Hello Everyone. First word... I'm french, and i'm writting english ( WOO ) So sorry if my english isn't great. Thought I hope you will like it.

The story is set during Season 8.
This is definitly a Clois story.
This is a Lois POV. She is writting her diary in some way.
Rated T ( there will probably be some gruesome moments )

Only the story is mine.

Well... Enjoy !

Prologue

My husband is gone since a week, I don't know where he is or how he is. So to calm my nerves I decided to write our sories aren't like the others. They are weird, and even sometime unimaginable. It's like this one, because to imagine it you really have to be lunatic. It was during winter, I remember it as if it was yesterday, I decided to take him to Crater Lake so I could teach him how to skate on the ice. He didn't really like the idea, but he couldn't resist my charm. At this moment, no one of us could imagine what would happen to us. At this time, I was still trying to understand myself and to enlighten what I was hiding deep inside myself. But this story opened my eyes, okay... In a very sadly way but still... So there is our story, the one who brought us together. And I'm still thanking god today for it. We went through lot of things together, but it didnt stop us from marrying each other and being happy together. No one of us would have imagine this future. If you had tell me one day that I would marry him I would probably have laugh at you thinking that you would be totally crazy to think something like that ! But now... I'm scared, I don't know where he is, and I miss him. I truly hope he is alright. But before he left he told this "Nothing will happen to me as long as you are going great". It's always what I am thinking about when I do miss very much. But it didnt stop me from being so scared about what could have happen to him. But he wasn't alone happily. So... Let's stop talking, and now here is the beginning of the story, as incredible as it seems.

Kent Farm.

It was on Sunday, a week before the Christmas' holidays. At that time, Clark and I were one of the best, if it's not the best team of the Daily Planet. It's actually what was always saying our editor, Perry White. We were kinda proud of it... Espacially me, listening to Clark. So it was sunday and during the eve, it didn't stop from snowing, it was all frozen and there was about 30 cms of snow on the ground. It was barely impossible to put a feet outside. But I couldn't stay inside one more minute. Circle all around the house without being able to go out with like being a hamster in a cage. I was at the farm because the heater at the Talon was broken, I couldn't stay at the apartment without being sick. So Clark nicely proposed me to stay at the farm with him. Which he quickly regretted then. So, I couldn't stay there any longer, I thought that if everything was totally frozen, the lake should probably be it too. This is when I started to think about all the hours when my mom and I were skating on the ice... Since she died I never did it again because it made think of her and made me sad. But it was finally time to move on. I got up, took my polar jacket and put it on, with a big scarf, my cap my gloves and of course the moon boots. I didn't want to be sick. I went out of the house to join Clark who was, as always, hidden in the barn to cut some woods, well that's what he said. When I arrived, he was taking the woods in his arms which was spread on the floor. I didnt even see that he had no ax, I just saw that this jackass only had his red jacket and his blue t-shirt on him. How could he be like that, i wasn't truly worried about him. But he was my only way to have fun, how would I have fun if he was sick ?

"Smallville what the heck are you doing ? Look at yourself, you'll be sick in two if you stay like that" He didnt seem to appreciate what I just said.

"Lois, I know what I'm doing, thank you for caring." I knew it was totally sarcastic. "No, no, no put on a scarf or something."
"But what's going on with you all of sudden ? Since when do you worry so much ?"

"Nothing I just don't want me main entertainement to be sick." He rolled his eyes at me.

"I see"

"And i don't have the intention to stay at the farm all day, and You will come with me, so put on something" He stopped everything he was doing to look at me

"Wow wow ! Slow down... Where are you taking me ?" He seemed all panicked and I loved that.

"I wanted to go to Crater Lake.." And he cut me before I had time to finish "But it must be totally frozen" "Let me finish ! I wanted to ice skate. And no way to discuss, me decision is taken."

"And what if I dont want to go ? Espcially with you."

"It's the same thing."

"You wont force me to go there"

"Come on Clark ! Please... The last time I went there it was with my mom and I truly miss it... I was hoping to show her that all the hours spent skating together had been very useful to me, so she could be proud of me... Again."

I knew he wouldn't say no if I said that. He is so touchy. As often, and to make it worse I took a childish voice and my puppy dog eyes. I was just the best he couldnt say no when I had this look on my face and I knew it. He looked at me exaspereted for a few seconds.

"Okay Lois... I'm coming. But you wont have me every time like that !" He tried to convince me with that but I knew I could do whatever I wanted with him andI just Loved the thought of it. "Yeah, yeah we'll see Smallville"

All proud of myself, I went back inside the farm to take everything we needed. I had skates for me, and also for him, I didn't know where it came from, but it wasn't important. It was fitting him perfectly. When I went downstairs he was waiting for me and he already looked totally panicked. "Relx Smallville, I wont eat you."

He looked down clearing his throat then looked back at me "I know... But I dont know how to skate"

I shrugged,it didnt really matter as long as we were going out "It's alright, I'll teach you."

"The last time I skated, I was with Alicia..."

I looked at him soryr for him, I knew how much he suffered when she died. "Oh I'm sorry Clark... Well we will remember of our memories together then" I tried to make it better.

"Yay..."

"Come on Smallville, can you not at least fake to be happy ? You have to get used to it now, and cover yourself, you will really be sick otherwise."

Still on a sarcastic tones he answered. "Yes Lois, At your service Lois"

The way to Crater Lake was calm but fun. As always we were bickering each other to have fun, to stay busy and, without sending myself flowers, it always me who was winning on those games. I was so proud of me.

Crater Lake.

Wehn we arrived, as planned, there was no one around and the lake was totally recovered of a thick ice. We went toward the dock carefuly, we didnt want to fall, the road was a bit slippy. When the skates were on and well fixed, went up on the ice. I was already all confident and I was sliding on the ice without any problems. Though I saw Clark who couldn't keep balance, I was laughing at him, and circling around him laughing.

"So Smallville, how is it going ?" I asked him to annoy him.

"Ha ha ! Very funny Lois. Can't you help me instead of laughing at me ?" He seemed totally freaked out on the ice, that was the first time I saw hom so nervous.

"I don't know... I like to see you squirming, that's pretty fun."

"This isn't fun !"

I rolled my eyes at him. "You really are a killjoy Clark." I went closer to him and he immediately held my shoulder to keep balance. I could hear from here his heart beat very very fast. He seemed scared so I knew I shouldn't laugh too much about it but more try to help him, so I tried to be nice to him for once. He thanked me.

"You are welcome. So do you wanna me to teach you ?" He looked at me and chuckled

"Lessons with you Lane ? Oh god help me." I rolled my eyes again then nudged his shoulder.

"Hey, if you're not happy, I can let you on the ice and you do it on your own."

"I was kidding Lois. It was a joke !" He told me nervously.

A winning smile appeared on my face, I was doing whatever I wanted with him. But I had to teach him few things if we didnt want to be bored very quickly. Still in front of him, I showed him the position he had to take with his feet.

"You have to put your two feets like that, so they are slightly crossing in the back of it, then if you want to go on you put your feet in the front, sliding it on the ice, and then you push a little with your other feet. Come one try it".

"You are sure of yourself on it ?"

"Yeah, yeah go on. Don't worry. I'm here anyway even if you fall down I will help you." I smiled at him trying to reassure him. He really wasn't confident but he let my shoulders go and went on, but before his feet could touch the ground he fell down on his butt. I couldn't help but laugh while sliding toward him to help him up. "Alright, we'll go slower. Hold on to me and I will make you slide." It made him a bit more confident. But he didnt know where he should put his hands. Completely exasperated, I took his hands and started to slide behind me. Slowly at first, so he could get used to it.

"It's okay ? You're following ?"

He nodded quickly "Yeah for now. But i'm not relaxed on the ice"

I laughed a little. "Well try to relax still Smallville."

he shook his head totally terrified "I made to live on the ground, not on the ice"

But he just started to lose his concentration, he lost balance and fell down, he pulled him down with him without wanting it. Happily I fell onto him so I didnt get hurt. I rolled down on the side to let go of him, laying on my back. He made his way to me fastly to check if I was alright, he couldn't stop excusing himself. He seemed to be very sorry about what he did. I didnt understand why he was so scared about hurting me. He made few minutes before getting on his legs again, when he did he finally got back to me.

"God Lois, I'm so sorry ! Are you alright ? See, I think skating isn't made for me. It might no be a good idea. I'm sorry, do you want me to help you up ?"

"Thank you Smallville, but I'll be alright, I'm not going to die yet."

"I'm truly sorry"

"Smallville, stop with your apology, you're starting to upset me"

He suddenly shut his mouth. I tried to get up then. I also started to be a bit cold, and even if I needed to catch my breath back it might had been time for us to went back home. It was leading anywhere anyway. I was still close to the ice, when I thought I heard a noise under the lac. So I looked down but I didnt see anything. I shrugged it away, and tried to get back up again but this time, a black thing slowly came closer to me under the ice. I couldn't see what it was but it wasn't a fish. And it started to freak me out.

I couldn't take my eyes off the ice. "Clark ?" I screamed his name which made him quickly come to me.

"What is it ?" He asked me, wondering what I wanted.

"Can you come closer please. Help me." He came to me and held out his hand to me, when I took it I looked down again and what I saw would change our lives forever. I screamed and jumped into Clark's arms who was shocked and surprised.

He cleared his throat "ermm, what's going on Lois ?"

I didnt let him go and starting to stutter, I wasn't oftern scared but this time..."There's..There's.. There's someone under the ice..." I whispered

He raised an eyebrow probably thinking that I was crazy "Huh ? What are you talking about, this isn't possible..."

Of course he still hadn't look down, so he really thought I was crazy. So with a bad look, I made him understand that I wasn't a psychopath. He looked down and this is when, he took a deep breath, there he finally believed me. He was shocked and surprised too, which made him put a hand on his mouth and the other one on his heart. We could see under the ice, appear a woman's head... cut out of the body. Her eyes were totally white, he mouth half opened seemed to be screaming for help but here we could still see her tongue had been cut off. Her livid face was still showing the fear this woman probably had. We could even see the moldy flesh where her neck had been cut. Her brown hair were floating in the water, but the pain was still able to be read on her face...