//Song Lyrics//
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Death of Me
//I should've seen all the signs all around me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds//
Deidara had always known that emotional attachments would get him no where…they only lead to hurt and sorrow. Ever since he was a child, he had never let anyone into his mind, into his heart. He didn't want to be hurt, he didn't want to feel the pain…but then he met Sasori.
//So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you//
For years, Deidara had stood by Sasori, his partner, his friend…his lover. He should've always known he would feel pain in the end…but he'd never thought about. No, he'd never wanted to think about it.
No matter what Sasori did, no matter what he said…Deidara had still loved him. So much he'd loved him…maybe to the point it was dangerous. But he'd never cared; he loved Sasori, Sasori liked him. Everything was fine…
…until Sasori didn't come back.
//You tear me down and then
You pick me upYou take it all and still it's
Not enough
You try to tell me you can
Heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the Death of Me//
…Deidara had always known that attachments would only hurt him…he had always known…and now, he'd felt the pain of loss and sorrow…never again would he do it. Never again would he open his heart to anyone else. He'd swore he never would again…until he met Tobi.
//How can you help my affliction
If you're the sickness and not the cure//
Tobi was…different than Sasori. Tobi wasn't a controller, like Deidara's Danna had been. He was…the controlled. Deidara had always been able to control Tobi…but he'd tried not to let himself grow attached…not again. He wouldn't feel that pain ever again.
//Too long I've faked this addiction
Another sacrifice to make us pure//
…Finally…something just…broke. Like a dam had burst open and a tsunami of water had came rushing out. That's what it had felt like. That's what it had felt like when Deidara had finally admitted it…
…he loved Tobi. And their was no way of stopping himself from loving the masked man…Deidara knew he was bound to get hurt again, but he didn't care. When he was with Tobi…it wasn't like when he'd been with Sasori. With Tobi, it was passion, lust, love, frustration…all of those mixed together. Oh yes, Deidara knew someone was bound to be hurt…but…
//You tear me down and then
You pick me up
You take it all and still it's
Not enough
You try to tell me you can
Heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the Death of Me//
…even now…
//You tear me down and then
You pick me upYou take it all and still it's
Not enough
You try to tell me you can
Heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the Death of Me//
…who would've thought…
//I won't forget, I cannot forget thisI won't forget, I'll never forget this
I WON'T FORGET,I CANNOT FORGET THISI WON'T FORGET,I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS//
//I know that I can never prove this illusion
You aren't the one that I thought you were
And so I learned to embrace this delusion
The line that separates us starts to blur//
…Tobi was the one who was going to be hurt in the end of it all…and he would never feel the same again.
//You tear me down and then
You pick me up
You take it all and still it's
Not enough
You try to tell me you can
Heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the Death of Me
And you'll be the Death of Me!!!//