed soon after and he rolled off me.

We were both panting and I recovered first, of course. I stood up and stretched. My back popped and I pulled on my shirt. I slipped on my pants and grabbed my coat. I kissed him on the forehead and said, "Text me later."

He nodded and I left out his front door.

I drove to the library and saw Angela, the librarian. I walked up to her and said, "Can I have your 3 top books?"

She nodded and said she'd be right back.

I caught a few guys checking me out, which caused them to blush, which caused me to laugh quietly at their innocent gesture. If they knew I had just fucked my boyfriend's brother for about the 20th time, they'd probably take no shame in eye fucking me.

"Here are those books," She said handing me three copies from the same author.

"Thanks, Angie," I said handing her my library card. She scanned it or whatever they do at the library. Then she handed it back to me.

"Due next week, Hun," she said.

"Alright, see you next week," I said setting my old books on the check-in counter.

I drove home with three Stephanie Meyer's books in my front seat and grimaced when I noticed a car parked in Emmett's usual spot. I parked behind the car that was oblivious to getting in the way of my brother's car.

I walked up to the window and knocked on the window. A boy was sitting in the driver's seat and when I say boy I mean another 19 year old I refused to say was older than me.

He rolled down the window and he said in a thick southern voice, "What can I do for you ma'am?"

I stared at him for a second. I took him in. He didn't look right, almost as if he was in pain... "Get out of my parking space," I said staring him in the eye. He nodded his head and said, "My apologies ma'am."

I rolled my eyes and walked back to the jeep. I moved it out of the way and then…Edward…emerged from my house. The man in the car pulled out of the drive way, I pulled in, and got out right after I parked the thing. I walked up to…Edward… and said, "What are you doing here?"

"Came to see Emmett, no one answered the door though," He said.

I eyed him for a second and then went to the door. I knocked lightly and no one responded.

Wasn't Tilly home today? We adopted Tilly when I moved in, she turned 7 last week.

I tried the door and it was unlocked. I noticed…Edward…staring intently at me and I shrugged. I opened the door full blown and everyone in the room shouted, "Happy Birthday!"

I groaned and I was soon engulfed in a huge bear hug by Emmett. I turned around to the door and…Edward…was still there.

He wasn't alone now though, the boy who looked like he was in pain was standing next to him.

Okay…

Emmett slipped through the door and gave me a look. I understood, he didn't want me to rat him out. I nodded and he smiled. I closed the door and mingled with all the people in my living room.

Sister Gianna was there, along with Headmaster Father Felix. I cringed remembering all the hand smacks, lectures, and sit downs I had had with those two. I went over to them and said, "Sister, Father, nice of you two to come."

They talked to me, asked me about my 'issues' and left soon after. They had business to attend to. There were about 35 people in my living room. I greeted several kids I had been friends with at the orphanage. They looked good.

It seemed like a decade since I had seen them, even though it had only been a few years. I saw Alice and my day brightened. I walked over to her and tapped her on the shoulder. "Excuse me I am looking for room G4," I said.

She turned around with a bewildered look on her face. When she saw it was me she screamed and hugged me. "Bella! I mean G4? G4 there is no G4. Oh you're looking for D4," She said. I laughed.

Alice and I had met at the orphanage and she always had my back. She'd back me up on when I got in trouble.

I still remember the day we had met.

FLASHBACK

I was looking around the orphanage when I walked into a short pixie like girl. She had black hair and I quickly apologized.

"Excuse me I am looking for room G4," I said hoping this girl would know where it is.

"G4? G4 there is no G4. Oh you're looking for D4," She said after she studied my paper.

At the orphanage we got 'dorm rooms.' The Sisters there wanted us to have an experience to look back on.

"Oh my gosh! You're bunking with me! I'm Alice," She said hugging me.

I hugged back and said, "I'm Bella."

She took me to the 'dorm' which really looked like a jail cell to me. She helped me unpack then took me around to see everything.

And everyone.

END OF FLASHBACK

I hugged her again and we talked.

She had been adopted by the Cullen family. They didn't live to far away from here.

When everyone cleared out Alice and I stayed. We watched movies and then she said she had curfew and had to get home. "Please! Don't leave! Stay for a little bit longer!" I begged her.

"Bella! I can't I had to be home about 10 minutes ago. Esme is going to flip a switch and Carlisle will have my head if I don't go home soon," She said.

"Charlie will drive you home," I said hugging her again.

We both got into the back of the patrol car and soon we were on a 5 minutes drive to the Cullen's mansion. It wasn't really a mansion. But it probably was.

She got out, gave me her cell, said she had texting, and walked up to her door.

Charlie drove me home and I went upstairs.

I remembered to set the Stephanie Meyer's book out on the dinner table so they knew I went to the library.

Emmett was sneaking into my window and was dragging…Edward…and boy in pain along with him.

"Seriously? Next time use your window," I said.

"My window doesn't have a tree to climb right next to my window," Emmett said.

I nodded and then the three were in my room.

"Emmett! Where are you?" Charlie yelled from Emmett's room.

"Fuck," Emmett mumbled.

He slipped out of my room after telling…Edward…and boy in pain to stay in my room.

I walked over to…Edward...and took the beer away from him.

I sat it on my desk and went to my closet. I searched through my closet for my pajamas and found them. I slipped off my shirt, facing away from the two boys, and pulled on my long t-shirt. It hit be about mid calf, since it was Emmett's. I pulled off my jeans and sat them in my closet and turned back to the boys.

I pointed to boy in pain and said quietly, "What's your name?"

"Ja-Jasper," He stuttered.

I nodded and pointed to…Edward…and asked him the same.

"Edward, we met yesterday," He said.

I nodded and sat down on my bed.

I folded my legs and the shirt rode up a little.

I was messing with them but oh well.

"Haven't seen either of you around," I said quietly.

"I just moved in with the Cullen's," He said.

"What about you?" I asked Jasper.

"I just moved here from Texas, my sister and I," He said staring intently at my legs.

I nodded and lay down on my bed.

I wasn't wearing anything underneath the shirt because I had left my bra and panties with Peter.

I grabbed my cell phone and texted Peter, 'Like my present?'

He texted back and said, 'Love it.'

I laughed and threw my phone on the dresser next to my bed.

I turned on my lamp and stared at the two boys standing next to my window.

I rolled off my bed and walked right next to Jasper. I pulled down the window and sat back down on my bed.

I stared at the two boys and they didn't move. They just stood there, Jasper arms at his side, Edward had his arms folded across his chest.

It was an impressive chest. I told them to sit and they sat down on my floor. I smirked and idly wondered what was keeping Emmett.

I got off my bed and walked over to my door. I cracked it and I saw Charlie walking around upstairs. That's why Emmett can't come get his friends.

I sighed and closed the door softly. I walked to my closet, pulled my jeans out of the pile, pulled out the knife and razor, and went back to my desk. I sat the knife under my duck and threw the razor into a drawer. I pulled my duck into a sitting up position so he covered the handle too.

I stood on my tip toes and grabbed from underneath my tiny water cooler my pack of cigarettes. I went back to my bed and sat down. I stared at the two boys and decided I'd have to make a lighter materialize. I went to my side drawer and dug around.

I found my lighter and lit a cigarette after locking my door.

I unplugged the fire alarm and pulled hard on the cigarette. The boys both had cell phones out and were texting someone.

Or playing Tetris…

But I was betting on texting.

I finished my cigarette, threw it out my window, plugged the alarm back in after spraying Febreeze, and unlocked my door.

Emmett walked in and ushered Jasper and Edward out of the room. I spotted Edward's phone on the floor and chose not to acknowledge it.

They all left, after taking their beer. Emmett kissed me on the cheek and said thanks.

I nodded and locked the door when they left.

I grabbed Edward's phone and turned the volume down. I flipped it open and dialed my phone number. I ignored the call on my phone. Closed his phone. Saved his number. Deleted the call history. And then texted him saying, 'Hi, this is Bella.'

I picked up his phone after turning the volume back to his level. I knocked on Emmett's door, Emmett answered and I said, "I have Edward's phone."

I heard Edward mutter, "Shit."

And I smiled. I should have gone through his texts.

Emmett took it and threw it at Edward.

I went back to my room and my phone flashed. I locked the door and flipped open my phone.

'Hi, this is Edward.'

I laughed and threw my phone on my bed.

I pulled my coke out and reused my old tampon.

I dumped a rock out of the bag and cut it up.

I cut it finer with the razor and used my tampon to snort up the four lines I had cut up.

I went to my bed and lay down. I fell asleep thinking about Edward Cullen.

***

A/N: Long chapter… There was 4,746 words in this chapter… (not including the A/N)

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Okay before you ask in the story before Edward actually introduces himself whenever Bella thinks of his name it's '…Edward…' that's because she wasn't sure if it was a nickname or his real name.

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