Maya's prov
How do you move on from death? Well you just don't. No matter what you say or what you do it will always be there in the back of your mind and you will always remember. And when that person takes their own life you just can't help but feel like its all your fault.
All the memories of that person will play in your mind. You will always feel guilty, and no matter how happy you may be some day once you go to bed and close your eyes you will think of that person.
There is just no getting over that person. There is no way to prepare yourself for these kind of things, they simply just happen. There must be and there is a reason as to why it happens but at that very moment it's all unclear to you and everyone else.
All you can think about is what could have happened or what you could have done. You keep thinking WHY? Why does this have to happen? The sad thing is death will always come after those we love, it's just part of life, but that doesn't mean that we'll ever understand.
R.I.P Cam. I miss you!