"I still remember his face the day it happened the day that man with an upside down cross on his forehead killed my parents."
June 13, 2003 I had just gotten out of school when someone walked up to me and told me to "Hurry home there's a surprise waiting for you". But I gave it no thought and went to my martial arts class instead. All the while training I couldn't focus at all, those words that guy said to me "Home, Surprise, Waiting for me..."; what was he talking about what kinda surprise would be waiting for me at home?. I had no idea what he was talking about but something inside me was telling me to go home. That's when I started to get this funny feeling in my stomach something seemed a bit off I had to get home and fast I told my sensei I had urgent family business I had to attend to. But he wouldn't let me off so easily he told me to come to his office to have a talk although I was in a rush I went to his office anyway, that's when breathing started to get heavy, my hands started to sweat, the noise started to go silent as i couldn't hear anything. I was real anxious to get home and that's when my sensei close the door and clapped his hands, and asked me "what's wrong with you today it looks like you can't seem to focus today at all". He was right i couldn't focus during training at all and on top of that I really didn't want to explain why, all I could tell him is I really have to get home