So, I finally summoned up the courage and effort to write a fanfic.
It's not very good, so if you do read it, constructive criticism is welcome, as well as undeserved praise!
Anyway, thanks and goodbye
Olivia xx
It's that summer feeling, it has to be.
There was no way he is feeling elated, like someone just told him that Harry Potter's not over - just because Kurt agreed to hang out with him tomorrow. And then go for a coffee date.
Not an actual date, obviously.
Just one of their…not-date, dates…
Anyway.
But, seriously, his heart is in no way beating in a manner that's seriously unhealthy in response to a text he just got from Kurt.
It was just a small 'See you tomorrow :)'
How could it have this effect on him?
His overwhelming giddiness is just because it's summer. He can feel it creeping up on him. Or is it something else?
It's something he's experienced before.
He recognises the symptoms. 1. The obsession, over someone, over their traits…
Like the way they walk, they talk,
like their perfectly coiffed hair, or their beautiful porcelain skin,
His incredible fashion sense, his paradisiacal voice-
No, he has to stop. Stop thinking those thoughts.
That's his best friend, damnit!
Who probably isn't ready for a boyfriend right now.
Probably…
No. His friendship with Kurt means too much to lose over some selfish infatuation.
Something that might blow over soon.
He hopes it will.
It hurts too much to go on for much longer.
No! It's just the summer feeling.
That excitement when the warmer months draw near.
Because Blaine likes summer.
Heaps.
It's a time to kick back, no school, spend some time with your friends,
hang out in the pool,
and also….
Yes, he must admit, his opinion towards summer has brightened considerably ever since he met Kurt.
But that doesn't matter. None of it does!
Okay, he might be crushing a little on Kurt.
But that's all he'll admit!
Anyway, there's no way Kurt reciprocates his feelings.
You know…because, Kurt's, well…Kurt.
And Blaine's…well, Blaine.
It's pretty self-explanatory.
But anyway, the majority of his excitement, he knows is because of summer.
And he's staying in Ohio for this year's holiday.
Upon arrival of this news, in normal circumstances, he'd be mildly disappointed.
But this year, he's…
Still disappointed!
Totally not euphoric over the fact he'll be spending the entire summer with Kurt.
Nope. No way. He'd rather be skiing in Italy,
Or seeing Wicked and Le Mis in London.
Not that he doesn't want to hang out with Kurt this summer–
And with an exhausted sigh, Blaine surrenders to sleep's begging, holding off his internal debate until tomorrow.
'Sorry I'm late, be there soon :)'
Blaine sighs, types out a quick reply and stares into his coffee, pleading for answers.
The summer feeling's so overwhelming this year.