So this isn't going to be like my normal stories. As you should know I'm a girl and yea while yaoi might be all good. I love girls. I love everything about them. My friends tell me I have a Lolita complex that I will not deny because I enjoy the guy position and younger girls. (ONLY BY A YEAR AT MOST I AM NOT A PEDO. Even if the current girl I like says I am ha). I tend to lean to shorter cuter girls lol.
Anyway ways I thought I'd write a story about lesbian lovers. No yuri straight up normal lesbian shit, and what they go through and coming out to parents and other hard emotional stuff.
I guess I'll start the story now.
-from the person behind the computer
Lauren
It had been a couple of years since I had discovered my liking to women. I'm in the 10th grade, and I had my first crush in 7th. It was hard to decide what was real or not. If I really liked her or if she was a close friend, but I guess when it got right down to it I loved her. I never came right out and said it in fact I didn't except the fact I liked girls until I was in 9th grade. I was to scared about what everyone else thought how they looked at me. And you know what it ruined my first relationship, with a few added details.
When I first decided I liked girls I still had strong feelings toward men, so I was more of an experimenter. While going out with my first girl I had my eyes on a guy who I should have dropped, but it felt okay because me and my significant other had not made it official that we were together. We told no one that we were, and we hardly ever talked about our relationship. So felt as if that it was okay. I ignored her feelings, wants, and needs and ended up getting dumped. The statement "You never know what you got until it's gone." Hit me so hard after that. The point is if you really love that person, drop everything for them. Your friends, parents, and classmates imputes about your sexuality shouldn't matter.
But I know what you are thinking, it is too hard to just come out and say that to them. I'm not telling you to. Especially since everyone's friends and parents have different views on sexuality. You don't have to come out and tell them but at least put your partner before them.
Just like in every other relationship though the first one rarely ever last. Everyone in the world goes through hard breakups that leave you breathless and heartbroken for days, weeks, months, and years. As it should, but that does not mean that it is the end of the world. It might be a little harder to find a partner but there is always someone else. Always someone who will be there to love and hold you like a true lover. But you have to work hard for that person. Some people go through many relationships and some go through few. I myself have only been through two and I feel as if I have found the one.
I don't really know how this is going, but I would like to have everyone's opinion now before I continue. Give me your thoughts and questions and I will answer them to my full ability. If I do not get enough reviews on this though I will not continue.
P.S every other chapter will have a romantic/slash sexual short story for all my readers to enjoy I am somehow better at writing girlXgirl.
Love you all, Lauren