Disclaimer (Since everyone does this for some reason at the beginning of a cartoon fanfic): I do not own The Loud House. Nickelodeon and Chis Savino owns it.
Anyway, enjoy! ;D
Chapter 1
Friday, October 6th
Dear Diary,
It's been another day. Another long day at the spiraling hellhole called Royal Woods Elementary School. Must I spare you the devestating details of what went on there because you already know it's the same thing that happens everyday.
Those little demons at that dumb school don't get my sense of style or lack of emotion, so they bully me. Shoving me into lockers. Tripping me in the lunch line, making me spill food all over my perfectly good black and white attire. Mocking the lack of amusement in my voice and then laughing in my face about it. The usual.
Of course most victims of bullying would go to a teacher or parent about this, but I'm different. No adult, not even MY parents would take me seriously because I'm, well, me. I'm the weird goth girl everybody likes to stay away from , and if they're brave enough, they'll come up to me and tell me to my face that no one likes me.
They'll tell me I'm a mistake and that no one wants me there.
I wish I couldn't say that it was only those dumb 3rd graders that felt that way about me, but unfortunately, it's the whole school. Even my sisters. I'm such a huge mistake that whenever they come across me with their friends, whether it's in the hallway or at lunch, they have to lie that they don't know me. Like they're embarrassed to have me as a sister.
"Oh no, she's not our sister," they would fib. Our parents just FORCE us to hang with her because they feel sorry for her! And we wouldn't blame them." Their inconsiderate words hurt more than a punch in the face or a slap on the neck, and I get those a lot. It hurts because their my family and they're supposed to be there for me.
They're supposed to love me.
I hate to admit it, but I AM HUMAN. And I'm pretty sure I'm worth more than people treat me like I am. One day, just one day, everything will change. Soon, one of my vampire bats will suck enough blood out of me to turn me into a vampire. I can leave this cruel place I'm SUPPOSED to call home and finally join the other monsters and rejects in the underworld.
But of course that's completely unrealistic! My blood type is a B positive and I'm pretty sure that most of them drink B negative. And some of them are even trying to cut off drinking blood.
But anyway, I'm hopeless. The only thing that might change is something my (so-called) Mom said might happen. It was during one of our very rare sentimental talks that she usually has with my other siblings more. She said that one day, I might find a human that'll have the same interests as me (as if that's even possible) and we'll become friends. The only person that has similar interests as me is Luan's girlfriend, Maggie. We just never get to hang out because Luan is always distracting her from me with her stupid stand up comedy and dull humor. She's the most annoying Loud in the house, but everyone still picks on me!
And the stupidest thing (so-called) Mom added is that I my friendship might lead to something more.
As for me, I'm not the type to depend on love (I already tried). It seems dull, dreary, and empty, which is how my heart feels (if I had a heart).
Love may seem like the #1 thing I need in my life right now, but be realistic.
That's. Never. Going. To. Happen.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed this chapter! And by the way, I do NOT think Luan is the most annoying Loud! In fact, she's one of my favorite Louds (besides Lucy, Lincoln, Lana, and Luna). Get ready for the next chapter! ;)