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Love that Hurts

I never thought that loving someone, as much as I did could hurt so much….The thing is it did, to the point of death. You would think that falling in love is easy, but it is the complete opposite.

I woke up to the smell of bacon cooking down stairs in the kitchen; I took a look around my room. Then I slowly climbed out of bed and went to my bathroom and slipped into the shower. I ran my fingers through my dark wavy brown hair, I used my vanilla shampoo and body wash. Then I turned off the warm water and reached for my towel. I dried myself off and went to my closet, I look through my huge closet of clothes for something decent to wear. I came up with a v-neck purple Fox shirt, then black skinny jeans, and black converse. Then I pulled my hair up into a ponytail, I lightly put on some make up. I looked into the mirror, my emerald green eyes were staring back at me. I smiled at my appearance my sister Renesmee, would be so proud of me and so would my aunt Alice.

I thought back to a couple years ago when my parents were killed in a car accident and I had nowhere to go so the Cullen's took me in as their daughter. Everyone acted like my parents so instead of having one pair of parents I had four pairs. I was in a depression for a long time but I finally came out of it a couple weeks ago. I was encompassed in my thoughts that I didn't hear nessie come in (Renesmee's nick name).

"Hey Addie, I see that you are finally up…" she said

"Ya" I said turning to smile at her. "Breakfast is ready, mom said that after breakfast that her and dad are going to go out of town for a couple weeks so if we need anything talk to Alice or somebody." I smiled "So where are you going to be at this time..?" I asked all ready knowing the answer to my own question. Duh! She is going to hang out with Jake! I so want to go with her but I doubt that she is going to want to bring her17 year old sister to la push with her. I wish that I was 18 like her too. She can get married and move out whenever she wants! UGH! That is so unfair!!

"Ok, thanks I will be right down..." I said to her. She turned and walked out the door without a word leaving her lips. I held back the tears that threatened to spill over. I feel like she doesn't accept me is it because I am some stupid human?? Just because she is half vampire she lets it go all to her head! She also acted like that because she was HOT, SEXY Jakes imprint! I stopped thinking about that and trudged down stairs to the kitchen, when I came around the corner her and Jake were totally making out. EWWW! I grabbed my keys and started off to the garage where my red Ferrari awaited me. I climbed in and started the car; I decided to go to my best friend Emily Douglas's house. I speeded down the highway at 80 mph; even though I wasn't vampire I had a love for speed and cars. I stopped at her two story house and texted her.

'Hey! Are you home… do u want to hang out??' A couple minutes later she texted back.

'NO.. I am at la push beach with other Lauren, Brandon, Jordan, and a few other people! Get your ass down here NOW! LOL! Luv Ya!'

I texted back. 'K be there soon!'

I started my car again, I drove towards la push. The scenery flew past my and I thought back to a time when I was with my parents, happy and enjoying life without anyone to bother me. A tear slid silently down my cheek, and I decided from now on that I would live life to the fullest.

I arrived and got out of my car. I looked around then I spotted all my friends and a few others. I walked toward them at a normal pace.

"Hey, Addie!" my guy friend Jordan yelled coming toward me. I looked at his tall skinny muscular figure, his dark long brown hair and his dark warm eyes. He is Italian so he has a somewhat dark skin color but he wasn't completely Italian so he was on the lighter side he also is six foot one. He wrapped his arms around me hugging me tightly "Hi" I whispered into his chest. He pulled back, smiling at me with his perfectly white strait teeth. I smiled back looking in his eyes for a moment or two then I looked to the rest of my friends. My eyes greeted Emily's light bluish gray eyes, I smiled and looked at her five two figure, her light brown hair hung just past her shoulders. Then I looked to Lauren's hazel eyes and five four figure, her dirty blonde hair hung to her waist. Then lastly my eyes met Brandon's six foot figure his figure is just like Jordan's, Brandon has light brown eyes and long light brown hair. "Hey!" I said to them all giving them hugs also. Emily took my hand and took me toward the other two guys that I didn't know. "Addie this is Seth and Embry. They live here in la push." My eyes meet Seth's eyes, he looked deep into my eyes. Then I looked over into Embry's eyes, he did the same thing as seth. I looked between them both and they were just staring at me. I got a little uncomfortable "Umm…Nice to meet you guys." I looked back to my friends, they were a little uncomfortable in those two's silence. Brandon went over to them and slapped them in the back "So you are taken' with our Addie's beauty" he said trying to pull them out of their trance. They came back to life "Oh yea, she is hella hot!" they both said. Everybody laughed except for me I felt the blood rush to my cheeks.