"how can i say this without breaking?
how can i say this without taking over?
how can i put in down into words
when it's almost too much for my soul alone?"
~fleurie, hurts like hell~
prompt; write something based off of the song stuck in your head under 300 words
title: the stars are watching you
fandom: KOTLC
ship: none; sophie's old filial relationship
word count: 268
author: WiseGirlGeek
rating: T (song name)
notes: have fun reading this poetry crap. i haven't read lodestar yet, soooo . . .
song: fleurie, hurts like hell
once upon a time you loved other people
not
grady
or
edaline
or your other friends:
fitz and keefe and dex and biana and tam and linh
back then
before you knew about the real you . . .
you loved mom and dad and amy
yeah, so maybe you were different
maybe you could hear people
[in your head out of your head why won't they stop why can't they stop help me please]
and maybe . . .
maybe they noticed
and maybe they thought you were
'weird'
'strange'
'freaky'
. . . especially amy, remember? . . .
but they still
l
o
v
e
d
you
^and oh that mattered that mattered a lot^
you love
|loved|
them too
—
now they're gone
say hi now to
connor and kate and natalie
who are you?
they don't know.
they're freemans
they don't care about you at all
little foster
child
—
it was for them, you say
in your head
over and over and over again
you loved them
you wanted them to be
safe
even if it was without you
—
guess what?
you
L+O+V+E+D
them and you
L+O+S+T
them and you
wish that you could turn time around
back to the good ol' days
{but you'd regret that, wouldn't you?}
because love and loss = regret
and to stop regret
you must forget
\forgot the clock too, no way to go back now\
—
at night, you look up at the
stars
and you remember that
.whatever.
and
.whenever.
and
.whoever.
they are, they are looking
at the same
constellations
|you miss them but that's LIFE, sophie honey|