Dear Diary
I was at Uncle Han Joo's funeral today. It broke my heart, to see Baek Won so devastated. And that family, if only my some sort of a funny put together family had a quarter of the warmth and close knittedness they have...How I long to have a family, and be with people I love, laughing all day long. My mother laughed alot. Even though my father abandoned her, she still could joke with me, grandma and bring light into what was such a deep dark world. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think or miss her. I must never let Baek Won suffer the same fate as my mother. I will never abandon her.
Though, it seems like something fishy is going on with my father. He acted weirdly today. Things are not adding up. I need to find out more. It looks like he was somewhat involved in Uncle Han Joo's death...I wouldn't put it pass him. Though I shudder to even think it to be true. How will I ever face Baek Won if that turns out to be the case? Please, oh please let it be not.
Do Young