Author: annethundr05
Fandom: SM (Sailor Moon)
Title: Ugly
Medium: fic
Rating: T
Pairing: None
Summary: Just a glimpse into the girls hearts
Disclaimer: SM doesn't belong to me, property of the rich folks. I am playing with them for fun. :-)
A/N: Courtesy of my new evil muse SailorStar9 and her fic work. Also song is by 2ne1, title: Ugly. (I used the English lyrics, but it so much prettier in Korean); and I normally don't do song fics but this just wouldn't leave me alone after I heard it. Also story has been beta'd to the best my ability, my beta is in the middle of mid-terms and didn't want to bother her so all mistake here-in are solely mine. First fic after a long break and yes I'm and working on Full Circle, I have new motivation I promise something will be up soon.
[cl] i'm trying to smile brightly but
I don't like it
I'm not pretty, i'm not beautiful
Oh .. X 2
[Mina] I'm supposed to be the pretty, happy one. And therefore everyday I wake up and force myself to smile. To pretend that everything is ok, even when it's not, if only just to hide the unseen that makes me want to mar her pretty.
[bom] i'm trying to sing but
No one is listening
I'm not pretty, i'm not beautiful
Oh .. X 2
[dara] why am i this ugly
What must i do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
[Ami] I speak but no one cares what I have to say. I try to help her study, but she has no work ethic. There are days when it seems as if I talk just for my health to cover up the wrong, inside me that makes me want to dim her brightness.
[minji] i'm getting angry again, why can't i ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
[bom] don't look at me, i hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, i want to escape
This world is full of lies
[Makoto] I'm around her so much and yet I can't seem to capture that spirit and lightheartedness that she seems to embody when all they see is her. And I want them to see me. I feel so trapped inside these four walls and it seems no one can here me scream inside am I that ugly?
[Chorus] [cl] i think i'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin' me i'm pretty
I think i'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz i know i'm ugly [Chorus ends]
[minji] don't tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
[bom] don't force me to talk, i'm not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me
[Rei] She says I should be nicer to people. That she knows more than anyone that I'm no the cold person I present myself to be. But how can I, when I receive dozens of compliments daily laced with there patronizing sincerity. Can you blame me for the resentment I feel, that makes me want to suffocate from her concern?
[minji] don't come closer, i don't even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, i want to shout out
This world is full of lies
[cl] i think i'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin' me i'm pretty
[All] I don't want her pity; I just want to be pretty. Is that to much to ask?