//song quote//
I Hate Everything About You
//I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me?//
Why? That one word echoes in my mind, like a broke record, or an annoying song played again and again. Why does it always come to this? Why do I…why do you…? I can't even think of the words to say about us. We're both pretty screwed up…And is there even an "us?" What are we? Enemies? No, we're definitely not that. Partners? Yes, but it's something more than that. Friends? Even that word seems weak to describe you and I. Something more…? If so, what would it be called? I don't know…
Why do I even think like this?! You don't even love me…do you? I don't want to ask…I don't know if I'll ever be able to…Emotions are troublesome. No wonder you left yours behind…so you wouldn't have to feel the pain that they bring. No wonder you gave up your humanity…though it still sickens me.
That's the problem; I love you, yet I hate everything about you. You drive me insane!! You think that to live, you must live forever. You think that art must be forever to truly be art…but you're wrong. You only truly live if you die, for death is a part of life!! Why can't you see that?! Everything has a time, be it a life, art, or whatever!! You say that my views are wrong, that art, like life, shouldn't be spontaneous, fleeting…an explosion…but…
Why. That one. Simple. Word. Why is like this? Why do I love you? Everything about you disgusts, annoys, or scares me!! And why do you love me?! You hate everything I do, I say, I believe!! I'm still not sure if you even do!!! Why…
…We really are a screwed up pair, aren't we…?