:READ ME! I'M IMPORTANT!:HELLO! its Thorn again... sorry it has been so long I was an idiot! But I'm back and going to continue/improve this story. I simply edited the old chapters.I added new stuff so old readers should reread. I'm sorta scared and nerves about it but I am going to update all of the old chapters and add chapter 4. I still love suggestions and constructive criticism and flames are well deserved but have more effect in the form of constructive criticism.

WARNING!- Its SASUNARU (boy X boy) don't, like don't read...there is also bad language,cutting, Naruto abuse (T-T),male pregnancy, technical Sakura bashing, SPOILER ALERT!and my Occ Thorn(ME!yay). I may Oc with the characters a bit sorry. Also please forgive me for I'm not the best at punctuation or grammar.

Disclaimer!- I do not own Naruto or naruto characters but I do own Thorn and other characters I made up...If I did own Naruto he'd be with Sasuke and Sakura would a stronger character.

Ok since i'm now done with the author's note that no one reads (lol jk)~ lets BEGIN!

Be My Reason

Good Bye

I wasn't good enough to make you stay

Am I truly that worthless?

You were my reason

But I wasn't your's

And now you're gone

So now I'm lost

Good Bye

Prologue

Thirteen years ago there was a child born on october 10th. That child was secretly chosen to become the jinchuuriki or container of the great bijuu, Kyuubi no Kitsune. The child saved the village named Konoha and it's residence. However, they outcasted him. The poor child was left alone to be glared at and ignored. That is until he met a friend. They grew up together and became rivals but also teammates. The friend left on his own path, ignorant to it's thorns and twists that lay in the shadows. This traitorous friend is Sasuke Uchiha,and I am the jinchuuriki, Naruto Uzumaki- konoha's number one hyperactive knucklehead ninja master of surprises! The ninja with the bright clothes and attitude to match! The manliest man ever! The next hokage that everyone loves!

I hope to kami you didn't believe that or you're even stupider than my mask. Yes, you heard me right, my MASK! Do people honestly think someone can be that naive especially with my past? It's sad no one loves me; even Sasuke, my most precious person even after what he did, left me.

I don't want pity or anyone to think i'm weak. Why do you think I act the way I do? I wish to radiate so that maybe someone will walk by and notice me. So I won't be lonely anymore. So I can have someone to live for.

Sasuke was that person, he was that bond. But now he left to serve Orochimaru to gain power so he can kill his older brother Itachi, a member of the Akatsuki. So now i'm left with no reason because i'm worthless to Sasuke. I can't help but feel i'll never feel like this with anyone ever again. Why,it's just friendship right?

Anyways I also lied about the manly man stuff. Sadly I did not get a big, muscular, tall body. No, I came to have a 5' 4 frame that's really girlish! Many have described my body as petite, femininely muscular with soft curves at the hips and a nice plump butt. Add that with my big sky-blue eyes, soft, light tan skin, childish face and sun blonde hair which all equal to trouble!

Guys chase me all the time and Jiraiya just laughs! Damn Pervy Sage! Oh yes I'm training with him now. We left Konoha a year ago a little after Sasuke...left..GAH! Why do I always think about him especially since it hurts so badly.

He truly was my everything.

Okay I'm leaving this topic back to Pervy Sage. He's training me so I can accomplish my goals. It's fun but hard at times. Jiraiya has been teaching me many new jutsus and helping me with my chakra control but thats still not enough. I truly want to become stronger so that I can be equal to him.

Pervy Sage is still writing that porn which kakashi-sensei just loves so we have to travel around a lot so Pervy-sensei can do research. Heh, more like check out every hot chick bathing in a town. Anyways while we visit the small villages I usually end up working at small cafes as a waiter. People, like I was saying, love my looks and my mask if they don't know what's inside me.

Speaking of the fur ball that is Kyuubi I'm no longer using his chakra. The reasons are simple, number 1 is I don't get stronger when I use his chakra and number 2 is I'm dying everytime I tap into his huge chakra reserve. Damn fox is such a hassle. Whenever I talk to that demon he's a douche bag. But I guess being locked inside a 13 year old boy isn't so pleasant for him.

There's another reason we always have to travel, Akatsuki. They chase after me to get Kyuubi. I've had brushes with Itachi and he always has remorse in his eyes. I wonder why. Is it because he's trying to kill me or because he took Sasuke away from me which ultimately did worse then just killing me in the first place because I have to keep moving forward.

I hope you don't expect me to say I don't regret my survival at the valley of the end because I do. I find myself asking why did he not kill me. I truly wish he did and whenever I find myself thinking this I also see a kunai in my hand and blood that does not stop til I pass out. But that's the way I like it. When it first began Kyuubi would try to heal it immediately which only led to multiple,deeper cuts when he did this, so he stopped. Kyuubi allows me to lose consciousness with the world around me then he heals my self inflicted wounds.

I started this only a couple months ago. No one knows and I hide behind that bright smile so no one suspects a thing. I'm happy like this because it numbs my internal pain.

I'm not completely broken just cracked in many areas.

Jiraiya and I are leaving the town we're in. I have no clue where we're heading. All I know is that it's a long journey and that it's to the far east around the Demon country surroundings. We'll probably make a lot of stops along the way.

11 years ago I stood in front of my guardians at the shrine we lived in as they told me I've been chosen for a special task. They said my fate was to be the midwife of the Kyuubi container. I smiled. "What's a midwife?" I asked sweetly and they replied. "It's the person who helps women have babies." I smiled because I felt so important and in all honesty it was. This fate is something I will never regret.

Hello my name is Thorn Angelic I was born in the Demon country 16 years ago. As an infant I was taken in by the Shrine Maidens and Priest. The mikos that raised me told me that I was left on the shrine's front porch with a note attached to my bundle. It said:

I send to you this angel from heaven. Her name is Thorn Angelic. She was born to be the midwife of the male Kyuubi no Kitsune Jinchuuriki. Your Shrine was chosen because it specializes in demonic medicine. Please prepare this child for her destiny. - A messenger

And that is how my life began. Now more about myself. I guess you can say I have abnormal looks. I'm 5' 5 with a 36 C-cup bust, graceful curves in the right places, long legs and creamy ivory skin. Long lashes obscure my blood colored eyes and soft pink rose petals form my lips. Snow white hair cascades down my back brushing the back of my mid-thigh. When I pull it up into a ponytail that's not pulled all the way through, some hair hangs down and it only reaches my butt.

I've trained in maternity for humans and demons; also in tai, nin and healing jutsu. At first it was quite odd to find out that the present Kyuubi host is a male.

But after learning the medical history of the Kyuubi no Kitsune first hosts it is not crazy. These host were male kitsunes. The reason they were male was because the Kyuubi was so powerful he could give them the ability to get pregnant so he can escape. It also turns out male demons love power so they tend to like other strong males and the Kyuubi host was always strong. I was worried that I would have to fight demons but most demons are extinct after the great purge.

The mikos have told me I have learned all I need to know and that I must leave to find the Jinchuuriki before his 14th birthday. So now I'm off traveling west to find the boy that is rumored to have sky-blue eyes, sunshine blonde hair and a 1000 megawatt smile, I can't wait to meet this boy!

End of Prologue...

Ok so how was it ? was it any good? Tell me your opinion with a review!I take anonymous and member reviews. I'm sorry again if there was a lot of grammatical or character errors i'll do better next chapter. warning chapter lengths will vary.I like feedback^-^

~bye bye ThornDarkAngel

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