Not Worthy

I'm stuck in Nottingham mode so hehe to all.

I sit here watching you from a distance.

The way your hair gleams in the sunlight

It's so enticing I cannot look away.

The warm rays dance and twirl in the wind.

Your hair is woven of the finest silk known.

Your eyes dull the most beautiful emeralds.

They reflect your emotions and show your soul.

The full effects would bring any man to his knees

For they have surely done so to me.

But they are not for me to look upon.

You show your purity to the rest of the world.

Everyone except for myself and Irons.

Those precious gems turn as cold as ice.

The red lips that dull even a rose's red petals

They thin out and bare fangs I cannot see.

Oh, why do you hurt me like this?

Have I done anything to displease you?

If so tell me and let me make amends with you.

I will do whatever you ask of me.

Just to please you and find favor in your eyes.

But alas, you are pure and I am tainted.

You are the beauty the angels envy.

Your light is blindingly pure.

Even the blind who cannot see know you are coming.

You are a radiant and pure goddess.

What am I in comparison to you?

I am the darkness every one of all ages fear.

My light is black and swallows all other.

I reek of the death I have caused with my hands.

I show only the darkness that you hate so.

The demons laugh and the angels turn their backs.

I am not even worthy to be a speck of dust.

I am not worthy to even be stalking you.