(AN: This story is inspired by Draco4eva's story 'When it Rains' in which Hermione is raped by Lucius Malfoy. Not my usual style because I usually write romances between the two but I decided to give this a go because we all need to try new things every once and a while! This is a strong R rating people so be cautious of what you read. And if you're wondering about the title yes I was listening to Justin Timberlakes song 'Cry Me a River' –for some odd reason because I really don't like his music- but anyway enough rambling and on to the story!)

Full Summary- Hermiones home is attacked by Death Eaters and she manages to defend herself from all but one. Lucius Malfoy. He hurts Hermione in the worst way possible and then becomes twistedly obsessed with her. Meanwhile Hermione is trying to rebuild her life facing reality that she's going to have a baby and a stalker who seems intent to posses her and make her life a living hell. Can she rise stronger then before or will she crumple and fall at the feet of her child's father damning both herself and her baby to live a life of torment?

Disclaimer- I OWN NOTHING

Chapter 1

Hermione sighed and drew her knees to her chest. She stared out the window. It was late and the stars were bright and the moon out yet everything looked sad. As if something terrible where about to happen. She sighed and pulled on her robe brushing a lock of chocolate hair out of her eyes and examining her reflection in the mirror. She wasn't beautiful by any means but certainly lovely, waist length chocolate hair fell into perfect curls, pale creamy skin perfect and flawless as that of a perfect gem, and warm honey eyes, with just enough curves in all the right places. She crawled into bed and had just shut her eyes when she heard her mother scream and voices shouting spells. Quickly she grabbed her wand and ran downstairs. She gasped. Death Eaters 10 of them. One noticed her and was about to curse her when she dodged.

"*PETRIFICUS TOTALUS*" She shouted seeing the man collapse she quickly turned her attention to another death eater, "*PROTEGO*" She cried blocking a stunning spell

"*AVADA KE-"A Death Eater began

"*STUPEFY!*" She shouted seeing the Death Eater fall she quickly bolted, just barely dodging another killing curse. Never noticing the whole while an 11th member of the group drifting in the shadow of the kitchen watching her intently with keen eyes. After all the Death Eaters had fallen due to stunning spells she bolted over to her fathers side dropping her wand in the process. The figure who had hid in shadow stepped behind her un- noticed still picking up her wand and tossing it to the far side where she wouldn't have been able to get it.

"Daddy are you all right?" Hermione cried tears streaming down her face. Her father smiled wincing at her blood leaking out from a wound in his head. She groped behind her for her wand but touched a leather boot instead. With an extreme sense of foreboding she looked up into the malicious silver eyes of Lucius Malfoy. She glanced and saw her wand 20 feet away from her and swallowed.

"My, my, my you are a pretty little thing aren't you mudblood?" He purred softly his eyes roaming from her face to the delicate curve of her breast. She saw a fallen Death Eaters wand barely a foot and a half away. Quickly she bolted for it but he swiftly kicked it out of the way and she fell. Immediately she pushed herself up and stood glaring at him her chin raised. If she was going to die she was going to give him one hell of a fight. To her surprise he chuckled softly, "Fiery little thing aren't you?" He said extending a gloved hand he gently caressed her face. She jerked away.

"Go to Hell you son of a bitch." She snapped, the smile faded and like lightening she felt a blow on her face her hand flew to her cheek and she glared at him.

"It seems that you haven't learned obedience to your superiors." He then sneered at her father and raised his wand, "but what can I expect from one raised by filthy muggles."

"NO!" She cried realizing what he was going to do

"*AVADA KEDAVRA*" He shouted and with a flash of blinding emerald light her father went limp and lifeless. She glared at Lucius Malfoy shaking with rage, words and actions could not describe what she felt like doing to the man. So instead she settled for something that she'd regret until the end of her days. She slapped him. The elder Malfoy appeared unfazed by the pink hand print on his usually flawless face.

"You bastard...I can not describe what I want to do to you...but if I had my wand I'd figure out something." Then to her total surprise Lucius walked over and picked up her wand tossing it to her. She caught it looking suspicious.

"A duel Ms Granger, no Unforgiveables...if you win I leave and never disturb you again, but if I win however..." he grinned maliciously, "you will suffer greatly for daring to strike me." Thinking that nothing he could do would be worse then killing her father right in front of her she raised her chin defiantly.

"Deal." She said he smirked.

"Very well Ms Granger." He raised his wand in unison with Hermione and they just stared each other down for some time. Cold gray eyes met fiery honey eyes. They both lowered their wands and barely nodded their heads...then the duel began.

"*DEMENTHROS*" He shouted sending a misty black substance towards her

"*EXPECTO PATRONUM!*" The silver otter met his spell and it disappeared. Lucius smirked.

"Very good Ms Granger they've taught you well...*TRELLATHIN*" He snapped Hermione dodged the spell, it blew a decent size hole in the living room wall.

"*HALKONDRA*" She screamed, Lucius barely dodged a speeding black panther as it went straight towards his chest.

"So you know Dark Magic as well pet? Well two can play that game..." prepared to face a deadly curse Hermione prepared to dodge not expecting what happened next, and later she regretted it, "*EXPELLIARMUS*" Her wand flew from her hand and into the hand of a smirking Lucius Malfoy. She fell to her knees stunned, with a smirk he tossed the wand to the side.

"So much power...so much beauty..." he removed his gloves and caressed her face with a clean and cold hand. She shivered jerking away he lowered his hand and regarded her coolly, she met his gaze boldly, "if only you had been a pureblood...I wouldn't have to do this...no you would love it...you will anyway." He said this as if to convince himself more then anything. He grabbed her arm and pulled her to her feet and dragged her upstairs. She struggled but he was far to strong for her he kicked open the door to her parents bedroom and threw her onto the bed stripping off his cloak and tossing it to the side. He drew his wand again, "*BINDROS*" he muttered and Hermione felt her arms and legs part against her will bound to the bed posts. She struggled realizing what he was going to do.

"No..." She choked out, "please anything but this kill me anything but this..." He didn't seem to hear her at all. In fact his silver gray eyes had become devoid of any trace of sanity. Roughly he stripped off her clothing and claimed her lips in a harsh, brutal, and...Possessive kiss. She struggled to get free but to no avail she watched horrified as he striped off his clothing and pinned her down even further. She shut her eyes trying to hide the tears that were falling down her lovely face.

"Hush pet..." he purred before he forced himself inside her. She screamed in pain. Never had she felt any pain such as this, he was tearing her apart from the inside thrusting and thrusting intent only on his task of causing her pain and giving himself pleasure. After what seemed like an eternity he came crying out softly. Tears fell down Hermiones face as he pulled out of her she screamed again. He got off the bed found his wand and undid her bindings. She curled up into a ball tears falling freely. He dressed slowly taunting her.

"Go away please go away..." She whispered. After her buttoned the last button of his shirt he turned to her and placed a long finger on her pale lips.

"Not a sound pet not a word of this to anyone or next time I won't be so lenient." He purred and disapparated. She stared at where he had stood, how could he do anything worse then what he had just done? Crying she hugged herself tighter lying in a pool of her own blood. Why did it feel as if he were still here? As if he were still looking at her so tauntingly...still standing over her so threateningly. He was the devil who wore the face of an angel.

"Go away please go away..." and she almost heard his taunting silky drawling voice saying 'I'll never go away'

(A/N: What do you think? I hope you liked it the next chapter should be up soon thank you!)