Through Her Tears Chapter 1: Bye Bye fairy tail, a fairy tail fanfic

PROLOUGE/ chapter 1 lucy inner strength

lucy sighed she was about to walk in the guild, she was usually very happy

when it came down to seeing her nakama but nowadays its like shes a ghost. ever since lissana came back from the uh... " dead" noone talkes to her anymore not even happy. when she walked in the guild noone notice her they were to busy happily chatting away with lissana. lucy walked to the bar to talk to mira "good morning"! lucy said trying to sound as cheerful as possible. Mira didnt notice lucy there because she was staring at her sister still happy that she back. "being ignored again huh". lucy sighed remembering the first time she met natsu and happy, and how grey asked her for her underwear "haha" trying to hold back her tears refusing to let them fall. Natsu, grey, erza, and happy came up to lucy. Hey luce natsu said i was thinking... well we were thinking if lissana can take your place on the team. Lucy was shocked to hear these words from natsu she looked at grey and erza they nodded in agreement . you can go on solo missions and get stronger said erza and grey "aye!" said happy. so this is how they thought of me, weak useless and just a replacement. More than sadness, anger and hurt filled lucy she never would have thought that her team... her own nakama would say that. lucy put on her best fake smile and said "thats great you and lissana can go back to your old team days". I knew you would understand they all shouted. when they turned around to tell lissana she was on the team lucy was crying silently so no one can hear her.

she walked out of the guild depressed as ever. when she reached her aparment she sat on her bed thinking about the times they barged in her house and how mira said we were the strongest team in fairy tail. strongest team huh. lucy thought. having nothing else to do lucy went to sleep

Next day

Lucy woked up. She had a feeling that maybe today will be differnt. after making up her bed taking a shower and eating she started to write a letter to her mama

dear, mama

how are you doing mama. i miss you, fairy tail is always treating me like

family and i always feel happy there but things are changing... well im going on solo missions now... i want to get stronger i dont want anyone getting hurt because of me oh i forgot i got kicked out of my team hehe... i did get hurt but im still making it through you always taught me to be strong and follow my heart well im going to do just that no more crying being sad isnt the me i know. well i have to go.

love forever and always, lucy

Lucy finished the letter and started to head towards the guild. come on lucy smile and act like yourself. she open the guild doors and sat at the table. " lu-chan" levy shouted. levy-chan lucy said how was your mission? it went fantastic levy said giving lucy her brightest smile. when are you going to finish your book lucy i Reallyyyy want to read it . lucy smiled it'll be done soon. she and levy were chatting away. lucy was happy to see levy she missed hanging out with her.

when she waved levy goodbye she notice five people at the job request bored it was natsu, happy,grey,erza, and lissana. she felt a knot in her stomach but she ignored it and went up to them. " hi you guys" lucy said smiling oh hey luce natsu said and went back to staring at the jobs. lucy didnt give up just yet she was going to talk to them some more. You guys are going to go on a job lucy said "aye!" happy said. Well good luck lucy said as she walked away she went up stairs to see master.

master was outside on the balcony deep in thought when lucy came in. umm... master? lucy asked i have something i want to ask you. what is it lucy master makarov said. ummmm lucy was starting to have second doubts but she didnt want to give up here. " i want to leave the guild for awhile so i can become ... stronger! lucy said, it took up all her courage to say that. Master was speechless he wanted to say no but he doesnt want to get in the way of what his children think is right. How long do you think you'll be gone for? master asked ummm... im not sure .. i didnt really think about it but ...i..i.. wont be long. when do you plan to leave? master asked when natsu and all of them go on their mission.. but before i go i want to sing a song for eveyone we can throw a concert the night berfore they go thatll be my goodbye for everyone she said smiling brightly. Master holding back tears nodded in agreement. Lucy hugged master because she knew she wasnt going to see him for a while "thank you" she whispered. lucy went back home to start packing when she was done she notice a picture on the floor it was them smiling and laughing.

Night before team natsu mission

Mira was setting up for the concert. everyone in the guild was excited to hear people sing all the lights went off and the stage light went on. lucy took i deep breathe "i can do this" she went on stage. hi everyone im going to sing you two songs. lucy heard shouts and cheering. she took a deep breathe and began

miley cyrus

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

Everyone cheered they didnt know lucy can sing that good. lucy smiled this was the last song when she leaves here tonight its going to be with a smile.

kelly clarkson

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you've had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on, over you

You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me, but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...

[2x]
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

People were cheering lucy bowed and got off stage she had to leave before anyone notices she hurried to the door and walked out makarov held in his tears while he watches his child leave.

"im going to get stronger" lucy left the guild with a smile a newly found determination and inner strength she looked back at the gulid "sayonara fairy tail".